He knows my darkness, and he hasn't left me yet. I’m a virgin with a fear of intimacy, but a curiosity that may one day get me killed. He doesn’t think I’m weird. We've been taking things really slowly, and I’m perfectly fine with that, but I want him. I want him to take me hard. I want to please him. He won't let me have him yet. Tonight will be the night. His little pet is going to be such a naughty girl tonight he won'...