My heart was pounding. My skin was tingling, and I hadn’t even left the car yet. It was hot inside and unbearably stuffy, but I was too nervous to leave. This was only going to be the second time that I’d met Shaun in person. The first was at party, hosted by a mutual friend of ours. He approached me after finding out about my bi-sexuality. Even as he walked over I knew he was a man that I wanted to..., no, needed to be u...