Perhaps I shouldn't have felt as I did. There I was, a married woman for so long, old enough to have a kid in college, and yet I sat at the foot of my bed picking which bikini to wear as to impress a bunch of twenty-year-old kids. It was embarrassing, truth be told, but I saw how Brian was looking at me. It was enough to make me shiver. Maybe it was enough to make my whole body explode. None of this would've happened if i...