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Married, Desperate and Paying in Flesh (Part 07)

"She tasted temptation, felt the guilt, and finally decided enough was enough."

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"Alexis gave in to forbidden pleasures, drowning in desire and guilt. But as the dust settles, she faces a choice that could change everything… Will this be her turning point, or will temptation find her again?"

The morning light, thin and hesitant, bled through the gaps in the hotel room’s heavy drapes, painting the ceiling in shades of bruised peach and pale gold.

My eyelids fluttered open, heavy with sleep and the lingering haze of last night’s excesses.

A solid weight pressed against my back, a warm, reassuring presence that was definitely not my husband.

Jack’s arm, strong and muscled, lay draped over my waist, his fingers splayed possessively against my belly.

The memory of his cock from the previous night, thick and insistent, filled me from behind while another man, equally demanding, stretched me from the front, sent a shiver through me.

My pussy, still tender and a little swollen, throbbed faintly, a sweet ache that was both a reminder and a promise.

A slow smile spread across his lips, and he pulled me closer, his morning cock, already hard, nudging against my thigh.

“Morning, sleepyhead,” he murmured, his voice rough with sleep, a low rumble against my ear.

His breath, warm and minty, feathered across my cheek. I leaned into him, burying my face in the hollow of his neck, inhaling the scent of his musk, a faint trace of cologne, and something else, something primal and exciting.

“Morning,” I whispered back, my voice still thick with slumber. 

My fingers, almost on their own accord, traced the hard line of his jaw, the stubble rasping against my fingertips.

His lips found mine then, soft at first, a lingering taste of morning breath and desire. Then his tongue flickered out, tracing the seam of my mouth, asking permission.

I parted my lips, and his tongue plunged in, hot and insistent,  lingering tang of sex.

He sucked on my lower lip, a soft tug that sent shivers down my spine, before pulling back, his eyes dark with hunger.

“Ready for your big day?” he asked, his voice low, a conspiratorial whisper that made my stomach clench with a mix of anticipation and a familiar, unsettling dread.

A blush, hot and undeniable, crept up my neck, staining my cheeks. I knew exactly what he meant. My “big day.”

The culmination of weeks of escalating desire, of pushing boundaries I never imagined crossing. It was time for the gangbang, four men and extreme double penetration.

The thought alone made my pussy clench, a knot of nerves and raw excitement.

“Yes,” I managed, the word barely a breath. The memory of my husband, his kind eyes, our children’s laughter, flashed through my mind, a fleeting, unwelcome intrusion.

I pushed it away, focusing on the heat radiating from Jack, the promise in his gaze. He smiled, a predatory glint in his eyes that thrilled and terrified me. 

“Good. We’re all looking forward to it. They had been talking about it all week.”

They, the three other men, Clients, as Jack called them. Men who had already taken turns with me, sometimes two at a time, but never all four and never like this.

The thought of their cocks, thick and hard, stretching me beyond anything I’d ever experienced, made me gasp.

My desire to please, to be utterly consumed, warred with a burgeoning sense of shame.

Hours later, as dusk settled, painting the city skyline in hues of bruised purple and fiery orange, I stood before the full-length mirror in the hotel suite, naked.

My reflection stared back, a woman I barely recognized. My body, usually hidden beneath corporate suits and sensible dresses, was a canvas of faint bruises, a roadmap of recent pleasures.

My nipples, still sensitive from Jack’s playful nips that morning, were puckered and hard. My pussy, a soft, dark flower, looked ready, almost eager.

A knock at the door startled me. Jack’s voice, calm and deep, filtered through the wood. 

“They’re here, Alexis. Ready?”

My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drum. Ready? Was I ever truly ready for this? I took a deep breath, pushing down the rising tide of guilt, forcing a confident smile onto my lips. This was my choice. My desire.

“Coming,” I called out, my voice steadier than I felt.

The air in the living area of the suite was thick with anticipation. Four men, including Jack, stood waiting, their eyes, hungry and expectant, fixed on me as I entered.

They were all older, distinguished men who exuded power and control. Tonight, that control would be mine to surrender.

“Alexis,” Jack greeted, stepping forward, his hand resting lightly on the small curve of my back.

His touch was a grounding force, a silent reassurance. 

“Gentlemen, you remember that night of mistake. Well, I present to you a new version of our well-trained colleague.”

Nods and murmured greetings followed. Their gazes, unblinking, swept over my body. I felt a strange mix of vulnerability and empowerment.

I was on display, a prize, but I was also the one dictating the terms of my surrender.

“So, the plan,” Jack began, his voice calm, almost clinical. 

“Two in front, two in back. We’ll switch and take turns, of course, but the goal is to keep you filled, completely. No breaks until we’re utterly spent.”

A shiver, both of dread and intense excitement, coursed through me. My pussy gave a sharp, involuntary clench.

The words ‘completely filled’ echoed in my mind like a siren song. When the fun started, sweat beaded on my forehead, my back arching, my fingers digging into the velvet cushions.

I was a vessel, being filled, stretched, pounded into submission. The pleasure was overwhelming, a tidal wave that threatened to drown me.

After what felt like an eternity, though it was only minutes, Richard groaned, his body tensing. He pulled out of my pussy with a wet slick, his cock slick and dripping.

Almost immediately, Jack was there, his own hard cock, larger and thicker than Richard’s, replacing it, pushing deep, filling the void with a powerful, hungry thrust.

“Ah, Jack,” I gasped, his familiar presence a comfort amidst the chaos. His cock felt enormous, stretching me to my absolute limit, grinding against my cervix with each powerful stroke.

Thomas continued to pound into my ass, a relentless rhythm, while Marcus left my mouth, moving to my side to kiss my neck, his teeth gently nipping my earlobe.

The feeling of being so utterly full, so completely invaded, was intoxicating.

I felt myself spiraling, closer and closer to the edge. My pussy pulsed, my clit a raw, exposed nerve.

“Oh, God, yes,” I moaned, my voice raw, barely recognizable. “More. More.”

Jack grunted, his thrusts becoming faster, harder. Thomas matched his pace, a relentless battering from behind.

My body bucked, thrashing on the cushions, completely out of my control. The pleasure was so intense it bordered on pain, a sweet, agonizing stretch that pushed me to the brink. My vision swam, speckled with flashing lights.

“I’m going to come!” I screamed, a guttural sound torn from my throat.

And then, the dam broke. A wave of intense, shuddering pleasure ripped through me, starting deep within my pussy and spreading outwards, engulfing every nerve ending.

My body arched, my toes curling, my fingers clenching into fists. I cried out, a long, drawn-out wail, as orgasm after orgasm wracked my body, squeezing Jack’s cock, milking him dry.

Thomas, feeling my climax, began to thrust even harder, his own groans mingling with my cries, pushing me further into the abyss of pleasure.

Minutes later, spent and trembling, I lay on the sofa, my body slick with sweat and cum, my limbs heavy.

The men's faces were flushed, slowly withdrawing. The sudden emptiness was almost as intense as the fullness had been, a hollow ache that lingered.

But as the haze of orgasm began to recede, a cold, hard knot formed in my stomach. The praise and admiration all felt hollow.

My husband and my children, their faces, once fleeting intrusions, now flooded my mind, vivid and sharp.

”What have I done? This wasn’t me. This couldn’t be me.”

I closed my eyes, the weight of my actions pressing down on me. That was the last time I had sex on that trip. Now it was time to return home.

As I stepped out of the airport, the evening chill brushed my skin, but it could not touch the storm inside me. My hands trembled as I clutched my bag.

I was Alexis, the wife, the mother, the woman everyone expected to be composed. Yet I was no longer just that, not after the weeks I had surrendered to desires I should have resisted.

Seeing our car and my family waiting brought a flicker of relief tangled with guilt. My youngest ran to me, laughing, and I hugged her tightly, tasting the bittersweet sweetness of home and the secret weight I carried.

“Welcome home,” my husband said, his voice warm and steady.

I smiled, but it felt hollow. Every touch, every glance at him, drew my mind back to forbidden moments with Jack, the thrill of surrender, and the remorse that now consumed me.

I was home in body, but not in mind.

The engine hummed, but I felt suffocated by the silence. The children’s laughter was a cruel reminder of everything I had betrayed. I forced a smile, but it felt false, hollow.

My husband reached for my hand, warm and trusting, and I flinched inside, aware of the secret that would crush him if he knew.

My thoughts kept returning to Jack, to the moments I should never have allowed, to the shame that now weighed me down.

I tried to focus on their chatter, on the familiar streets, but guilt clung to me like a second skin. I was here, yet completely unworthy.

The door closed behind me, and the familiar scent of home should have filled me with comfort.

I had taken a week off, hoping to spend it entirely with my family, to reclaim the woman I used to be. Instead, the memories of my trip pressed on me, heavy and suffocating.

My children ran ahead, laughing, and I hugged them tightly, tasting their innocence and feeling the shame of everything I had done.

My husband appeared in the doorway, eyes warm and trusting. I wanted to confess, to strip myself bare, but I could not. 

The words would shatter him, destroy the life I desperately wanted to reclaim. I was home, yet far from the innocent wife I longed to be again.

For vacation, we had arrived at the small resort, a quiet escape I had imagined would be perfect for reconnecting with my family.

The children ran freely on the soft grass, laughing, while my husband and I walked hand in hand, sharing smiles and quiet kisses.

For the first time in weeks, I allowed myself to breathe, to feel at peace, to imagine that I could reclaim the woman I once was.

We spent hours together, talking, laughing, and in the evenings, our romantic moments reminded me of the closeness I had missed. I felt almost whole again, almost innocent.

Then my phone buzzed. I glanced down and froze. A message from Jack.

“How is your week? I miss you a lot.”

My stomach sank. The peaceful day collapsed into guilt. He reminded me of everything I had done, of the pleasures I should never have sought.

I wanted to throw the phone away, to shut out that part of me, but I could not.

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The warmth of my family, their laughter, and my husband’s touch stirred something deep inside me.

I finally saw who I was betraying. The guilt and desire twisted together, and I knew I had to stop. Next time when Jack approaches, I would say no, no matter the pull.

While on vacation, my phone kept buzzing with messages from Jack. I refused to respond, ignoring every text and email, though they kept coming. I understood why he was reaching out, but I was determined not to indulge.

One afternoon, I was sun-bathing by the pool when my husband approached, holding his phone. His face was tense.

“Your boss has a serious problem at work,” he said. “He asked me to tell you to return immediately.”

I froze as he added, “He’s even booked a one-way ticket for you. You’ll need to leave today. I’ll stay here with the kids until the weekend since we’ve already paid for the resort.”

My heart sank. The brief sanctuary of family peace vanished. I glanced at the waves, feeling the weight of duty pressing over desire, guilt, and longing.

I had finished packing, my hands trembling slightly as I zipped my luggage shut. On the flight home, I had made a silent, ironclad promise to myself: I would not linger at the office, I would reject every touch, every whisper, every temptation from Jack—no matter the cost.

I had to reclaim myself, to protect what little innocence remained.

When I finally reached my house, the weight of the week pressed on me. Luggage in hand, I fumbled with the keys, longing to step inside and leave everything behind.

Then a hand landed on my shoulder, and my heart leapt into my throat, "Jack".

Fear, anger, and disbelief collided in me. He was never supposed to be here. He had broken every boundary.

I swallowed hard, my pulse racing, and yanked him inside. My family was still away, and being seen was not an option.

Every part of me burned with frustration, shame, and fury, yet I forced myself to remain in control.

“What are you doing here?” I whispered, pulling him inside and slamming the door.

My chest ached. “I just got back. You shouldn’t be here.”

His dark, intense eyes burned into me. “I couldn’t wait, Alexis. Just one last time.”

His fingers traced my jaw, sending shivers down my spine. I stepped back. “No. This is over.”

“You don’t mean that,” he murmured, moving closer, his cologne and musk overwhelming. “One last proper goodbye.”

My gaze fell to the plush velvet of our family couch, the one where my kids built forts, where my husband and I shared quiet evenings. Guilt clawed at my throat. "I can’t. Not here. Not ever again."

"Just this once," he pleaded, his hand finding my hip, pulling me flush against him.

I felt the hard ridge of his arousal pressing into me. "Then I’ll leave. Promise. I won’t bother you again."

My resolve, already fragile, crumbled. One last time. A final farewell to the wildness.

"Fine," I breathed, the word barely audible. "But then you leave. For good."

A triumphant gleam lit his eyes. He didn’t waste a second. His mouth crashed onto mine, a fierce, possessive kiss. My lips parted, yielding, and his tongue plunged in, thick and demanding.

His hands, rough and impatient, tore at the buttons of my blouse, scattering them across the polished wood floor.

The cool air brushed my skin as he pushed the fabric from my shoulders, revealing the lace of my bra.

He pulled my bra straps down, freeing my breasts, then pushed me back onto the couch. The velvet cushions yielded beneath my weight.

He knelt between my legs, his eyes never leaving mine as he unzipped his trousers. His cock, thick and engorged, sprang free, glistening, its head dark and slick.

He stroked it once, slowly, then pressed the tip against my already-wet pussy. A shiver ran through me, a mix of shame and undeniable anticipation.

"Look at you," he rasped, his voice thick with desire. "So ready for me."

He slid forward, the wide head of his cock pushing past my labia, a slow, deliberate stretch.

I gasped, my hips instinctively rising to meet him. A low, squelching sound filled the quiet room as he pushed deeper, inch by agonizing inch, filling me completely.

My pussy gripped him tight, a familiar, exquisite pressure. His balls slapped against my ass as he pulled back, then thrust forward again, hard.

The couch creaked under our rhythmic motion. Each thrust sent a jolt through me, a raw, primal pleasure that warred with the gnawing guilt.

This was the same couch where my husband and I watched movies, where my children tumbled in laughter.

"Oh, God," I moaned, my hands gripping the velvet, my fingers digging into the fabric. He leaned down, his mouth catching my cries, his tongue tracing the sensitive skin of my neck.

His hips pumped, a steady, relentless rhythm, driving his cock deeper and deeper. I felt him hit my cervix with each powerful stroke, a delicious ache blooming inside me.

My pussy clenched around him, milking him, and I felt the heat building, a familiar, unstoppable wave.

He groaned, his body tensing, and then a hot gush filled me, thick and pulsing. He collapsed onto me, his breath ragged, his heavy weight pinning me to the cushions.

The aftershocks of his climax rippled through me, leaving me both sated and utterly hollow.

"That was incredible," he murmured, his voice still hoarse. He pulled out, and the wet sound of his come slipping free echoed in the room.

He sat up, adjusting his clothes, a smug smile playing on his lips. "I’m bringing someone over tonight. A friend. You’ll love him."

My eyes widened. "What? No, Jack, absolutely not! We agreed…"

"It’ll be fun," he interrupted, his tone dismissive.

"I’ll text you the details. See you later, Alexis."

He was gone before I could protest further, leaving me sprawled on the couch, my legs trembling, the scent of his come heavy in the air, mixing with the lingering guilt.

Later that evening, the doorbell rang again. My heart hammered against my ribs. Jack stood there, a tall, handsome man beside him.

"Alexis, this is Mark."

"Hey," Mark said, his smile easy, his eyes taking me in.

"We should go to the bedroom," Jack suggested, his gaze fixed on mine, a silent challenge.

My mind was a chaotic swirl of shame and perverse curiosity. I led them upstairs, each step heavier than the last. The bedroom, my sanctuary, now felt like a stage.

My legs felt like lead, but I followed, a strange mix of dread and resignation washing over me.

This was wrong, so wrong, yet a part of me craved oblivion, the absolute surrender.

In my bedroom, the soft light filtered through the curtains, illuminating the rumpled sheets. My bed, the bed I shared with my loving and caring husband. The irony was a bitter taste in my mouth.

Mark was already shedding his clothes, his cock, thick and dark, springing free. Jack pushed me onto the bed, his lips finding mine again, a desperate, bruising kiss.

Mark climbed on, pressing me into the mattress. His hand closed around my breast, his thumb circling my nipple until it hardened.

Jack shifted, his cock pressing against my wet pussy. “Ready for us, baby?” Mark rumbled, his fingers sliding into my ass, stretching me.

I whimpered, a small, choked sound. Jack pushed in, a slow, deliberate invasion. My muscles clenched around him, a gasp escaping my lips.

His cock filled me, stretching me to my limits. Mark’s fingers worked at my ass, preparing me. 

Then, he aligned his thick shaft with my asshole. “Here we go, pretty girl.”

He pushed a slow, agonizing stretch. A scream tore from my throat, raw and guttural. 

It burned, a fiery ring, before a strange, encompassing fullness spread through me. My body was a canvas for their pleasure, a vessel overflowing. 

Jack thrust, deep and rhythmic, pulling a moan from me. Mark followed suit, his hips driving into me, a slurping sound filling the room. 

My hips bucked, a desperate need for release building within me. My hands clawed at the sheets, my nails digging into the fabric. 

Sweat beaded on my forehead, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I was a mess, a tangle of limbs and sensations, my mind reeling.

“Fuck, you’re so tight,” Mark grunted, his voice thick with lust. 

“Cum for us, Alexis,” he said.

They groaned, their bodies tensing, and then, a hot gush filled me, first Jack’s, then Mark’s, coating my insides with their sticky cum.

They were in my bedroom, our bedroom. Their laughter filled the air where my children’s photos smiled back at me. Every touch felt heavy with guilt, every sound foreign. 

I stared at our wedding picture on the wall, wishing it all to stop. I wasn’t there anymore, only my shame was.

They pulled out, leaving me slick and spent, a hollow ache where they had been. I lay there, eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, the lingering scent of sex heavy in the air. 

The relief was immense, a crushing weight lifted from my shoulders. It was over. Finally over.

When it was over, the room felt unbearably heavy. Jack leaned in for a kiss, trying to soften the moment, but I pulled away. His touch only deepened my disgust with him and with myself.

Mark left first, his presence gone, leaving a tense, hollow silence. Jack lingered, smirking, and my anger flared. 

“Jack, this ends now!” I shouted, voice shaking. 

“My home isn’t your playground!” He tried to reason, but I cut him off. 

“No! This is my limit. Coming here, into my home, crossing every boundary. That’s unforgivable!” My chest ached with guilt and shame. 

“This is sacred. This belongs to my husband, to my family, and you’ve ruined it! That’s the bed where I conceived all my children with love, Jack! And now you’ve turned it into your personal playground, making me your slut!” I pointed toward the door, trembling. 

“Leave. Now.” He hesitated, but my fury left no room for argument.

As the door closed behind them, the silence cut deep. I sank to the floor, my heart hollow. Whatever connection we once had was gone, replaced by nothing but regret.

The air still carried their presence, but I refused to breathe it in. My hands trembled, not from weakness, but from the weight of my decision.

I walked to the window, letting the night air wash over me. 

The world outside was quiet, almost forgiving, while inside me, everything screamed for peace. I could not undo what I had done, but I could stop it from ever happening again.

In that stillness, I made my choice. No more lies, no more stolen moments. Whatever it took, I would rebuild what I had broken. Even if forgiveness never came, I would live differently from this night on.

The weekend with my family left me feeling whole, and I clung to the comfort of routine. Monday arrived, and I walked into the office, expecting normal life.

But the moment I stepped inside, the air felt heavy, almost suffocating. My manager’s expression froze as soon as she saw me. Papers were shuffled, whispered words exchanged, and all at once, I sensed the walls closing in.

My heart pounded. Something had changed, and I had no idea how much—or if I would ever recover.

Stay tuned to know what happens next.

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