Even though it is Saturday, we are up early, and the cafe is not packed with people yet. Ian opens the door for me, and I walk up to the counter. Ian is a small distance behind me as he holds the door for a woman with a child. Claire is working the till a...
They whisper around my legs, Ache through and ring hollow in my chest. A feeling of absence and I know he is gone and lost. Each one as special and beautiful as the last ghost that passed through me, leaving the inside of my chest bloodless and icy. I kno...
Many years ago, my husband and I went to swingers' clubs, but we had a problem. We kept trying to find the perfect couple where the guy was to my liking and his woman was to my husband's liking, but sadly that was rarely possible. If I liked the guy, the...
Ian pulls into the garage of his house and we go in through the back door into the kitchen. We have the lightning tour. Everything is tidy as I suspected it would be, and clean. He tells me he has a husband and wife whip through every two weeks who make t...
I had hoped to be wanted and wanton, free of the cage that is built around me, a tight brown box that no longer fits my expanded soul. Just wanton and wanted for a few hours, hair down, blouse unbuttoned, one shoe on, not contained, hard hands that want m...
My first husband was Rich, a terrible husband only two seconds long The man who owns me is Rich, keeps me in a castle and I taste his dreams The man who borrows me is Rich too. My husband is John The glory of Galway is Jon The other John plays too rough f...
I wake up, and something is wrong. I'm on the wrong side of the bed. I sit up and see the dent in the other pillow, the covers pulled up. Ian. Holy mother of god, I remember all of Ian, and he is not in the bed. I listen, but everything is silent. I am al...
I blindfold you and tie your hands together above your head. Not painfully, just so you can't touch me. I like looking at you naked on the bed. I sit at your side, not touching you yet, just looking at your body. Breathing, you can hear me well with your...
Waiting, water in my mouth You plant me on my knees, waiting, your hand in my hair its softness running like water through your fingers I look up at you, hold onto your thighs, strong and thick I want you closer, want to taste you and I part my lips Wetti...
It was a usual morning for an ordinary day. I woke up to the pretty light coming into my bedroom windows. They overlooked a little park with big old trees. In the mornings people walked their dogs and children played in the park. Then the retired people a...
Standing in the kitchen, naked in the dark, only dim yellow light from the clock, I listen to my heart beat, the sounds of a silent house Something woke me, told me to see if you were awake somewhere I add the numbers, it's too early for you, too late for...
