Quote by alyson

Your honesty is so brave. Please don't be so hard on yourself—the 'darkness' we feel can be a powerful thing if we stop fighting it. I’m holding so much hope for you this year. I hope you find the fulfillment you’re craving and realize that you aren't 'beyond repair'—you’re just evolving.

Thank you, thank you, thank you. This place is where I feel validated. I know we shouldn't, but I seek it. And I really hope I am able to go beyond my boundaries. I need it. I can't explain why and how much.

Quote by SexyFoolishNun101

Listen you are a beautiful glorious woman! Get out of your head. If it gets worse please consider therapy. Lots of great people on here. Please interact! You will see your value! Ps your weight is fine! Work on your mental health! Am here if you need an ear

Thank you for saying that ! Really...

Some of you might remember me from the last time I was active here. It was a while back. I was motivated for a lot of things - To lose weight, to become desirable, to be more sexy. I am growing old, faster than ever, and my biggest fear was growing ugly 'unfulfilled'.

It got to me, my presence on this platform. I ran away, fearing what I had become. But I could not, for long. Mentally, I am at a much worse state now, than I was when i first came here. I feel dark, depraved, and seek thrills that I cannot even talk about openly. I am losing myself. And I hope this time around, I lose myself beyond repair. Yes, I mean it.

Posting something of mine - I am more unfit physically and mentally than I have ever been. But the last few weeks, I have tried to become sexy again. Some have looked at me, and some have body shamed me.

Happy new year, to all you amazing men and women.

I do journal. Else I will go mad! Some thoughts, if I may be allowed to use this as my scratch pad...

Some of you might remember me from the last time I was active here. It was a while back. I was motivated for a lot of things - To lose weight, to become desirable, to be more sexy. I am growing old, faster than ever, and my biggest fear was growing ugly 'unfulfilled'.

It got to me, my presence on this platform. I ran away, fearing what I had become. But I could not, for long. Mentally, I am at a much worse state now, than I was when i first came here. I feel dark, depraved, and seek thrills that I cannot even talk about openly. I am losing myself. And I hope this time around, I lose myself beyond repair. Yes, I mean it.

Posting something of mine - I am more unfit physically and mentally than I have ever been. But the last few weeks, I have tried to become sexy again. Some have looked at me, and some have body shamed me.

Happy new year, to all you amazing men and women.

Quote by Cum_and_Read

Feel a little awkward about "pimping" my profile, but I promised myself I wouldn't be a wallflower here. Don't mean to be promotional, but I have written some stories that I'm hoping will please. Same with my pics/video 😊 If you leave a hot comment I'll (try to) reply and will love you forever. Like I said, I'm here to feel slutty. Speaking of which:

U have a beautiful body. More power to you, darling.

So, never done this before. But, I need this. I have been married for way too long, and curbed my inner self way too much. I hope, in this forum, without judging eyes, I can talk to people. I was very conscious about my body, until I decided to embrace it.