‘Fifty’, that number, Bill's words echoed through my young mind, I knew I deserved to be punished and I accepted it. However, could I endure fifty lashes? It depended on how hard Bill was going to flog me, I remember thinking.
He had previously told me that he liked to punish submissive girls hard, Full force, was how he put it, but when he started, the first lash shocked me completely. The sound of the flogger striking my bare bum in the studio, was loud and crisp. It hurt so much more than I had imagined.
I counted the strikes silently inside my mind, one, two, three, four. The pain soon began to build, Bills friend, videoed silently to the side, he had set up a second camera on the floor to my right to capture, as Bill had put it, ‘My reactions to the flogging.’
After several minutes, I cried out, then said, ‘I can't take fifty, I can't!’
‘You’re going to have to,’ he replied. ‘It's that or you can find another job.’
During another intensely hard stroke, I cried out again, ‘I can't!’
‘Owww!’ I cried.
‘Look, Mr. Cameron, can't I get my agent to write a letter of apology instead?’
‘Your agents got nothing to do with this, This is you who are responsible for this situation, you, who have caused me all the grief,’ replied Bill.
The pain from the flogging was now so intense, that I could not stop jerking around on my knees, each time Bill flogged my ass. body twisted and jumped with each new stroke, my blonde curls, flew forward across my face as his lashes forced me to jerk my body forward each time.
The next few lashes were even harder it seemed, Bill was now well into his stride as he relentlessly flogged my bare bum harder and harder. I clenched my bum cheeks involuntarily, my black thong sandwiched between my tortured ass cheeks.
After stroke thirty, I realised I was flinching forward continuously, away from the impending strikes. Bill said, ‘Maintain your position, girl.’
‘Ow, ha how!’ I cried as he renewed his efforts with the flogger.
By now we were at stroke thirty, and my bum felt on fire as if hot lava was flowing all over my skin. I cried out once more then said, ‘Oh Mr. Cameron, please can I have a break?’
Bill responded by saying, ‘No you can't have a break, you have been having quite a few breaks here on company time.’
He lashed me again, this time even harder, and I couldn’t help jerking my leg upwards and leaning my body away from the seemingly never-ending punishment.
’Stay in position!’ Bill said, sternly.
As I was punished by Bill, I could see myself in the mirrored wall, on my hands and knees, with Bill standing behind me, clearly enjoying flogging my bum this way.
The lashing went on and on, my bum was now completely on fire, the burning burrowing deep inside my lower body, as he continued flogging me without mercy.
I cried out again, this time my voice a gnarly kind of growl.
’Snivelling girl,’ said Bill.
Upon hearing this, I bolted into a more upright position, and said, ‘I am not sniveling!’
Now determined to endure the full fifty strokes, I brought my knees up, and together, I bit my bottom lip, then braced myself for the final twenty or so lashes.