Did you know that I already looked at your picture last night before I went to sleep?As expected you don't look like the man in my imagination.You looked good and tender as your words in our conversations.And I slept last night with you in my thoughts.I lay in bed with a pillow beside me assuming it was you,Your widely spread arms enclosed me from behind,Your hard chest against my back,Feeling your soft breath on my nape....

I am bewildered because the thought of you makes me weak, but pretending not to care about you makes me seek. When you were here, my eyes can't blink; I poked you thrice before I’d think. In this world we are in, we talked about anything, but in reality, we can only do nothing. For all the good times we shared, there’s really nothing can be compared. As we go back to reality, we might encounter difficulties. You just have...