Isn’t it amazing what people get up to behind closed doors? In their day to day lives people are accountants, photographers, managers, researchers, manual labourers, security advisors, spies and all sorts of other professions. Behind closed doors, fetishes are unlocked, behaviour changed, like the flick of a switch. If they are lucky – they share their fetish with their partners; if not, they look for it elsewhere or become bitter; dwelling on the hand that life has dealt them.
It never fails to amaze me as to how people behave. Spanking and caning are common fetishes that happily go along with bondage and sense deprivation. Some people like cross dressing and then there are those that like watching, performing or even water sports; all this despite the fact that they may be lesbian, gay or heterosexual or somewhere in between.
Melanie and I like swinging. People engage in the swinging world for multiple reasons. We did it because I love to see Melanie with a woman and she loves being between a woman’s thighs; so much so, that she may as well be a lesbian. She likes swinging so that she can see the smile on my face and watch me with other partners. It turns her on to see me come between other women’s breasts or face or over their backside. Some people do it for other reasons that are not so obvious.
Melanie and I had been swingers for some time and had engaged in a few gentle foursomes. The foreplay was always amazing especially as I got to see my wife pleasure other women; something she had always enjoyed. The actual penetrative sex on the other hand, was mediocre, sometimes.
You can pick the people you fancy and want to meet up with, but you can’t always pick how they will react to you and how the sex will turn out. It matters what the mind is like and how raunchy and depraved it is under these circumstances.
It was during one of these nights, with a couple we had seen more than once, that Melanie got really turned on by watching me fuck. She wanted desperately to join in with us but our energetic fuck precluded that, so she had to watch from the side lines. She eventually climbed back onto Mark’s cock, which she had earlier drained; intent on some much needed sloppy seconds, while she watched us go at it like rabbits.
After that night, she suggested something that I was not all that comfortable with; not at first. I think it was the raw sex that she had witnessed that night that implanted the suggestion in her mind and once she gets something like that fixed in her head, it happens.
Over the coming weeks, Melanie had done some research and she knew what she wanted. We discussed it. We made a plan, or at least, I think we made a plan.
Tonight is the culmination of that plan and I’m – I’m waiting.
ooOoo
I don’t know how I feel at this precise moment, though it would be fair to say that I am a little scared; I’m even scared to admit to myself that I am scared, if that makes any sense.
They’re downstairs talking. At least I think they’re talking. I have a feeling they’re getting to know each other, so I guess they’re probably kissing and if I know Melanie, he’s already got his hands down her knickers and prising her wet lips open. I would imagine her hands are on his cock as I sit in this chair, on my own, waiting.
I’m upstairs, naked and sitting in a chair at the end of our bed; the bed that Melanie is going to fuck him on. I have a piece of paper in my hand with numbers and words written on it. I’m not supposed to read any of it until Melanie mentions a number that’s on the paper. One thing she has promised is that she will not say how she feels at all when they start to have sex.
I don’t know how long they will be but one thing I am certain of is that Melanie is over-excited. I think I am too, but I’m not totally sure about that. Ask me afterwards.
The tension is slowly getting to me. Waiting. Alone. On my own.
My senses are desperate to hear something; laughter or movement, stairs creaking, moans and groans, anything but this silence. It almost hurts to be this alone, knowing that something is happening and not being able to see it, taste it or feel it. It would have been much easier if I had been there at the start but Melanie had insisted that that would not work. That’s not what cuckolding is – apparently.
So I have to sit here and wait.
It scares me – not knowing: Not knowing whether the smile on her face is real because he is bigger or better than me; or whether she is worshiping his cock more than she does mine; or whether he is aggressive or loving.
Actually, I think I know the latter and dominating would be a good adjective to use.
My senses become alive and I can hear footsteps on the stairs. My hands shake. My heart rate has more than doubled in the last few seconds. Giggling; I can hear giggling, followed by a shushing sound from Melanie. I can see her finger over her lips as she looks at him; telling him to be quiet. We have decided on silence while she fucks him. Well, as much as possible, though I’m pretty sure that Melanie will be verbal in some respect, she always is.
The doors handle turns and it’s pushed inwards.
My head swings to the right to see what is happening. Now that I’ve heard them, I am desperate to see something. Melanie strides confidently into the room. She’s already naked and her breasts are swinging freely as she walks. Her hand is stretched backwards and I can see its holding the tip of his black cock. There is no sign of him. Not yet!
I know his name. She told me his name when I asked her about who she had invited over for the evening. She said his name was Leroy. I guessed at his colour but you can never be sure. I also guessed that he would be big. I was right on both counts.
Slowly, he emerged into the room. His cock hard and horizontal and held firmly in her hands. He was well-built, muscular and tall; sporting a well ripped six-pack, broad shoulders and muscular thighs.
I nearly died witnessing everything about his body that mine wasn’t. I could see the attraction that Melanie would have for him. I could tell from the way she paraded in front of me that she thought he was so hot; unbelievably hot. I could see pearls of liquid form over her wet pussy lips. I instantly knew his fingers had been inside her, stroking her, pushing into her sex and making her horny.
Her lipstick was smudged at the corners and I wondered whether he had kissed her passionately or whether the smudge was made by his cock forcing its way into her small mouth. I guessed the latter.
Melanie promised no sex before she came into the room, but that didn’t preclude oral.
Melanie knelt on the bed and invited Leroy to join her. I was watching them cavort and kiss and I noticed, that not once, did she ever let go of his cock; stroking it and palming it, cupping his balls and pinching the end of it with her fingers. She smiled at him, endlessly.
What hurt the most was her closed eyes when she kissed him; completely lost in their passion for one another.
Leroy’s hands caressed her breasts almost lovingly but with a harsh and aggressive squashing motion every now and then. His hands cupped and squeezed her bottom.
Despite my anxiousness at seeing them together, I became aroused. My cock twitched and grew underneath the sheet of paper. I made sure the paper covered my arousal so that Leroy had no cause to laugh.
I felt a knife enter me when Melanie moaned out loud as Leroy bent over to gather up her nipple and suck it; his fingers finding her pussy before being swallowed whole.
Melanie shifted her posture causing me to gasp out loud. She tried taking Leroy’s cock down her throat and failed miserably; gagging on it before being forced to slide back up. Mine on the other hand would pose her no problem and she could happily suck on it while her lips tickled my pubic hairs.
I suddenly felt inadequate even though my cock had grown large and my gaze was fixed on both of them. Pre-cum seeped into the paper that was covering it and I wiped it off before it smudged the words.
I saw Melanie mouth something to Leroy before kneeling on all fours to face me.
Her eyes lit up like she was on speed. She looked me in the eye and smiled. It wasn’t an ‘I love you’ smile, it was an ‘I’m going to get fucked’ smile.
I watched Leroy step in behind her. I watched her close her eyes. I watched her breasts swing forward and guessed that he must have pushed his cock into her. Then I saw it rise above her bottom and realised it was surfing the cleavage of her arse. It went on for ages before Leroy pulled it back down.
My heart started to palpitate as her lips contorted into a twisted smile. Melanie shivered. She opened her eyes.
“Number one,” she uttered.
I looked in her eyes and shook my head, not understanding. Then it occurred to me that I needed to read number one aloud from the paper.
‘So fucking Big,’ there was little emotion in my reply.