Chapter 1: A Quiet Saturday

"I really should take advantage of this...," Ron thought to himself.

After a rather up-and-down week at work, Ron was enjoying his laziest Saturday of the year.  He had no plans with friends, his kids weren’t with him this weekend, and he had no pet projects to worry about. Hell, he didn’t even have any work to worry about, for a change. Having already taken care of some minor cleaning around the house, the day was his to do as he pleased. He could watch TV, go out to a movie, go for a bike ride, or a walk, anything he wanted. Anything at all.

He jumped on his laptop to see what, if any, events might be nearby, hoping to find a music festival or some other kind of large, outdoor event. Unfortunately, nothing really struck his fancy, and instead of looking for something to do, he ended up scrolling through Facebook.   Huh, Facebook.  His kids made fun of him for still using it, but he had always liked the variety of things he would come across. He usually scrolled through a few “reels”, the little videos that were less than a minute long and were often fun.

Of course, the logarithm worked its usual magic, and he saw videos of pets doing ridiculous things, people getting surprised by unexpected visits, people failing at simple tasks, usually with hilarious results, and some political videos. Just as he was about to close them down, he came across one that featured a young woman, maybe mid-20s, doing street interviews.  She was dressed in a little blue and white gingham dress and was asking other women about sexual experiences and likes.

Ron couldn’t take his eyes off her.  The dress showed off her perfect body, and everything about her just oozed sex.  Even her glasses just added to her sexiness. And the questions asked of the generally scantily clad women (“Do you like anal?”, “Spit or swallow?”, “Would you ever have a threesome?”, “What’s the freakiest thing you’ve ever done sexually?”) certainly helped to make Ron more than a little horny.

"Yeah," he decided, he had time for a little fantasy. After all, there was nothing else to do.

He watched a few of her reels, finding she reminded him quite a bit of a girl he had dated briefly when he was in college, although her breasts weren’t nearly as large. Of course, thinking about Nadine (the girlfriend from college) always made him horny.  Their “fling” was brief, but he found himself quite taken with her. His desire for her may well have had to do with her rather kinky past, which she was not shy to talk about. She was very proudly non-monogamous, and it actually just turned Ron on.

She never went into detail but would allude to sexual encounters with both another man and a woman (separately), and while Ron thought about pressing her for details or seeing if they could have a threesome, he was always a little nervous to ask for such information. Unfortunately, he didn’t get much time to enjoy her wilder side as her family moved after only a couple of months.  It was only later that he saw the things she said about the other guy and the woman as a possible invitation.  Talk about a missed opportunity.

Anyway, with Nadine on his mind, he started scrolling through one of his favourite sites. Sharesome. He liked Sharesome because it allowed him to see a sort of timeline of various photos and images of his favourite content, which was quite varied. Depending on his mood, Ron would either be looking for goth girls, femdom, bisexual women, threesomes of all combinations, gangbangs, bisexual couples, lesbians, pegging, transgender women, gay bareback, or gay oral. 

Still thinking of Nadine, he came across a video of a woman who he thought looked slightly like her and stopped to watch it in full. She had two guys on a bed, and the video showed her in a sixty-nine with one as the other guy moved behind her and slid his dick into her.  As that dick started to fill her obviously very wet pussy, the other guy ran his tongue down the length of it.

That sight made him think of how he might have had a bisexual experience with her had he been just a little more confident and unafraid of upsetting her.  Truthfully, he was always worried about what others might think of him had he let them know that he was bicurious, and what if friends and other people he knew found out?

Ron had a long-held fantasy about performing oral sex on a guy. Feeling a cock get hard in his mouth, licking and tasting the precum as it oozed from the tip of a nice smooth penis, and sucking on it while being cheered on by a girlfriend until it exploded in his throat. He found the fantasy and urge to give a guy a blowjob became stronger and more detailed with every passing week, and those fantasies tended to be the ones he masturbated to most often. But, despite those urges, he had never acted on them or even tried to find a willing male partner because he was simply always too nervous.

When the scene with the Nadine look-alike ended, he searched for more bisexual porn and came across an amateur video shot by a woman who was watching and directing as her boyfriend was getting sucked off by their gay friend. He watched as the boyfriend went from reluctant participant to holding the head of his gay friend, to moaning and exclaiming how good it felt, and eventually shooting a rather large load into a very willing and hungry mouth.

Watching this amateur video of a guy sucking another guy’s cock had him harder than he’d been in a while and gave him his strongest urge yet to find a cock to suck, maybe even to fuck.  His mouth had been watering at the thought of being the one tasting that dick.  He’d tasted his own precum and cum before when fantasizing about another guy fucking his mouth. Now he closed his eyes while stroking his cock, allowing his fingers to get covered in his precum before bringing them to his lips. As he sucked his fingers clean, imagining they were another man’s throbbing member, he realized that today, tonight, when he had nothing to do, would be the perfect opportunity to finally make the fantasy a reality.

Suddenly, the nervousness was gone and replaced by what can only be described as a sexual need that could no longer be denied. He decided that he was going to spend the afternoon getting himself ready and, tonight, was going to go to a gay club in the city to hopefully find a hard, delicious cock to lick, suck, and make cum in his mouth so he could swallow his first load of cum.  He stopped what he was doing, not wanting to orgasm and lose that sexual desire that was driving him to move past his nervousness.  He wanted desperately to cum, but he wanted as much sexual energy as possible to make sure he didn’t back down.