He loves meHe loves me notPoems I readPoems filled with lovePoems filled with hatePoems filled with waitingPoems filled with goodbyesUnsure why I read themSome bring me peaceMost bring me fearI promised not to abandonHe promised me nothingHe says to stayI need to goAlone in my room I hear soundsChecking the alarmsChecking the doorsWalking alone I hear footsteps not really thereWaking at night shaking and in tearsThe thera...