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My Darkest Desires Part 2

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Contributing Authors: Jimwillhavefun 
Learning her place.

Its been a few months since I first met James. 

I was not always in my comfort zone when kneeling before him with my collar on. My feelings tended to be scattered. I was excited, nervous and scared all at the same time. My desires for him grew, the more I thought about it, the more my body took over. 

I’ve spent more and more time with him at his house the past couple of months. I was learning everything I could to please him.

I was lost in thought kneeling at his side. A woman walked into the room and stated that dinner was served. He stood up, reached for my hand and walked us into the dining area. He sat next to me.

As we sat there and ate, he asked if I had any questions for him.

“Yes. What do you get out of this type of relationship, Sir?” I asked timidly.

He looked at me saying, “I get the precious gift of submission, your heart, soul, mind and body are mine to love, protect and use. I get your complete trust. Your loyalty. When I do an action, you will feel it. Your emotions distilled through your experiences will go directly to me, thanks to the devotion and connection we have. We register the tiniest of movements and emotions in connection to one another.”

He continued, “I am there for my sub. For you. I give everything to you, whatever you desire. My energy, my thoughts, my strengths. Everything that I am is because of you,” he said matter of factly. “I receive your devotion, your servitude, your love. I get to see the happy light in your eyes, the relaxed smile on your face.”

Continuing softly, he said, “For a true submissive, the feeling of freedom is very powerful. You put your trust, faith, loyalty and unconditional love into a person that you admire and are willing to please at all costs. To endure any punishments for transgressions and all pleasures for your obedience.” 

He finished with a smile, “You will see soon enough for yourself little one.”

I found a sense of comfort in what he said.

We finished dinner and went out to the deck. There was a small shaggy rug by the front of the chair. I immediately went to it and knelt down, as he sat in the chair. 

He reached towards the table next to him, and handed me a folder,

“Here are some rules you need to read over.”

I opened the folder and read:

Rights, Duties and Obligations ~ submissive

A. I promise to obey the will of Sir in all things. I understand that His decisions will be made with the ultimate care and thoughtfulness for my well-being mentally, physically and emotionally. I will be honest and clear in speaking to Sir.

B. I promise to conduct myself with the utmost respect for Sir. I will address Him as ‘Sir’ unless it would be indiscreet to do so; in which case, I will use the His name.

C. I will act in a manner that will make him proud to have me at his side. I will do nothing to bring unwanted attention to myself from others or embarrass him. I only seek his attention and praise.

D. I understand that, above all else, it is my duty to please Sir and I promise I will endeavour to do so. I will speak respectfully and truthfully and see to my Sir’s every need. These needs may be social, sexual, or those that fall under service.

E. I will verbally thank Sir for all rewards and punishments.

F. I am to know my duties and responsibilities. I am to execute them without reminder. Sir is not my babysitter.

G. I understand Sir’s reliance on safe words. He obligates me to use them, and I Promise to do so. I will use “Yellow” as a warning word to request that Sir slow down, ease up, or change direction while continuing the session. I will use “Red” to immediately end a scene or session.

H. I am to give myself freely to Sir. In doing so, I am to be open and honest about my wants and needs and be secure in the ability of Sir to make me feel safe in expressing these to Him.

I. I am free to ask any questions that I have. I have a right to an answer from Sir. He will always answer me, taking my feelings and concerns into consideration.

J. I am to have only panties on when it is only Sir and me, unless told otherwise. When I am kneeling or being restrained, I will only look straight forward unless instructed to look elsewhere. 

Rights, Duties, and Obligations ~ Dominant

A. I promise to care for and cherish my little one. I will help her, teach her and guide her, show her her limits and take her beyond them. I have the right to use her body so long as I do not damage her, inflict lasting injury or harm her mentally. I can use her as a servant. I have her tend to my whims and needs. I will use implements and tools on her for my own pleasure. I will bind her and restrain her, and I will have her sexually.

B. I will help her find pleasure in submission, and I will make sure that she knows when she has pleased me. I will reward and punish her for her efforts and failures. But I will take the time to hear her thoughts and nurture her as she grows.

C. My sub is a precious thing to me, and I seek to make her strong and powerful. I am aware that she may dislike some of my choices, and I know that my word is the final authority in all matters. I will, however, listen to her opinions and thoughts with respect and consider them. Her needs outweigh her preferences, and it is my duty to ensure she understands that. I will set a routine and rules and let her know what the punishments are for infractions. I will never punish her when my anger is not in control. I will have a cool down period to think about her punishment. It is my duty to be constant, reliable, loving and caring. 

I finished reading and sat the papers down. I smiled up at him and agreed to his terms as written.

His hand caressed my cheek as he smiled and kissed my forehead.  He looked down at me, asked if I would like to spend the night tonight since it was getting late. 

We spent our time together mainly during the day over the past couple of months.

I argued with my thoughts for a moment, then replied, “Yes Sir, I would like that.”

I was nervous as he stood up and took my hand to lead me to the master bedroom. We walked inside, and I stood at the foot of the bed and waited. He walked over to the closet and pulled out a thick white robe, then led me to the bathroom.  

“I thought you would like to take a hot shower before bed. You can put this on when you’re done,” saying as he pointed to the bathroom.

He handed me the robe and I walked in and closed the door. I headed over to the shower and turned it on. My clothes hit the floor and the hot water sprayed over me as I stepped inside.

I took a few minutes to let the water run over my body, then cleaned myself. I finished and stepped out wrapping the towel around me as I brushed and dried my hair. I put the robe on and tied it closed. I opened the door and walked back into the bedroom. 

It was empty, so I sat on the edge of the bed. He walked in a couple minutes later with a glass of juice. He handed it to me and moved to the bed. He leaned in to kiss me and pulled me closer to his chest. We were as one, as we laid down and quickly started to fall asleep. 

I woke in the night with the heat from the room and our bodies. I moved easily as to not wake him and slid the heavy robe off and pulled the sheet back up. 

At first light, I opened my eyes and he was there watching me sleep. I realized I had taken my robe off and laid it at the bottom of the bed. I quickly pulled the sheet up further. He moved towards me as he leaned in to kiss me. His hand slid the sheet down my stomach exposing my top half.

I reached to put my arms up, but he stopped me.

He kissed softly on my neck, then down further. His touch was so desirable, I couldn’t help but moan.  His tongue brushed across my nipples hardening them. His teeth sank down and bit into my nipple.

Biting my body all over even harder, he left marks on my skin. The pain enhanced the pleasure and I felt I was on the verge of pure ecstasy. 

His hand ran down my body to my thigh, the sheet went with it. My body was in pure pleasure mode. I felt powerless to stop him.

The palm of his hand gently slid over my already wet pussy. His fingers teased across my lips and clit. My moans became louder. His fingers opened me up while pushing them inside me. My hands grasped the bed sheets and my nails dug into them, as another finger entered me. 

I trembled and shook as his thumb moved across my clit. It sent tremors through my body that caused me to lose control.

He removed his fingers from me and brought them to his mouth and tasted one, then moved them to my lips. He parted them, making me taste that he’d just been inside me. He removed himself from the bed and stood at the bottom of it. He gestured for me to come to him.

I hurried out of the bed and wanted to grab the robe but decided against it. I stood there before him as he told me to clasp my hands behind my head and spread my feet apart shoulder length. After a minute I complied. He walked around me as he softly touched my body. 

He moved back in front of me. His hand reached my neck, lightly grasped it, as he kissed me. My legs still trembled from the orgasm and from nerves. That mischievous smile formed on his lips again, and he ordered me not to move. He walked over to a cabinet behind me and then came back. 

I felt small leather straps that slid across my backside. In an instant, the leather smacked across my thighs hard enough to feel but not leave any marks. It caused my body to jump. I closed my eyes as I felt the straps. One blow after another making contact with my ass, and then moved around the front of me. The straps connected with my stomach and my breasts.

After fifteen minutes or so he stopped. I opened my eyes to see him before me. His hand reached down between my legs and his fingers slid into my dripping pussy.

I heard a quiet little sinister laugh, “You enjoyed that didn’t you?”

“Yes, I did, Sir,” I replied.

He removed his fingers and whispered, “Good girl.”

I stood there thinking and found myself giggling. 

He asked, “What was so funny?”

I stated that I was just thinking, “I thought to myself you’re just like Alice right now, deep down the rabbit hole. Wonder and amazement at all the unknown things.” 

He found the way I thought, amusing.

He led me back to the bed and laid me on it sideways with my head hanging off. He removed his boxers and released his hardened cock. I didn’t dare move. He reached down for my hands and brought them up to him.

I began to rub and stroke at its thickness, he moved in closer and my tongue reached out and licked the length of it. He moved my hands down and his cock met my lips, slowly parting them. I took in the tip slowly as I licked and sucked. My head was off the bed almost upside down. His hand reached for my throat and I felt him push his hard cock further into my mouth. 

Saliva dripped down my face, my eyes teared up as he pushed further into my throat. He held it there for a minute. I started to gag from the fullness in my mouth. My tongue licked and tasted. With every thrust, he was deeper into my throat. With the last thrust, he was all the way in. I couldn’t help but moan as I tried to breathe through it. 

I felt his body tense up, and with the last thrust, his hot juices cascaded down my throat. Having no choice but to swallow as he held it there until he was finished. 

He moved back and helped me sit up. He moved his hand between my legs feeling just how incredibly wet I was from tasting him. It made him smile. His hand caressed my cheek and he handed me the robe. He retrieved his robe and put it on. We then went into the living room. 

It was still early, and he asked if I wanted something to eat.

“Yes, some toast and coffee would be great, thank you,” I answered.

He went to the kitchen and came back out a minute later. He led me out to the balcony by the hot tub. He sat in the chair and I knelt beside him. I was still thinking, wondering if this was what I had really wanted. Our coffee and toast were brought to us. We sat and drank our coffee. His hand on my chin brought my head up to look at him. 

“What did you think of our first night together?” he asked.

I wasn’t sure how I felt about everything last night. 

I looked at him and said, “Definitely an amazing night Sir.”

“So, do you wish to continue?” he asked. 

He then stated that things would get more intense with time.

“Yes, I would like to continue, Sir,” I answered.

He set his coffee down, stood me up to remove my robe, and guided me into the hot tub with him. He sat in the corner and pulled me onto his lap, his fingers immediately found their way inside me. Still wet, they slid right in.

I reached my hand under me and grasped his cock. My hand ran up and down the length of it. I felt it harden. I found it hard to concentrate as the pleasure built inside me. Just as I was about to cum, he stopped and pulled his hand away. 

I started to whimper at not being able to finish, he laughed and told me, “I will not get my way like that. Any kind of acting out will get you punished little one, so I suggest you not do that!” his voice was harsher this time. 

We sat there and relaxed for a while longer until he said it was time to get out. With that, he helped me put my robe on and we headed inside. He took hold of my arm and led me to the basement that he had shown me before. Only this time, he took a key off the hook by a door and opened it. It was the locked room that I hadn’t seen inside the first time down here. 

Before he led me in, he reached into the drawer and brought out a black piece of material. He wrapped it around my eyes and secured it in the back, so I couldn’t see anything. I was nervous and excited. 

“Do you trust me?” he asked. 

I stuttered at first but was able to answer. 

“Yes, I trust you,” I answered.

He led me into the room and I stood there not being able to see what was around me. I could hear him around the room but had no clue what he was doing.

I felt his fingers untie my robe, and it slid to the ground. I felt soft fur being wrapped around my wrists, then they were attached to something above me. Then around my ankles, I knew I was spread wide naked before him. I had never been this exposed to anyone before but, yet I felt this overwhelming feeling of comfort and pride. I wasn’t sure why I felt like this, knowing I had given him pleasure made me smile deep inside. 

As I stood there within my own thoughts, I heard him speak.

“When I asked you if you trusted me, you answered without referring to me as Sir. So, I think it’s time for your first punishment,” he said sternly.

My first instinct was to apologize saying, “I’m sorry, Sir.” 

No clue on what was to come. I felt the hard-smooth wood caress along my backside before the first smack landed across my ass. It was harder than the flogger and hurt more. My body pulled against the restraints. The second and third was a bit harder, I cried out. The fourth and fifth strike still even harder, a tear ran down my cheek. 

I felt him remove the blindfold, and I had to adjust my eyes to see. 

There were different devices all around the room. I didn’t know all the names of them, only what I could remember reading about. Paddles, whips, canes and floggers that hung from the walls. Tables with wands, clamps, weights and a cattle prod.

There were spreader bars, a spanking bench and a padded x-cross with restraints. The bed was huge with restraints on all four posts and three holes at the footboard. One hole big enough for a head and the other two for arms to go through, with restraints for them also.

He came around the front of me and kissed me hard and passionately. He then whispered in my ear, “Good girl, you took that quite well.”

I felt relieved that he was smiling. 

I ignored all the pain that my body felt. All I could think about was how much I wanted, needed to feel him inside of me.

He released my restraints and led me to the bed. He pushed me back, his body hovered over mine as he kissed my neck all the way down to my chest. I felt his hard cock as it pushed against me, I opened my legs further. I wanted to feel him inside me more than anything. 

I was beneath him, wanting and waiting…

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