i just want to breath. it's really so simple, air goes in, air goes out. why is it beyond me right now?
when i first joined, scores meant a lot to me. i felt like they were a validation of not only my story, but of me, and i'd get really upset if i was scored somewhere on the spectrum that i felt i didn't deserve. now... well, i'm happy with 4's and 5's and if i have a story that i believe average (my LoveBug stories are fun, but light weight) than i am content with a 3. that said, i consider that most of the stories here merit a 3, and if a story is getting universally good scores, and those are honest scores, then a 1 or a 2 is really just someone being an ass. that's fine. that's their issue, not a reflection of me, and i can let it go anymore. now, if someone rates someone else's story that i think is brilliant with a low score, i will get upset, and have taken my case to Nic once or twice over it. this is why she is never on when i am, she avoids me - i think it's also my stinky cheese breath.
yes they do, Nikki - only they use seahorses *giggles*
What Nora said is correct. You and your Master should be the ones deciding on the rules of behavior and conduct. it's different for everyone - what works for one "couple" might be completely wrong for another. talk it over, and yes, you have a say in this, believe it or not - make sure that, if they are rules that you can't, in good faith, follow, He needs to know - consider your veto a form of the safe word - trust me, He doesn't want to impose rules that will hurt you or your relationship with Him. as a sub, you do have control over some things - that said, once you decide what HE has control over, once you agree, then honor that agreement whole heartedly.
The TV probably won't be off for 2 weeks during that time - happens every 2 years, Winter and Summer olypmics - we watch as much as we can. My personal favorites are Rhythmic Gymnastics, Men's Gymnastics, diving, swimming, Bmx (which is kind of new), and Volleyball - i like the team V-ball better than beach V-ball, but both are fun. oh, and soccer. it's all good, tho - and i don't watch sports the rest of the year, but there's something special about the olympics!
there is a little of me in everything i write. some of the stories, there is a lot of me, i think those are obvious, and some, it's just a little brush of me, but there is always something. I think that, people might even be surprised by which brush strokes are more me and which are less. i like to think that i am not so obvious at least. i think that stories have to come from somewhere, mostly our experiences, and that includes stories we've read that have touched us or movies or events or other people. that said, especially since this is online, don't assume that someone is a certain way - i think that those few i've let get close to me here, know that my 'public persona' is just part of who i am, the part i like sharing. behind that, there is a much more complex girl, just like i am sure that behind everyone else's avatar is a complex man or woman with a life beyond that of writing sex stories.
ps - i always assume that you (Daisy) are Cinderella with the glass dildo sticking out of your bum - it makes me giggle to picture you as thus during our chats. ;)
summer is made of sunshine and a time when kitties can like in windows and soak up the heat until it rises like steam from their bellies. summer is my favorite time of year, even better then spring, which i also love, and autumn which i love almost as much and winter when you snuggle and drink hot chocolate and christmas comes and the stars and lights glisten, i love that too. everything is full of melty love. summer is made for being naked.
Nothing worse than laying there unsatisfied while he's snoring away with a limp dick. then again, like Doll said, there is worse... not being able to feel him inside of you when he's hard. can i pick both? size AND stamina? and yeah, it doesn't have to be monsters cock, but average is nice. then again, if he's really good with his tongue, i can look past all that. REALLY good.