Friday, July 4th, 1997
“Independence Day,” Heather corrected her mother testily.
“What’s that, dear?” Mrs. Meinders asked distractedly.
“The holiday is called Independence Day, not the Fourth of July,” Heather repeated. She breathed out a sigh of exasperation. She had argued this point with countless people over the years. It was a major pet-peeve of hers. “Do we call Halloween, October thirty-first? Do we say ‘Happy December twenty-fifth’? No! This is the only holiday that people refuse to call by its real name.”
Her mother didn’t seem to be as interested in the debate as Heather. “Well, whatever it’s called, we’re supposed to take these baked beans and this pasta salad to the cookout this evening.” She pointed to a large Pyrex dish, and a sealed Tupperware container on the counter. “Would you be helpful and take those out to the car for me? Make sure they don’t spill.”
Heather reluctantly took up the pan of baked beans in both hands. It was still warm and she could smell the vague aroma of brown sugar and—and—well, whatever else it was that her mom put in baked beans—that was the only ingredient she was sure of. Whatever else was in there, it smelled delicious.
Heather had always enjoyed Independence Day. Every year, her little town held a town-wide cookout in the evening. It typically featured lots of food, lots of adult beverages, and then the whole thing wrapped up with a nice fireworks display. Nothing spectacular, but not bad for a little town of about a thousand people.
However, this year, she was not really looking forward to the event. She had just turned twenty years old, and had just completed her sophomore year in college. She remembered all the questions from last year’s event. “How’s school?” “Picked a major yet?” “How many more years you got?” and on, and on, and on. She was so sick of those questions. She had already resolved to simply find a nice quiet table someplace and ride out the evening.
“Are Tracy and Mitch going to be there this evening?” Mrs. Meinders asked distractedly, as Heather returned to the kitchen to retrieve the Tupperware bowl filled with pasta salad.
“No, they’re both out of town this weekend,” Heather explained, a note of regret in her voice. She checked the lid on the bowl, to make sure it was secure, before lamenting, “I sure wish they were here. It would make tonight go a lot faster.”
“Well,” her mother started, “don’t just mope around all night. Try to mingle. Meet some people. Talk to people you haven’t seen in a while. Have a good time.” As Mrs. Meinders picked up a bottle of Italian dressing off the countertop, she stated, “You know, Jimmy got a divorce this past winter.” She opened the refrigerator door to put the dressing away before adding, “I always thought you two made a nice couple.” The tone of her voice was a clear indication that she was trying to drop a hint.
Heather was just about to explain to her mother that she would rather tongue-kiss a horse than spend one more minute with Jimmy, when her father burst through the door.
“Aren’t you gals ready yet?” he complained. “We should have been there already.”
Without another word, Heather picked up the pasta salad and followed her parents outside.
It was a sweltering July evening. Heather knew it would be, so she had chosen her outfit for the evening very carefully—the shortest pair of jean shorts she owned and a red spaghetti-strap tank top. Okay, so it was actually the second-shortest pair of shorts she owned, but it was the shortest pair she felt like she could wear outside of a nightclub and not get arrested—especially in her hometown. It was a nice little pair of cutoff jean shorts that had once been a pair of jeans, ruined by a barbed wire fence.
Despite her attire—or lack thereof—she was still burning up. She ran a hand through her short-cropped, spiky black hair and realized she was already sweating. The heat, however, had not satiated her appetite. As she stepped into the park, she was instantly greeted by a thousand wonderful smells, especially the hamburgers and hotdogs cooking on the oversized grill. Mmmmm, meat. It had been a long time since she’d had a good thick piece of meat in her mouth.
Like a lot of girls in college, she’d been experimenting with becoming a vegetarian. She’d started in late April, and had made it a solid two months without eating meat. But as soon as she smelled those hotdogs, and heard those burgers sizzling, she knew that her willpower would come crashing down in just a few moments—she just couldn’t resist.
Half-an-hour later, Heather eagerly took her place in line, with a slotted, Styrofoam plate in hand. It was an enormous spread with twice as much food as the entire town could eat. Everyone had brought something different. As she glanced down the table, she could see about five different types of baked beans, and several casserole dishes she couldn’t quite identify.
“I’m telling you, it’s Independence Day!” she heard a vaguely familiar voice blurt out. Her eyebrows raised, and she turned to see her father’s best friend, Wilbur Wilberforce. No shit, that was his real name. Heather always assumed his parents must have given him that name because they hated him. As she reached for a hotdog bun, she listened to Wilbur repeat her exact argument, nearly word-for-word.
“We don’t call any other holiday by its date do we?” He asked with a thick redneck drawl. “We don’t call Groundhog Day, February second, do we? Or St. Patrick’s Day, March seventeenth?”
Heather couldn’t resist. “I have been telling people that for years!” she exclaimed, catching Wilbur’s attention. “I just told my mom that an hour ago!”
“See, this girl here knows what it’s all about,” Wilbur said as a way of acknowledging her. He then did a double take as he seemed to realize who he was talking to. “Woo! Is that you, Heather? I hardly recognized you with your hair all chopped up like that.”
Heather smiled and felt a strange mix of being flattered, and uncomfortable, as one of her father’s closest friends clearly ran his eyes up and down the length of her body.
“Well, don’t that beat all,” he said, “I haven’t seen you since you graduated high school.”
Both of them started working their way through the line and Heather momentarily forgot Wilbur’s presence. She started piling her plate with a hotdog, baked beans, deviled eggs, potato chips, and a number of other items, when Wilbur caught her attention once more.
“See here, Heather,” Wilbur commented, motioning her towards one of the tables. “We got twenty different kinds of potato salad to choose from. There’s mustard potato salad, mayonnaise potato salad, Amish potato salad, potato salad with onions, and potato salad without onions,” he paused and scratched his nose with his fork. “And if none those are up your alley, we got fifteen different kinds of macaroni salad, three-bean salad, spinach salad, pasta salad, fruit salad, Jell-O salad, taco salad, carrot salad,” he stopped, and took an overly-dramatic deep breath, “and if none of them floats your boat, they got just plain ol’ salad-salad too.”
Heather genuinely laughed. That was what she had always loved about Wilbur. Every time he was around, he made her laugh. She reached for a spoon and plopped a large helping of the ‘mustard potato salad without onions’ onto her plate, and took it over to a table where she felt she would be removed from the large mass of people.
She had just sat down when she threw her head back in frustration. She had forgotten to get something to drink. “Now I’m going to have to get up and leave my food sitting here for the flies,” she moaned quietly to herself.
However, before she could even rise from her seat, she once again noticed Wilbur drifting in her direction—with the clear intention of sitting at her table. He was holding two bottles of beer in his hand.
“You look like someone who forgot her drink,” he said knowingly. “Have one of these. I was planning on drinkin’ ‘em both myself, but I can get more later.”
Heather accepted the bottle and started to twist open the cap. “But I’m only twenty,” she said sheepishly.
“If anyone asks, you’re twenty-one, but you couldn’t fit your ID in them shorts you’re wearin’,” he said with a wink. “I’ll vouch for you.”
“Thanks,” Heather said again meagerly.
“No one will ask though,” he added with a coy smile. “I don’t think anyone really cares too much if you’re drinkin’ a beer.” He pulled a chair away from the round table and sat down caddy-corner from Heather, settling in and stretching. He wore a dingy, tan mechanic’s shirt, which was untucked, and a bit too short for his torso. As he stretched, the shirt lifted up, revealing his hairy stomach.
Heather couldn’t help but glance. She’d never given a second thought to Wilbur’s appearance before, but now she realized that his stomach didn’t have an ounce of fat on it. Hell, he damn near had a six-pack—and well-tanned too. It was the stomach of a man who spent hard hours outside, fixing fence and working on his machinery, without his shirt on.
He seemed to notice her gaze and tugged at his shirt a little, in a halfhearted effort to cover himself up.
Heather came to her senses and blushed. She sipped at her beer, half-expecting the town police officer to pop out of the shadows at any second and arrest her for underage drinking. But that never happened, and as she finished off the first bottle, Heather began to realize that Wilbur had been right, no one cared.
The two sat and ate their meal together, making awkward conversation. At least, it was awkward to begin with. As they got used to each other, and Heather relaxed a little with her second beer (which she retrieved herself out of the large ice-filled metal tub), she laughed at his corny jokes, and told a few of her own. Once she even caught herself fiddling with her hair—the way she always did when talking to a guy she really liked—or at least, so her friends claimed.
“You should have seen that fuckin’ badger!” Wilbur wailed as he told her a story about when he and her dad were kids. “It was so cotton-pickin’ mad! Ol’ Jim ran like I never seen ‘im run before. Didn’t stop ‘til we was all the way back to the house.”
Heather let out a full-fledged belly laugh. It felt so good to laugh, and more importantly, it felt so good to be treated like an adult again. While she was at college, her friends, classmates, and professors all treated her like an adult. But as soon as she came home, her parents, her old high school teachers, and everyone else, still acted as if she was a little girl. But Wilbur was different. Wilbur didn’t talk to her like she was still a child. He was talking to her the same way he would if she were “one of the guys.” She appreciated that on a level she couldn’t fully comprehend.
After two helpings of food, and a six-pack of bottles between the two of them, Heather eased back in her chair and pushed away from the table a bit. It was still smoldering hot, and she raised her arms up over her head in a stretching fashion. She felt a breeze tickle at the perspiration on her underarms, momentarily making her feel cooler.
This time it was her turn to show off her tummy. She didn’t do it consciously of course, but as she stretched, her shirt lifted up, displaying her own, tight abdominal region. The cast of Wilbur’s gaze was unmistakable. His eyes became solidly fixed on Heather’s tummy, and then drifted down to her bare legs, which were now visible since she had scooted away from the table.
Earlier, when he had so obviously checked her out at the food table, she had found it slightly uncomfortable. But now, as his eyes lingered longer than they should have, she discovered that she didn’t mind in the slightest. In fact, she couldn’t resist the temptation to spread her legs ever so slightly, just to tease him. He clearly noticed and seemed to suddenly feel the need to readjust himself in his seat. She rested her hands behind her head, purposefully leaving her bare tummy exposed.
Wilbur seemed to realize that she had caught him staring, but neither one minded. They sat there a moment, exchanging glances for a few more seconds. Wilbur seemed to be trying to decide whether he wanted to continue checking out her tummy and legs, or lock onto the intense gaze she was now fixing him with.
They had momentarily fallen into an incredibly comfortable silence, eyeing each other up—as if both of them were deciding what their next move should be. Unfortunately, the moment didn’t last long. Heather’s father must have had an internal warning sensor activate, because he suddenly materialized from nowhere, and occupied a third seat at the table. He glanced at the beer bottles in front of Heather, but seemed to choose to ignore them.
With the unexpected addition of Jim Meinders, the vibe at the table changed completely. Wilbur and his old friend started yucking it up, and, despite Wilbur’s obvious efforts to keep Heather involved in the conversation, she could sense that the moment—whatever it had been—was over. Her father had succeeded in relegating her back to ‘little girl’ status, complete with a story about a time when she had gotten sick at school when she was seven years old, and Wilbur had picked her up and taken her home, because Mom was busy working and Dad was at the cattle sale.
Heather decided to dismiss herself from the table, but as she did, she couldn’t help but grin mischievously at Wilbur, and politely whispered, “talk to you later,” as a way of parting. As she stood up, she could have sworn that he had subtly winked at her—or was that just her imagination.
Heather sat down at the table her mother was at, but found herself glancing back towards Wilbur and her father. She realized that the two men had graduated together, meaning that Wilbur must be forty-one, same age as her father—give or take a year, maybe.
As she studied him, she took in the man for what he was—a man. He had sort of floppy, curly blond hair that always seemed to be dirty. In fact, everything about Wilbur always seemed to be dirty. His hair. His clothes. His hands. About a week’s worth of facial hair covered his cheeks and chin, and a tuft of chest hair was clearly visible, protruding from the neck of his short-sleeved button-up shirt. He was not particularly attractive—she thought—but he certainly wasn’t ugly either. He looks sort of like a grungy and less well-manicured version of Bo Duke from the Dukes of Hazzard, Heather thought to herself uncertainly. One thing was certain though, he exuded masculinity from every pore of his body. She had felt it—sensed it, really—when they were at the table together.
Heather continued to watch. He scratched himself. He burped. He picked at the ear wax in his ear with his little finger. A pack of cigarettes made the front pocket of his shirt bulge noticeably. All these things would have repulsed her normally, but for some reason, all she could think about was how much she wanted to go back over to that table—without her dad there, of course.
Mrs. Meinders managed to thoroughly distract her, encouraging her to help with clearing away plates, taking trash bags to the dumpster, and returning uneaten food items to the car. After that, there was a community-wide softball game, for all those who wanted to play. Heather watched from the bleachers with her mother. When Wilbur came up to bat, the emotions she had felt earlier returned and she caught herself eyeing him up in the batter’s box.
By about 9:30, she had nearly managed to get the impure thoughts about her father’s friend out of her head. The fireworks show was getting ready to start and everyone was making their way towards the grassy area of the park. Each year, families would fold out blankets, sit on the hill, and watch the fireworks. Everyone had their own little spot—the same place where their family had sat for years. And of course, everyone believed that they had the best spot.
Heather’s mood had become a bit melancholy. The alcohol she had drunk with her supper had worn off and, without the buzz, she felt strangely empty. With her head down, she moped across the grass, blanket in hand.
“Psst! Hey, Heather!” she heard a loud whisper coming from behind a tree she had just passed. She turned to see who was calling to her. It was Wilbur. Her mood instantly changed. She burst into a beaming smile and practically ran towards him.
“I’ve got a better spot to watch the fireworks from, if you’re interested?” he stated the last part as a question.
“Absolutely,” Heather replied without hesitation. She quickly followed him away, glancing around to make sure her parents, or no one else, was watching, but everyone was too intent on finding their special spot to watch the display from.
Wilbur led her to his pickup. It was an old, beat-up 1985 Ford. As Heather gripped the door handle, she vividly recalled the day Wilbur had bought it. He had brought it by the house to show her father. She hesitated for a moment, her hand still on the door handle. She briefly wondered where he was taking her—but she decided she didn’t care. She was up for an adventure, of any kind.
Besides, she had already made a mental leap where Wilbur was concerned. She no longer saw him as “her father’s friend”. Now, he was just a man. A man who seemed to be interested in her—at least for the night.
As soon as the doors shut on his pickup, and he fired the engine up, their conversation instantly returned to the level it had been at, prior to her dad’s arrival. He started talking to her casually, as one adult would speak to another, and it made her feel perfectly at ease. He made her laugh and smile. She didn’t even pay attention to where he was taking her, nor did she care.