The first message arrived on a Tuesday morning, sliding into his inbox like a whisper. Laurent stared at the notification on his phone, coffee growing cold in his hand as he read the name: Carolina. The profile picture showed a woman with dark eyes and copper skin, her smile genuine but guarded. She had responded to his comment on a mindfulness forum where he'd shared his thoughts about finding authenticity in an increasingly artificial world.
"Your words about staying grounded resonated with me," she had written. "I work in an industry that thrives on illusion, but I practice yoga every morning to remember who I am beneath it all. Perhaps we could share our thoughts on finding balance?"
Laurent set his phone down and looked out the window of his Lyon office, watching the morning traffic below. At forty-three, he had built a life of comfortable predictability—a loving wife, two teenage children, a steady job in financial consulting. His evenings were spent trail running through the Beaujolais hills, his weekends dedicated to family and his yoga practice. The world of social media and artificial glamour felt foreign to him, something to be observed from a distance rather than engaged with.
But something in Carolina's message intrigued him. Maybe it was the vulnerability beneath her words, or the way she seemed to understand the struggle between authenticity and the demands of modern life. Against his better judgment, he found himself typing a response.
"I find my truth in the mountains," he wrote. "Every step on the trail reminds me that effort and honesty are the only currencies that matter. What brings you back to yourself?"
Her reply came within hours, longer this time, more personal. She told him about her morning ritual—rising at dawn to practice yoga on whatever balcony or rooftop she could find, whether she was in Milan for a shoot or Barcelona for a show. She was twenty-eight, originally from São Paulo, working as a model across Europe. The contradiction wasn't lost on either of them.
"I know what you must think," she wrote. "A model talking about authenticity—que ironia, não? But I didn't choose this life because I love being photographed. I chose it because I was good at it, and it gave me freedom from... other things."
Laurent found himself checking his phone more frequently, anticipating her messages. Their conversations meandered through philosophy and spirituality, running techniques and yoga poses. She sent him photos of her morning practice—warrior pose on a Milan rooftop, meditation beside a Barcelona fountain. He shared images from his trail runs, the misty Beaujolais landscape at dawn, his worn running shoes caked with mud.
"You run like you're chasing something," she observed after he'd shared a photo from a particularly brutal mountain trail. "Or maybe running from it?"
"Both," he admitted, and the honesty of that single word surprised him.
Their conversations became a daily ritual. Laurent would wake early, before his family stirred, and find her messages waiting—thoughtful, funny, sometimes vulnerable. He managed to convince himself that their connection was ethereal, harmless. She had a way of making him laugh even through text, peppering her English with Portuguese phrases that made him smile.
"My nanny was English," she explained when he asked about her perfect grammar. "She raised me more than my parents did. They were always traveling, always working. She taught me to speak like a proper English lady, but meu coração ainda fala português."
The intimacy of their exchanges deepened gradually. She told him about growing up in a São Paulo mansion with absent parents, how she'd learned to find company in books and her own reflection. He shared his own struggles—the weight of responsibility, the way his authentic self sometimes felt buried beneath the expectations of being a husband, father, provider.
"Sometimes I feel like I'm living someone else's life," he confessed one evening, sitting in his car after a particularly long day at the office. "Like I'm playing a role I never auditioned for."
"But you run," she replied almost immediately. "When you run, you're not playing anyone. You're just Laurent, no?"
The use of his name sent an unexpected thrill through him. They had been corresponding for three months, but seeing his name in her messages felt like an intimacy he hadn't expected.
"What does your name mean?" he asked, deflecting from the dangerous territory of personal recognition.
"Free woman," she wrote back. "My grandmother chose it. She said I would need strength to be truly free. So far, I've only found freedom in movement—when I'm stretching into a pose, when I'm walking alone in a new city. The rest feels like performance."
The honesty of her words sent electricity through him. This wasn't just another superficial exchange—she was showing him something real, something raw beneath the polished surface of her professional life.
Their conversations grew more frequent, more personal. She sent him photos from her shoots—not the glossy, perfected images that would appear in magazines, but the behind-the-scenes moments: her reading between takes, stretching in an empty studio, making faces at the camera. The images were innocent, but the way she looked at the camera—as if she were looking directly at him—made his pulse quicken and his skin flush with heat. He shared his own unguarded moments—post-run selfies with mud-streaked cheeks, photos of his yoga practice in his cluttered home office, his body glistening with sweat after a particularly intense session.
"You look like you're on fire when you practice," she observed. "Your skin glows. I can almost feel the heat radiating from you through the screen. It makes my own skin warm just looking at you."
The comment sent a jolt through him that was both spiritual and intensely sexual. He found himself staring at her photos longer than he should, memorizing the curve of her shoulders in dancer's pose, the graceful line of her neck, the way her hair fell across her face when she was concentrating.
More recently, he had noticed how her rounded breasts bulged when she was straining her body to the heavens in a bridge pose, and in that same photo, he was sure he could see no panties under her yoga pants and that her labia was slightly protruding through the tight pants. Had she done that on purpose? He felt that she couldn't have and it was his imagination running away with himself. He imagined what her skin would feel like under his hands—smooth, warm, electric. The thought made his breath catch and his body and manhood respond in ways that both thrilled and tortured him.
His sex life with his wife had long since dried up and he would find intense relief from his pent-up sexual frustration while absorbing himself in these images, projecting himself onto the photos with her.
"I keep wondering what you smell like," he confessed one evening, the admission slipping out before he could stop it. "After yoga, when your skin is warm and you're breathing hard."
"Like jasmine and salt," she replied immediately. "And are you sure you are innocently fantasising about me breathing hard after yoga?"
Although her words were light on the surface, they shattered through any vestiges of denying their mutual sexual needs.
"And you? I imagine you smell like earth and rain and something indefinably masculine that would make me dizzy. I can almost feel your cock throbbing, Laurent. I want it. I want you. My fingers are buried within me as we talk, but it is really you that is fucking me. I need you now, my body is craving you!"
"Omg, Carolina, I need you too. My cock is so hard for you, baby. If only it were your hands that were stroking me now. Perhaps your mouth wrapped around it. I'm sure your lips are perfect and soft."
"Mmm, baby, fuck my mouth. Shoot your warm cum down my throat. I will swallow it all down like a good girl. Oh, I'm going to cum, baby, let's cum together!!!"
"Oh, Carolina, yes, baby, I'm cumming too. My cum is all for you."
Their secret cybersex was happening whenever they could both find a time. Photos were exchanged between real-time hook-ups, building up to the next. The frankness of their exchanges left him breathless, his body responding to her words as if she were there in the room with him, her scent filling his nostrils, her warmth radiating against his skin. He wanted her with an intensity that both destabilised and concerned him.
"I've been thinking about the Tuscany Crossing," he typed innocently one morning, before he could stop himself. "It's a 160-kilometer ultra marathon in Castiglione d'Orcia. I've always wanted to attempt it."
"Meu Deus, that's insane," she replied, but he could sense her excitement even through the screen. "When?"
"October. I'd go alone—it's better that way. No distractions, just me and the trail."
"Alone is good," she agreed. "But lonely is different from alone."
Their conversations began to center around the race. She researched the course, sending him articles about the terrain, the elevation changes, and the mental challenges of running through the night. She seemed almost as invested in his preparation as he was.
"I've been thinking about what you said," she wrote one evening. "About running toward something and away from something. What if they're the same thing?"
Laurent stared at his phone, his heart racing. They had been dancing around something for months now, something that felt both inevitable and impossible.
"Carolina," he wrote, using her full name with deliberate intimacy. "I need to tell you something."
"I know," she replied immediately. "You're married. You have children. You think this is wrong."
The directness of her response took his breath away. "Isn't it?"
"I don't know. Is it wrong to feel like electricity is running through your veins when you read someone's messages? To feel like your body is awakening to something it's been sleeping through? To feel like someone gets the part of you that you've been hiding?"
Laurent's hands trembled as he read her words. The honesty was devastating, magnetic. He could feel the pull of her even through the screen, as if she were in the room with him, her presence both comforting and dangerous.
Laurent closed his eyes, leaning back in his chair. The rational part of his mind screamed warnings, but another part of him—the part that came alive during their conversations—whispered that this was exactly what he'd been running toward.
"I can't," he typed.
"I'm not asking you to," she replied. "I'm just saying that some connections transcend logic. Maybe we're supposed to learn something from each other."
Their conversations continued, but with an undercurrent of tension that hadn't been there before. They talked about meeting—hypothetical scenarios that felt more real each time they discussed them.
"If we met," she wrote one night, "what would you say to me?"
Laurent sat in his car after a late evening run, sweat cooling on his skin. "I'd probably be too nervous to speak."
"I'd be nervous too. But I think... I think we wouldn't need words. Does that sound crazy?"
"Everything about this sounds crazy," he admitted. "But no, it doesn't sound crazy."
They began to play out scenarios—what it would be like to meet for coffee, to walk together, to simply exist in the same space. Would they be able to hold back in person from desperately fucking the lights out of each other? The conversations were charged with an energy that made Laurent's skin feel electric, his body responding to her words as if she were touching him.
"I keep imagining what it would feel like to trace the line of your jaw with my fingertips," she wrote one evening. "When you're running, when you're practicing yoga, when you're just... being. I bet your skin would be warm, slightly rough from the sun. I bet your pulse would quicken under my touch."
"I dream about your naked body pushed up against mine, my manhood deep inside of you, our bodies joined as one," he replied, his heart racing. "Sometimes I wake up and swear I can still feel the smell of your pussy on my fingers, can still smell your perfume on my pillow."
The intimacy of their exchanges was intoxicating. Laurent found himself checking his phone constantly, his body responding to her messages with a physical intensity that he had never known before. He would read her words and feel heat spread through his chest, his skin tingling as if she had actually touched him. His hands would tremble as he typed responses, his body awakening to desires he had forgotten he possessed.
"If I were there right now," she wrote one night, "I would press my palm against your chest and feel your heartbeat. I would trace the line of your collarbone with my lips until you couldn't think straight."
Laurent's breath caught, his body responding immediately to the vivid imagery. He could almost feel her lips on his skin, could imagine the warmth of her breasts pushed against him, the softness of her mouth. "You're driving me insane," he typed back, his fingers shaking.

"Good," she replied. "I want you to feel what I feel. This ache, this longing, this need that makes my whole body hum with electricity when I think about you. When my fingers are up inside of me, it is really your hard cock that I feel."
Two weeks before the race, she sent him a photo of herself in warrior pose, this time on what looked like a hotel balcony with mountains in the background. She was wearing form-fitting yoga pants and a sports bra, her body perfectly aligned, her skin glowing with a light sheen of sweat. The image was breathtaking—not just beautiful, but powerfully sensual in its display of strength and grace.
"Where are you?" he asked, his pulse quickening at the sight of her.
"Somewhere beautiful," she replied. "Getting ready for my next adventure. I can feel my energy shifting, Laurent. Like something is calling me."
Laurent stared at the photo, his body responding with an intensity that surprised him. He could almost feel the warmth of her skin through the screen, could imagine the scent of her after yoga practice, the way her body would feel against his. The thought sent fire through his veins.
Laurent trained obsessively for the Tuscany Crossing, using the physical exhaustion to quiet the emotional turbulence in his mind. He ran through the Beaujolais hills at dawn, pushing himself harder than ever before, as if he could outrun the feelings that threatened to consume him.
The day before he left for Italy, Carolina sent him a message that made his entire body tense with anticipation: "I have a confession. I've been following your training, reading about the race, studying the course. I feel like I'm running it with you. I can feel your energy from here, Laurent. It's like we're connected by something invisible but stronger than steel."
"I wish you were here," he typed, his hands shaking. "I wish I could feel your energy in person."
"Be careful what you wish for," she replied, followed by a message that made his breath catch: "I can feel your heart beating faster as you read this. Am I right?"
She was. Laurent's heart was racing, his skin flushed, his body responding to her words with an intensity that bordered on overwhelming.
Laurent arrived in Castiglione d'Orcia on a Thursday afternoon, the day before the race. The medieval village was exactly as he had imagined—stone buildings climbing the hillside, narrow streets that seemed to whisper stories of centuries past. He checked into a small hotel near the race headquarters, feeling both excited and melancholy.
That evening, he messaged Carolina from his hotel room: "I'm here. Tomorrow is the big day."
"How do you feel?" she asked.
"Like I'm about to discover something about myself. But also like I'm missing something essential. Like part of me is somewhere else."
"Part of you is with me," she replied without hesitation. "I can feel it. Just like part of me has been with you for months. Tomorrow, when you run, you'll be carrying my energy with you. Can you feel it already?"
Laurent closed his eyes, and incredibly, he could feel something—a warmth, a presence, an electric current that seemed to pulse through his body. "Yes," he typed. "I can feel you."
"Good," she replied. "Hold onto that feeling. Let it carry you through the race."
They talked late into the night, her messages a comfort in the unfamiliar surroundings. She asked about the village, the other runners, his pre-race routine. Her interest felt genuine, intimate, as if she were there with him in spirit.
"I should sleep," he finally wrote around midnight.
"Sweet dreams, meu querido," she replied. "Tomorrow you fly."
Laurent woke at 4 AM, his body electric with anticipation and something else—a tingling awareness that felt like Carolina's presence, as if she were there in the room with him. He could almost smell her perfume, almost feel the warmth of her skin. The race would begin at 6 AM, and he had his pre-race ritual to complete—coffee, light stretching, meditation. He checked his phone and found a message from Carolina, sent just an hour earlier: "I'm awake too. I can feel your energy stirring. My body is humming with it. Go fly, meu guerreiro."
The Portuguese endearment sent heat through his chest. Warrior. She saw him as a warrior.
The starting line was a chaos of headlamps, nervous energy, and quiet determination. Laurent found his place among the hundred and fifty other runners, most of them seasoned ultramarathoners with weathered faces and confident strides. He felt both at home and utterly alone.
The race began in darkness, runners spreading out along the ancient roads that wound through the Tuscan countryside. Laurent found his rhythm quickly, his breathing steady, his mind clear. The first hours passed in a meditation of movement—the slap of shoes on pavement, the rhythm of breathing, the gradual lightening of the sky.
At the 30-kilometer mark, as the sun began to paint the hills gold, Laurent noticed her for the first time. A woman with dark hair and familiar eyes, standing among the spectators, her smile radiant and knowing. Something about her face tugged at his memory, but his mind was focused on the race, on the rhythm of his breathing, on the long day ahead. Still, he felt a jolt of electricity, as if his body recognized her even if his exhausted mind couldn't quite make the connection.
By kilometer 50, the field had spread out considerably. Laurent was running alone, as he preferred, but he didn't feel alone. There was an energy surrounding him, a presence that felt warm and encouraging. He found himself smiling for no reason, his body feeling lighter despite the accumulating fatigue.
At the 80-kilometer checkpoint, she was there again. This time, she was cheering in what sounded like Portuguese, her voice carrying over the crowd like music. Laurent's head snapped up, his heart skipping a beat. The woman looked directly at him, her eyes bright with recognition and something else—desire, longing, love.
"Vai, Laurent! Você consegue, meu amor!" she called out, her voice rich with emotion and unmistakable warmth.
The endearment hit him like lightning. My love. Laurent stumbled, his rhythm broken, his body flooded with recognition and impossible hope. He looked back over his shoulder, trying to catch another glimpse of her face, but she had melted back into the crowd. He shook his head, his heart racing from more than just exertion. The voice, the face, the way she had looked at him—it was too familiar, too perfect, too much like his dreams.
The sun set as he approached the 100-kilometer mark, and the race transformed into something entirely different. Running through the Tuscan night, guided only by his headlamp and the occasional course marker, Laurent entered a state of moving meditation. His body operated on autopilot while his mind drifted between dreams and reality.
At the 120-kilometer checkpoint, around 2 AM, she appeared again. This time, Laurent was sure he was hallucinating. The woman was standing alone by the aid station, wearing a simple dress that clung to her curves, her hair loose around her shoulders. She looked exactly like Carolina—not just similar, but identical. The same copper skin, the same knowing smile, the same eyes that seemed to see straight through him.
She raised her hand in a small wave, her smile gentle and full of longing. Even from a distance, Laurent could feel the pull of her, the magnetic attraction that made his skin tingle and his heart race.
Laurent stopped running completely. He stood in the middle of the road, his headlamp illuminating the empty space where she had been moments before. His body was trembling—from exhaustion, from emotion, from the impossible possibility that she might actually be there.
"You okay, man?" asked one of the volunteers in accented English.
"I thought I saw..." Laurent began, then shook his head. "Nothing. Just tired."
He forced himself to continue, but the image of her face stayed with him through the long night. By dawn, he was running on pure willpower, his body screaming for rest, his mind a fog of exhaustion and determination.
The final 20 kilometers were a blur of pain and persistence. Laurent's legs felt like lead, his vision blurred, but he kept moving forward. The sun rose behind him, painting the ancient landscape in shades of rose and gold. He could hear the finish line before he could see it—the cheers of spectators, the announcer's voice, the celebration of human endurance.
Laurent stumbled across the finish line after 24 hours and 47 minutes, his body spent, his spirit soaring. He had done it. He had conquered the 160 kilometers of Tuscan countryside, had run through the night, had discovered something about himself that he hadn't known existed. But more than that, he had felt her presence throughout the race, as if she had been running beside him, her energy flowing through his veins.
He stood alone beyond the finish line, hands on his knees, breathing hard, when he heard a familiar voice behind him—soft, accented, unmistakably real.
"Parabéns, meu guerreiro."
Laurent turned around, his heart stopping. There she was—Carolina, in the flesh, more beautiful than her photos had suggested, more magnetic than he had imagined. She was wearing a simple sundress that moved like water around her body, her dark hair loose around her shoulders, her eyes bright with tears and triumph and something that looked like hunger.
"You're not real," he whispered, his voice hoarse from exertion and disbelief.
She laughed, the sound exactly as he had imagined it—warm and musical and full of life. "I'm real. I'm here. And I can feel your heart beating from here."
Laurent reached out tentatively, his hand shaking from exhaustion and overwhelming emotion. He touched her face gently, his fingers tracing the curve of her cheek, the softness of her lips. Her skin was warm, silky, electric under his touch. At the contact, both of them drew in sharp breaths, the current between them so intense it was almost visible. Her skin was exactly as he had imagined—smooth as silk, warm as sunlight, with a subtle fragrance that made his head spin.
"Deus meu," she whispered, her eyes fluttering closed at his touch. "Your hands... they're exactly as I dreamed. Strong, gentle, perfect."
Laurent's thumb traced her lower lip, and she parted her lips slightly, her breath warm against his skin. The simple gesture sent fire through his veins, and he felt his body responding to her nearness.
"How?" he asked, his voice rough with desire and disbelief.
"I told you I was going on an adventure," she said, her Portuguese accent thicker now, colored by emotion and arousal. "I couldn't let you run alone. I needed to see you, to touch you, to make sure this fire between us was real."
"You were there," he said, the pieces falling into place. "At the checkpoints. You were following the race."
"I was following you," she corrected, her eyes never leaving his. "I've been following you for months, Laurent. In my dreams, in my thoughts, in my body. Every time you messaged me, I felt you here." She pressed her hand to her chest, just above her heart, and Laurent could feel her pulse racing under his palm. "And here." She moved her hand lower, to her stomach, and Laurent felt his body respond with a surge of heat that made him dizzy.
Laurent felt his legs wobble, whether from exhaustion or the overwhelming intensity of finally being near her, he couldn't tell. Carolina stepped closer, her hands finding his arms, steadying him. The contact sent electricity through both of them, and Laurent saw her pupils dilate, her lips part slightly as she drew in a shaky breath.
"Come," she said softly, her voice husky with emotion and desire. "Let me take care of you."
She led him away from the finish line chaos, through the medieval streets of Castiglione d'Orcia, to a small hotel overlooking the valley. Laurent moved in a haze of sensation, hyperaware of her hand in his, the warmth of her skin, the way her dress clung to her curves as she walked. He could smell her perfume now—jasmine and something uniquely her that made his head spin and his body ache with longing.
"I can't believe you're here," he kept saying, his voice rough with emotion and desire. "I can't believe I can actually touch you."
"Believe it," she replied, stopping to face him in the narrow cobblestone street. "I'm here, and you're here, and I can feel the heat radiating from your body." She pressed her palm against his chest, and Laurent felt his heart leap under her touch, his skin burning where she made contact. "Can you feel how fast my heart is beating?"
He pressed his hand over hers, feeling the rapid flutter of her pulse. "I feel like I'm going to combust," he admitted, his eyes dark with exhaustion and something much more primal.
"Not yet," she said with a smile that sent molten heat flooding through him. "First, let me worship this body that just carried you 160 kilometers. Let me touch every inch of you that I've been dreaming about."
