because Justine inspires me!
To make love in Buc's pick up truck while he's driving around town and watching in his rear view mirror!
something i heard in Wonderland...
Kiss me, kiss me, two little fishies, startle my mind to the tuna boat.
If I follow you may swallow all the sweet juices in which I float.
Tender ripens mean little vipers worm their way into my heart.
And if I wishes, those little fishes will cry until the tide rolls by.
Kiss me, Odin, spread me open, taste me with your golden tongue.
If I swallow what will follow like juices from the lifeless sun.
Tender hearted tingly started in my breasts and then it spreads.
And my lover mimics my mother and spreads me wide and sucks me dry.
Kiss me, lady, spread me open, taste of me and I'll taste of you.
Let me swallow, I'm so hollow, give me something to fill me too.
Tender and broken, words not spoken, hold me tightly in your arms.
And my lover, filled with summer, spread me wide and let me cry.
Kiss me, kiss me, Tell me you've missed me, take my head upon your womb.
Let me linger, oh how I hunger, give me love and heal my wounds.
Tiny and fragile, I need your magic, hold me tightly to your breast.
And my dream-queen, promise me one thing, lift me gently to the sky.
Kiss me, kill me, kill me, kiss me, let the rain wash away the lime.
Let me lie here, please let me die here, let me taste your lips one last time.
Silent, unmoving, death can be soothing, lets you forget all the pain inside.
Kiss me my lamb chop, then let my head drop, kiss me and kill me with one last lie.
i love the break down here, where you have written the scene 4 times, each time adding another layer - i've use this method myself for certain things, but it's opened my eyes to a whole new way of writing, something else to try. thanks!
i am kind of jealous, actually - to write something that someone is so passionate about, even if it's negative passion, is what i strive for. i feel so... empty, now...
i love waking up on christmas morning and seeing what Santa has left for me in them!
oo! i think i've started something!
i think it makes a HUGE difference on the level of familiarity here, as well... i mean, if my gf was to call me a slut or a bitch, i'd take it as either dirty talk or a term of endearment, and not be in the least offended. now, if someone i just met at a party began calling me either, i'd be insulted. some of the people at lush, i know well enough not to be offended by either term, and some of you, well, i'd get a wee bit (somehow, i've turned Scottish over the weekend) upset over the terms.
you know, it's easy to say 'i want a super smart girl' here, and really, you might even mean it, but yeah, the truth of the matter is that once you find one, it's a whole different matter. since i don't claim to be the brains of the outfit, i'll cite my gf in this case - Berkeley graduate of the 4.0 variety, obviously smart, confident, very opinionated, and has had trouble keeping guys around for more then a few dates when being herself. to be honest, she intimiates ME at times! and i tend to get into that 'why are you with me, i'm not smart enough to keep you interested' modes at times, no matter how hard i try not to.
just something to throw out there - the ideal (dating a smart girl is super cool!) vs the real (dating a girl who makes me feel dumb just isn't that much fun - where's the bimbo's at?)
as a rule, the avatar photos that have been me haven't been super clear, and the ones that aren't me, should have been obviously not me (same goes for the ones in my profiles, when i've posted them) - i HAVE shared photos with close friends here, but usually, that's been thru emails, i tend to be selective about that, and have admittedly, had moments where i wish i could take those back when there's been a falling out or such... ANYways, honestly? i could care less what your avatar looks like, except that it's a representation of who you are in side? i'm not here to just cyber fuck hot guys or gals, if i get friendly, it's gonna be because there's a nice person lurking behind whatever picture you happen to have up.
Nic's not really a small black cat? WTF!?!?
xoxo,
the one and only, Super Girl (cause really, MY picture is obvisously real! *rolls eyes*)