Alma nestled in my arms after we made love, her eyelids growing heavy. Neither of us spoke for several minutes. Then I kissed her forehead and whispered, "I know about Wyatt."
A fierce jolt coursed through my wife, as if my words had literally shocked her. She immediately withdrew from my embrace, her face etched with panic. "What are you talking about, Sam?"
Even in the soft lamplight, I could see her trembling. I merely shook my head and sighed. "No more lies, Alma. I followed you out to his place tonight. Then I stood outside his bedroom window and watched you fuck him."
Alma had never been a crier, but she blinked back tears now.. "You just... stood there?" She shook her head in disbelief. "You watched us the whole time?"
I slowly sat up, propping my pillow against the headboard so I could recline against it. My level of calm surprised me, so I knew it had to be utterly bewildering to my wife. "Oh, believe me," I said, "when I found out you were cheating, I wanted to tear that bastard apart. I went out there tonight with every intention of doing so. And then I planned on leaving you."
Alma began to weep. Tears spilled down her cheeks and dotted the sheet. "Sam, please," she choked, "I'm so sorry!"
I tilted my head. "You sure didn't seem sorry when you were riding his dick earlier." She cupped a hand over her mouth to muffle a cry. Beneath the blush invading her face, her skin was ashen. To her credit, she didn't try to make excuses but simply waited for me to go on. "You say you love me."
"I do love you," she insisted.
I ran a hand through my hair, fighting back exasperation. "So why are you cheating on me, Alma?"
Her stare darted around the room, and I got the feeling she wished she could bolt. She finally took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Wyatt made me feel desirable again," she said. "At first, I said no. I told him I'm married. But he was so persistent, like he'd do anything to have me."
I had to bite back some cruel words then, for it didn't appear that Wyatt needed to do much at all to have my wife. But I didn't want our conversation to devolve into insults and accusations. And while I was still wrestling with my wounded pride, I also had to face up to my own desires. "Do you love him?" I asked quietly.
Alma vehemently shook her head. "It's just sex, Sam. We don't go out to dinner or for romantic walks. We just... fuck." She reached for my hand, and I let her take it. "You and I have been together a long time. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but I'd understand if you were tempted to sleep with another woman."
"I've never been tempted to do that. I always had everything I wanted with you, Alma."
Her face crumpled, and she released a sob. "I'm so sorry I hurt you."
I looked away, fighting my own tears. "While I was watching you tonight," I began, but my voice broke, and I had to clear my throat. "I was struck by how happy you were. It was like I was looking back in time, seeing you as you were fifteen years ago. I couldn't believe the change that man brought out in you."
"Sam," Alma said. I held up a hand to stop her. Our eyes locked, and her frame grew rigid with anxiety as she waited for me to continue.
"I loved seeing you so free," I confessed. "I loved watching you come."
Alma shook her head. "I don't understand..."
No more lies, I'd told her. I knew I had to honor that as well. "I took out my cock, and I jerked off while standing right outside his house." My wife stared at me like I was a stranger. "It doesn't make sense to me, either," I said. "And while part of me is disgusted by it, I can't deny how excited I was, watching you with Wyatt. When you came back here tonight, I had to have you. It drove me wild knowing you'd been with him, and yet I'm the one you come home to at the end of the day."
Now it was Alma's turn to look away. Her hair shielded her face so I couldn't make out her expression. "I have no idea what to say," she whispered.
"Well, I've had a little time to think it over, and the way I see it, you have a few choices." Alma's head snapped up. "You can stop seeing the man altogether--"
"I'm willing to do that, I promise!"
"Or," I continued, "you can keep fucking him, but only when I'm present."
Alma's mouth dropped open, her stare growing stricken. "Why would you want to watch me fuck him, Sam?"
I had to laugh at the absurdity of it. "Hell if I know. Maybe I'm crazy, Alma, because it got me hard as fuck tonight." Sitting up, I tenderly brushed her hair back from her face. "So I'm giving you the chance to explore that side of yourself with Wyatt. A side you haven't felt free to share with me for a long time. But I want to be a part of it. I won't join in," I hurried to add. "I'll just watch." Simply talking about it was arousing me. Alma's eyes widened at the sight of my stirring cock. "But if either you or Wyatt decide you don't want to do that, and I find out you're seeing him behind my back, you and I are fucking through."
"I will never lie to you again," she swore. Her gaze drifted back to my growing erection. "It really excites you that much? To see me with him?"
"It does," I admitted.
My wife didn't speak for a long moment. Then she leaned forward and planted a kiss on the head of my cock. "I'll talk to Wyatt," she said.
*****
He came over the following evening. Watching the man from the window, I thought he looked a little skittish, like he expected an ambush. He must have come straight from his office, for he still wore a nice suit. Since the October day was mild, I had on jeans and a T-shirt. Alma had changed into a modest blue dress that showed none of her gorgeous cleavage. She'd made dinner, though I imagined it was surreal for her to prepare a meal for her husband and her lover to share.
When Wyatt knocked on the door, Alma hurried to answer it. Her smile was strained as she let him in. He looked over at me and started to extend his hand, then thought better of it. Instead, he offered a quiet hello. I simply nodded in reply. "Dinner's ready," Alma told us, smoothing out nonexistent wrinkles in her dress. She was fidgety, her stare darting from me to Wyatt.
A few minutes later, the three of us sat at the table. "Thank you for inviting me over," Wyatt said.
I took a sip of the wine Alma had poured. I'd have preferred a beer, but I was hoping the Cabernet would take the edge off. Wyatt quickly reached for his glass as well. "You know," I said to him, "part of me still wants to beat the shit out of you." I heard Alma gasp, and Wyatt tensed, as if waiting for me to pounce. "But I can't deny how happy you make my wife."
Wyatt dared to give Alma a tender glance before returning his attention to me. "I just want you to know, I'm the one who pursued her."
"Oh, I don't doubt it," I replied, my words tinged with bitterness.
"But she made it clear from the very beginning that she could never love anyone but you, Sam." Wyatt flashed a sheepish smile. "I once made the mistake of telling Alma I thought I might be falling for her. She wouldn't talk to me for a week after that. I had to promise I'd never say anything like that again." My eyes met Alma's. She looked so vulnerable, and I realized she was aching for me to believe what Wyatt said. "When Alma told me you'll allow us to keep... seeing each other as long as you can watch," Wyatt continued, "I didn't know what to think. I'm not sure how I feel about it, to be honest, but if that's what I have to do to keep her in my life, then I'm willing to give it a try."
I wanted to throw out some smartass remark about how gracious that was of him, but I managed to hold my tongue. If this was going to work between the three of us, I had to be civil to this man. A silence descended over the table as we ate. Alma tried to fill it with small talk, but the tension only grew. I realized if I didn't do something to ease it, the evening would be miserable for everyone. We were almost finished with the meal when I looked at Wyatt and said, "Kiss my wife." The man froze, then glanced at Alma to see her reaction, but she was staring at me. "Go on," I urged her gently. "Sit on his lap."
Alma climbed to her feet, and as she took the few steps that would place her before Wyatt, I noticed her trembling. Yet when he pushed his chair back from the table, she slid onto his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. They both looked at me again, still unsure. I nodded my approval. Their kiss started out tentative, nothing like what I'd seen at Wyatt's house. But as they relaxed, I saw their tongues meet between their parted lips. Alma's cheeks flushed, the way they did when she grew excited. Wyatt wove his fingers through her hair, a moan escaping his throat as the kiss grew more passionate.
I realized I was shaking, too. Not from anger, but from my own excitement. I was already growing hard. When Wyatt and Alma broke the kiss, they were breathing a little faster. I smiled, letting them know I was pleased. "Let's go to the bedroom," I said in a husky voice. Neither of them hesitated this time.
In our room, Alma turned on the bedside lamp, then set about unbuttoning Wyatt's shirt. Her smile was almost shy as she looked up at him, though I knew she'd done this on many occasions. They shared another kiss before Wyatt helped Alma out of her dress. My cock was hard and aching at the sight of my wife in her sheer black bra and panties. When our eyes met, she started toward me. "Don't you want to kiss me, Sam?" she whispered.
I only caressed her cheek and said, "Later. After he's gone."
Alma nodded, albeit a little reluctantly, before returning to her lover. He'd stripped down to his boxer briefs, and a single glance let me know he was aroused as well. As Alma drew back the covers on the bed, I took off my shirt and tossed it aside. I thought about keeping on my jeans and underwear, then decided there was no use in being shy when I was about to watch another man fuck my wife. Once I'd stripped naked, revealing my erection, Wyatt did the same. Alma circled her fingers around his cock, making him moan. She was growing bolder by the minute, I realized. And that was just how I wanted her.
As the two of them climbed onto the bed, I took a bottle of lube from the drawer. Then I pulled a chair close to the bedside and sat down. It was all I could do not to jerk my cock when Alma removed her bra, being extra slow about it to tease me and Wyatt. Her lover released a hungry growl, then nibbled at her neck, making her giggle. Her eyes locked with mine while his mouth moved lower. I smiled and gave my lubed dick a stroke. Alma licked her lips, clearly enjoying the sight of me masturbating.