After that "one night only" I have to admit I struggled with wanting nothing more than to do it over and over again.  As many times as I could possibly get away with.  I fantasized about being with Harold again, I craved the feel of his hands, the taste of his lips, the sound of his voice.  I honestly had fooled myself into believing that I could just have one night of passion with him and then go back to my life. One nig...