Hi, Chey.
First off, you are not a freak. sounds like you have a healthy appetite and imagination. that's awesome. as far as finding out fun things, we have a sex toy review section here. we have stories here, as Rick already mentioned, and the forums in general are full of stuff - i'd just go surfing through them and truly, there are a lot of lovely people here who would probably love to chat with you about pretty much anything - just get to know people - i find that, the easiest way to do that is by becoming involved - post a lot, visit chat rooms, etc - once you start, it gets easier. if you're of a mind, write stories, too - that's a great way to get noticed. best of luck and i hope to see you flourish here.
hugs
rach


