2nd of March-
Dear Journal, today we had an argument with Jessica.
"So you do not believe in hypnosis, do you? But you still agreed to date me, knowing that I am a hypnotherapist. Is that right? So you don't mind that your girlfriend is an unethical fraud?"
"Honey, don't take it that way. I am sure you have the best intentions, but..."
"But you just care about how nice my ass looks; you don't care about the person I am, don't you?"
"Sweetie, I like you very much. I mean, you are adorable. I just wish you would have chosen a more serious profession, that's all."
"A more serious... Do you realize that I have a PhD? Is that not serious enough for you? Listen, what if I could prove you wrong? What if I could show you the full extent of my skills?"
"Sure, that would be great. But if it does not work, don't make a drama out of it, all right?"
I have been dating her for a month now, and except for her job, she is the girl of my dreams. So I complied and laid down on the bed. She started with her soft voice to put me in a "trance," as she says. Although I was skeptical about the whole process, I could not deny that a warm feeling was spreading over my whole body. Then she started with the hypnotic suggestion:
"From now on, the only sexual pleasure you'll ever have will come from me. You will try to touch yourself, but the more you do it, the less satisfying it will be. You will try to masturbate, but all the sensitivity of your penis will be gone. You will only make yourself sore. The more you touch yourself, the less pleasure you'll get. However, as soon as I'll touch you, as soon as I'll put my hand on your penis, or as soon as we'll make love, the pleasure you'll feel will be more intense than it has ever been. You'll crave constantly for the sensations I can give you. But only I can decide when or if you have them. These suggestions have sunk deeply into your subconscious mind and will be highly effective. At the count of ten, you will wake up… "
After this first session, we made love. I was incredibly horny and had the best sex of my life. However, I could not last more than a minute inside her.
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3rd of March-
She had to go to work early the next morning, so I woke up alone in bed, still aroused from the incredible sex we had. I started to touch myself. To my surprise, the pleasure did not match my high desire. My heart started pounding. Could it be that the hypnosis was getting a hold on me? As this idea made me anxious, I could not focus at all. I got out of bed, unsatisfied and grumpy.
Of course, we just had sex yesterday, and I am always less sensitive in the morning. But still, that was weird.
In the evening, she wanted to continue the experiment, so we had another hypnotic session, almost identical to the first one. We did not have any sex, and I went to sleep full of desire for her.
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4th of March-
Dear Journal, I am getting seriously worried. Could it be that I have lost all control over my sexuality?
We had sex this morning, or, should I rather say, we tried. She barely touched my penis with her hand, and the pleasure was so intense that I immediately came.
"It looks like my suggestions are working," she said, wiggling.
Later today, I tried to touch myself. I could not feel anything! All I managed to do was irritate the skin on my penis. Again, I know that I had an orgasm earlier this morning, but this has never happened before.
I was panicked the whole time. Maybe that explains! Maybe I am just too nervous; she is getting into my head. Let's wait a few days without any sexual activity. I am sure everything will be normal again.
In the meantime, she insists on having a hypnotic session every evening.
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9th of March-
She completely owns me now. I have not dared to pleasure myself since last time. And here is what happened today:
"Honey, let's play a game tonight. I'll rub my pussy in front of you, and you'll masturbate as well. Let's see who comes first."
