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when did i become vintage? lol

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hello and good morning.
A very dear friend led me to this thread and I have been finding so much comfort in reading all the shares here. Thank you. What a truly amazing community.
First of all let me say, though I do have my demons and battles with depression and thoughts of suicide, PTSD from a former husband abusing and stalking me, my oldest son being viciously beaten and random days where it is hard to get out of bed, the worst thing I have had to go through is watching my youngest own son battle the same demons without having lived the same background as I had. He is currently 17 and as far as I know has tried to commit suicide 3 times. In over 2 years, we have seen numerous psychiatrists and counselors and each time given a different diagnoses, different medication but just when things start to get comfortable, they inevitably move on to another office and we start the process over again. They have finally diagnosed him as bipolar with ADD. His father side has a very long history of depression through the family and several suicides. I can't tell you the fear of waking up every morning wondering if your child has made it through the night. It may be a part of my own insomnia as I wake several time usually with a creative idea but also to peek in on him. The only comfort he finds is in music. He is currently playing 5 instruments and wants to pursue it as a path. I have found this tattoo design that I will be getting for him. I hope you enjoy as well.
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I have been reading this thread all day since I found it through a post...
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You know, I am not looking for any pity but I just need to tell someone that will listen....
I had my moment earlier today. It has been a good year and an half since the last time I have fallen into a deep depression. And it was because of a short trigger sentence to make spiral down and feel like I shouldn't be here. It was quiet a painful moment to think that no one really needs me. No one will miss. I guess, it would make someone happy to know I have stop living. So I spent a good two hours looking at a box I kept under the bed. It has a note and a razor when ready to use. Debating if I should let it go. Be free. Sigh, I was really close you know. Making the pain go away. Even if I knew it was just a brief feeling that would last until I can finally feel up and right again. So tempting.... But here I am, just kind of feel dead inside til the time passes and I can be the best me I can. I hope soon...
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You've also fronted them a total of 200 bucks for a lifetime Platinum membership. So I'm assuming that you're at the front of the line when it comes to story submissions buddy.![]()
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I hide my love and sense of awe beneath a bit of gentle sarcasm, but yes, Rachel, you rock! Of course, I made it easy for you by submitting only perfectly written, flawless work, so all you had to do was click on "Verify" - which means that I'll be waiting for my percentage of the take! The good news is you can pay me in kibble. Congrats, my friend.

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Some followers of Mary might want to have a word or two with you about that theology but I kind of like it. Just stay away from nuns with baseball bats for a while.
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Not really, because now we have an explanation for the origins of God, but we end up with a dilemma of traveling through time to a 'time' before there was even time, also a caveperson (PC!) being capable of birthing a god and above all, I still don't know why one would use G-d instead of Grod, especially if it's so easy to confuse it with God.
But thanks anyway.
Btw, I thought it was Lilith who came before Adam and Eve.
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Huummm....(5) min.'s you say..... Ms. Sprite, with a nod to your obvious delusional state, or post working with some type of glue...lol... I should think you to be within (3)min.'s following me about like a lost puppy....Ha!
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We want to phase out all the old forum avatars over the coming months. For now, the images will remain on our image server, so we don't have lots of dead images on the site.
We encourage anyone using the old ones, to replace them, by the end of November at the latest. After which time, they will probably end up being replaced by the standard default red ones.