My wife and I had a fight, and after standing my ground and getting a rare crying admission of fault from her, we had passionate makeup sex. In the 72 hours since that fight and make-up sex, she had been especially kind, attached, and accommodating. I woke in the early dark of dawn to see she was lying face-to-face with me, crossing her legs over mine and feeling my bicep. I guess she was still feeling sorry, or maybe she felt right that we finally had some clarity and communication; how I really felt about buying a new house, how she felt about my parents, and all of that unsexy stuff... if seemingly resolved... turned her on.

My dick was popping out of the fly of my boxers, and her hand was beneath the cover, finding and touching it. My hand slipped under her pajama pants, under her panties, and I began squeezing and massaging her ass cheeks. She has a flat but not terribly flat, well-formed, typically East Asian, feminine, matronly butt. I love it, and mashing it in my palms and gripping it with my fingers had me throbbing hard. I reached down between her legs and found her thighs and labia wet. I poked my middle fingertip into her pussy and stirred around at her entrance as she gave my dick an easy overhanded tug.

By then, we were kissing, our tongues and chins into it. Normally, we might begin taking off our clothes and getting into a position for genital-in-genital sex, but I wanted to feel on her ass some more this time. I ran my hand between her cheeks, swiping it, parting it, until I had the notion to touch her butt hole. We'd never done anything anal before, and at that, she placed her free hand on my wrist as if to signal she was reluctant. But as I felt the ridges of her anus, she released her grip and allowed it. My finger was already wet from her pussy, and without meaning to, as I pressed the tip against her asshole, it slid just a tiny bit in.

She let out a moan, her eyes opened wide, and she paused. I kissed her neck, and she allowed me to continue feeling the outer side of her anus, until once again I tried poking my middle fingertip into it, and it went, this time to the first joint.

She moaned louder, and her eyes didn't just open; they rolled up white. I didn't pull it out, but slid it deeper and could feel the sphincter ring of her anus tightening, releasing, tightening, releasing, as I got deeper and deeper. I had made it to the second joint of my middle finger, and her breathing said everything; she was liking it.

"Do you want me to stop now?"

"Not yet, it's strange, but it's good."

So I wiggled my finger inside her butt hole ever so gently. Her reaction was amazing; she winced, tensed up, straightened, writhed, and clasped her hands together. I raised up sitting beside her, and she lay on her belly, all with my finger still hooked inside her butt hole. I thought, if she can take it, I'll give it. I began thrusting, at first small thrusts, but then longer and longer, my middle finger in her ass. Now, for the first time, I could see it; my finger in her asshole. I was almost all the way down to the knuckle. On the backstroke, her butt hole clung to my finger and bulged out some, and on the thrust in, it caved and juice leaked out, wetting all with a squishing sound.

Her legs straightened and closed together tight; she buried her face in a pillow, and she groaned and muttered such long, pleasurable lines of her language. She reached her hand down and under herself, and began rubbing her clit as I really went at her asshole with my middle finger. I angled it down so that it mashed her recto-vaginal septum into her anterior wall. I hook-knotted it so that it caught and pulled her from within. I twisted it and plunged it as deep and hard as possible. She tossed herself side-to-side, gritting and whimpering until at last she began to spasm. She spasmed and shook with an orgasm of a kind she'd never had, and I'd never seen until then.

I pulled my finger from her asshole, and she turned, her eyes wet and pink, to behold it.

"What was that?" she asked.

I grinned my satisfied best, "You liked it?"

She sat up, cupping her hand to her butt hole, "It was so good. It was sooo good."

From there, we took it to the shower, and I got mine via some great standing cock-in-pussy against a steamy tile surround. But in the week or so since that experiment, I've been wondering what else my wife can take in her ass. Could she take two fingers? What about my dick? Would she try her ass on the vibrator we have stashed away? Will she try to finger herself in her butt hole when she's alone? With lube... could I one day get my fist into her butt? I sit in cafes, on the train, riding my bike, working out at the gym, wherever... and I wonder about this a lot.

Today I went browsing videos on a sex and shock video site, and found a genre there, brutal insertions. There are hundreds of videos there of women putting shockingly large objects up their holes. I found one that looked tame, though. It was a woman taking an above-average-sized purple dildo up her backside. My wife was at work, but I sent it to her with the comment, "Interested?"

I kind of regret and fret after the message note read "Delivered". She might respond that I was pushing her into something, or that it just wasn't hot. I waited, wondering if she was just too busy to reply, if she was thinking it over, or if she was put off.

Then her reply came, "OK. Let's see. I can try."

Yes! Fucking yes!