Time stood still as he repeated his question. His voice, which I had just moments ago found so carefree, so welcome, seemed tired and resigned. My mind went blank; I bit my lower lip and shook my head. I wasn’t ready. I doubted I ever would be truly prepared for this moment. Taking a step back, I allowed her to move in front of me.  Her, with her beautiful smile, effortless grace and sculpted body. I’m sure the envy and t...