M. Thinks I went a bit too far with this one and he would never ever treat me like this. Challenge accepted I say. He clearly doesn’t know what he got himself into when he chatted me up a few months back.
I was at Tesco browsing the chilled aisle for some chicken fillet for dinner, when he called me. 'Are you done having your hissy fit?' he set off.
'What? I am not having a hissy fit. I can't believe you just said that.' I should have known, he was just teasing me with pesky little comments like that. But even if I had known I would have played along. We had our first ever fight the day before. Well, it wasn't really a fight, but he had other things to do over the weekend and blew me off, making me play the 'oh I don't care and anyway I'm not that into you and I will ignore your ass a little bit' game.
I did not call him all day Sunday and didn't reply to his texts or when I did I was like 'whatever, M.' So this was, what he was referring to as a hissy fit. I looked around. I was alone in the aisle, at least no one was within earshot.
'Just let me get my claws on you, Mr and I'll show you a proper hissy fit. I will kill you for saying that.'
'I kind of want that,' he said teasingly.
'You want me to kill you?' His laughter was loud and echoed in his room at the other end of the line.
'No, you know what I mean.'
I looked around again and my eyes grew together as I whispered into my phone,
'Do you want me to punish you and torture you a little?'
'Finally she got the point,' he pretended to be talking about me to someone else. 'Tonight would be fine.' And with that, he not only secured a date for that night effortlessly but also made sure that it will not be some vanilla missionary one. Not that vanilla missionary was ever going to be a threat to us. No wonder I was crazy about him.
'I missed you, Annie,' he said on his irresistibly sweet voice greeting me at his door.
'Oh, shut up. Don't play sweet with me now. You blew me off for the whole weekend.'
'I told you what happened...Then you were avoiding me, you little brat. And don't you fucking dare telling me to shut up!'
'Wow,' I say on my everyday voice trying to sound like a narrator, 'I thought you wanted punishment and a little torture.'
'Maybe, just maybe, I have changed my mind,' he laughed. Then he put his hands on my arms pushing me backwards into the closed door. 'Showing up at my door, three hours after my phone call, like a desperate little cunt just made me want to fuck you really hard. Really-reeeally hard.'
Part of me wanted to let him do just that. That part of me was responsible for my soaked underwear. The other part of me wanted to push him away and scream at him for calling me all those names. The latter one won. I attacked his chest and pushed him as hard as I could, sending his arms flying off me. He was surprised by my strength. He always suspected it, but it was the first time he experienced it first hand. He stood there for a second startled, bracing himself for another attack.
'Desperate little cunt? Really, M?' I was hissing and grinning and I folded my arms showing my confidence.
'That's what you are,' he said on a smaller, testing kind of voice, a hungry little cunt.' Not only he was smiling, but he was playfully rocking his head side to side. 'But don't you worry…' he rose the end of the sentence playfully 'I'm gonna fuck that desperate little cunt of yours…And it's gonna be all right.'
All I could think was, Oh my fucking god, where have you been all my life?
He looked at me studying my face and I was pretty sure he read my mind as he went on, 'I know, I know, I know,' teasing me further, the way only he can.
'So should we wrestle a bit more or just get on with the fucking?' Now I was grinning inside and outside.
'Make me.'
'Make you do what?'
'For a start you could try to make me suck you off.'
'Dirty,' he grinned. 'That will not be hard. You love giving head.'
'Maybe, just maybe…' He hated when I stole his words…'I’m not in the mood today.'
He smiled and started rubbing himself with a flat palm on his fly, making sure, the outline of his hard-on is visible through the material of his jeans.