I spent many years in outright denial so it's only recently that I have acknowledged to myself that I find certain men attractive. I think over those years of denial, I found it hard to get along with some people and I think now it was because there was that underlying attraction that I was refusing to acknowledge. Finally, some years ago while working as a volunteer at a museum someone tapped my on the shoulder from behind in a very crowded lobby. They wanted to ask about neighboring attractions and places to eat - I stumbled out some kind of answer but the whole time my brain was saying, "Go anywhere they ask you to go, do anything they ask you to do!" - Sadly, they didn't pick up on it ( or were too interested in each other to want to add a third).
Not sure 'doubts' applies - when I was at university I met my first openly gay men, working in theatre. I was open to the idea from having read Heinlein and other authors who included it in their books (and a few books from my late stepbrother's collection!). I was still new to dating, etc,. and I remember thinking women were pretty complicated as it was, I wasn't sure I could cope with trying to figure out both women and men as partners at the same time! Then I went to work for the government and for a long time it was not an option because of that. Now in my late 60s I almost wish I was at university again.
Thought I had posted to this thread but perhaps that was from my old, scrapped profile and went away. Not shaved right now due to some social events coming up at which it would be inconvenient But, preferably shave cock, balls, legs. etc - everything but arms below the neck. Sometimes I leave a patch, or a landing strip, or some variation.
I started as part of an attempt to persuade my wife to shave - that didn't work but I found that I liked it! Oh, and have been shaving now for at least five years but less than ten.
Let's see - pantyhose, panties, then bodysuits or leotards, bra and panty sets, ----and on and on
Sucker for good Southern accents, and any accent from Ireland and the UK.
I always read profiles when I encounter folks on Lush or read their stories - I like to know who they are, where they're coming from, what interests we share, etc. - and especially before I would friend anyone