The tapping was incessant. Irritating. Ken glanced up from the football game to watch her. Sarah's pink fingernails drummed against the desk. From index to pinky, over and over, as if the typing motion would will her thesis into existence. It had been weeks. The same thing, same routine. Ken woke at 5 am to work out, shower, then head downtown to his job. Sarah usually roused around 6:30 am. She led him in yoga. She'd been a part-time instructor at the studio his girlfriend had dragged him to two years ago when they met. He'd fallen out of love with the girlfriend and into love with the soothing exercise and the girl teaching it in one short hour. When she finished up her routine, she'd sit down at the computer and wouldn't move until he dragged her to bed, usually around 2 am.
And they'd start over. Rinse and repeat. Ken had hoped she'd make some real progress, let her ease up a little. But that cursor had hardly moved in the two hours he'd been home.
"Babe, come on. Sit. Relax. You're going to strain your typing hand with all that tapping," Sarah's eyes never left the screen, but she moved the tapping hand back to the keyboard.
"You know I can't relax. It's not me. And more importantly, it's not this paper. I can't relax. It won't let me."
Ken stood, walking over to where she sat in the back corner at the desk. His let his hands rest on her shoulders and gently kneaded. The toned muscles there were tense, knotted.
"Haven't you spent the last, I don't know, four years teaching people to relax?"
"Exactly. I took up yoga because I'm a living ball of stress. I do yoga because a yoga mat is cheaper than four years of antacids." Her head turned, meeting his eye now, a hint of a smile playing at her full lips. Ken liked her like this most. Her honey-blonde hair was pulled back in a haphazard ponytail that had lost all the wispy hairs at her hairline. They fell in loose curls that tickled her chin. Her bright blue eyes crinkled just a little at the corners, further betraying her suppressed smile.
Ken moved his hands to her neck, running his thumbs over the muscles connecting her neck to her shoulder. "Yeah, I can feel that. So what are you going to do when you finish this paper? What will you stress about? Could you actually relax for a few minutes? Imagine. You'll have a mid-life crisis at twenty-eight."
"The absolute horror," she rolled her eyes, turning back to the screen.
"And in the meantime you're just going to... neglect everything else?" He hadn't meant to say it, but it was true. He was feeling neglected, yes, but she'd been ignoring her own needs too. She'd lost weight because she hardly bothered to eat, and her phone had stopped dinging about two weeks ago, her friends giving up on seeing her.
"Oh, is Ken feeling neglected?" She said it in a mocking baby voice, his hands clamping on her shoulders to keep her facing forward. He wasn't going to let her see he was serious. This was important to her, and he wasn't going to be a needy bitch about it. But she needed to stop. This was the longest they'd spoken in days, and he was latching onto the distraction.
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Sarah tried to ignore the feeling of his hands on her neck. He knew she liked it. She'd always been eager for a massage: back rub, foot rub, the whole thing. And he was distracting, the feel of the calluses from his daily lifting brushing the soft skin of her neck, making her twitch trying to stifle any reaction. Her muscles were tight with stress. She'd been cutting her daily yoga short trying to get the thesis done, and it wasn't working. She'd been retyping the same paragraph for two days and now Ken was fucking with her mind, running those thumbs further up her neck to rub gently at the hairline.
"It wasn't really me I was worried about." Ken's voice was unexpected, given the moment of silence. Sarah assumed he'd gone back to brooding.
Suddenly, she was spinning. Well, the chair was, and she was along for the ride. She crossed her arms, summoning a look of indignance as she came around to look at him. Ken stuck a foot out to stop her in front of him. "Maybe you should be worrying about yourself if you're so bored you have to bug me while I'm working."
She'd hoped to piss him off, make him stomp back to bed, so she could focus for a while. He wasn't biting, though. "No, baby, I'm worried about you." He bent down into a squat, placing a hand on her thigh. He let his hand run up and down her leg once. She tensed involuntarily as she watched him. "How long do you think you can keep it together when you're so tense?"
Ken teased the edge of the t-shirt she wore. It was one of his and came down mid-thigh. He'd changed into sweatpants and an undershirt upon arriving home. The shirt clung to him in all the right places, revealing his pecs and strong shoulders. Sarah was tempted, feeling his fingers edge up the shirt she wore. He was watching her, his chocolate eyes looking darker than usual, his dark hair slightly disheveled from not styling it after his shower.
"This is a terrible idea. Do you know how much work I have to do?" The hand slid up a little further. Ken wouldn't really touch her unless she gave him an all-clear, but her non-refusal had him pushing the issue.
He seemed to think about it for a moment before shifting back, pulling his hand off her thigh. "You know what? Here's what we'll do. You keep working, and I'll see what I can do to make you more comfortable."
Sarah watched him. It was a trick, but she was weak. She wanted to be tricked. If she was tricked she wasn't purposely blowing off work.
"Deal?" She realized she hadn't answered.
"I guess... but no funny business," and she started to spin the chair back to her desk.
Ken stopped her in front of him again, sliding the hand back to where it belonged on her thigh. Only this time, he didn't wait at the edge of her shirt. He eased forward, moving to his knees as his fingers slipped under the edge of her panties. Moving between her legs, he ran a finger over her clit and dipped inside her for a moment, slicking his finger before returning the way it came. He rubbed her nub once, as she watched, her eyes getting hot and her body clenching. Ken grinned up at her before leaning in to kiss the inside of her knee as he hooked a finger into her panties, sliding them down and off, so her bare pussy touched the cool leather seat. He tugged her knees, forcing her to slump a little as he slid his head under the t-shirt. Sarah hurriedly tugged the shirt up so she could watch.
Ken once again dipped a finger inside her wet pussy before rubbing her clit, using her juices to lube her for him. He moved slowly, watching her face, returning to the places that made her eyes widen and her body squirm against his hand. His finger moved back then, teasing her entrance.
"Please! Your mouth. I want your mouth, Ken." She buried her fingers in his hair as she said it, urging him toward her dripping pussy.
Ken chuckled, "I mean, you did say please."
His finger pushed in deep as his mouth closed over her clit. He rubbed her from the inside, hooking his finger upwards even as he sucked her clit, rubbing it hard with the flat of his tongue. He could feel her clenching around his finger, searching for it. She groaned, knotting her hands deeper in his hair as he fucked her harder with his finger and mouth. Slipping a second finger inside, he allowed his teeth to just gently scrape her swollen, sensitive clit before continuing his rhythmic rubbing. She cried out, but couldn't find her release. She could feel herself dancing on the edge of it.
"What do you need? Tell me, baby." Ken lifted his head up to watch for her answer. He moved his thumb to her clit to replace his tongue, to keep her on the edge as his fingers continued to fuck her from the inside.