Why did it have to be this way? He was just a dorky kid a few years ago. Now, he is definitely grown up. He comes home from college every weekend, making me long for him. Ugh, why did I get married so young? I have always been so rash. Seeing him every week just helps confirm that I am not with the person that I was intended to be with. What makes it worse is that he is with one of my very best friends. This is so wrong o...