It was a warm, late summer day, and the sky was an intense shade of blue that seemed to stretch on forever. The sunlight streamed through the open window, casting a soft, golden glow across the teenage boy's bedroom. The air was thick with the scent of freshly cut grass and honeysuckle, reminding him of lazy afternoons spent playing baseball with his friends.
He had been in trouble again, and he knew exactly what was coming. His mother's stern voice still rang in his ears, the words, "You're going to get a good, hard spanking," echoing through his mind like a haunting refrain. The thought of it made his stomach churn with a mixture of fear and anticipation.
As he waited for her to enter the room, he couldn't help but wonder if she would sit him on her lap again or if she would make him bend over the bed. Either way, he knew he deserved it. He'd been stealing cigarettes from his father's stash and sneaking out at night to go to parties. He'd been acting like an idiot, and he knew it.
The door opened, and there she was, his mom. She was wearing her favorite pair of jeans and a light blue blouse that brought out the color of her eyes. She looked stern, but there was also a hint of sadness in her expression. He swallowed hard, feeling a mixture of shame and regret wash over him.
"Come here, young man," she said, her voice firm but not unkind. He stood up and walked over to her, feeling like a small child again. She didn't say anything else as she led him over to the bed and helped him lie down on his stomach, his face pressed into the soft pillow.
He felt her hands on his hips, pulling down his jeans and underwear, leaving him completely exposed. Then, he felt the cold, hard wooden paddle against his bare bottom. "This is for stealing cigarettes and lying to me," she said, her voice barely above a whisper, "and this is for sneaking out at night and putting yourself in danger." Her words sent a shiver down his spine.
She raised the paddle high above her head, and before he could brace himself, it came crashing down on his left cheek. The impact was like a stinging slap, but somehow deeper. He let out a yelp, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes. She spanked him again, and again, and again, each blow harder than the last. The pain was intense, but it was nothing compared to the shame he felt.