“Anna, oh Anna,” I heard my mother whispering. “She’s awake,” she said louder.
When I tried to turn my head toward her voice, she told me not to move. I felt pain all over my body as an image flashed of Jeremy above me angry and the feeling of cold air on my skin. ‘What was that? When was that?’ I asked myself. I cringed and immediately felt more pain in my body. ‘What happened to me?’
“You’re safe, Anna. Lay still,” my mother said.
‘Safe from what and from whom?’ I wanted to ask, but I could not get my mouth to work.
It took several hours and many scattered images of Jeremy and the feeling of him taking my clothes off before I had a better picture of what was happening. My mother explained some things and a conversation with a police detective filled in the blanks.
From what I could piece together, Jeremy had tried to take me from the sidewalk after I talked to Tracy. Jeff was the one yelling. He must have been watching for me before he saw Jeremy and I talking. I do not remember talking to Jeremy much less, why I was talking to him. When Jeremy hit me, he carried me to his car and left before Jeff could reach us. Jeff called the police and before they came, he had pulled Jeremy’s address out of my mother.
Jeff raced to the house and found me naked on Jeremy’s bed with him half dressed. Jeff beat Jeremy unconscious before the police stopped him. Knowing Jeremy was in the same hospital made me uneasy, but I was never alone. It surprised me that Jeff was not in jail for assault, but I was glad that he was here with me.
“Mom can I, please, talk to Jeff alone?” I asked when things calmed down.
“Sure, I’ll be right outside,” she said as she kissed my cheek.
I watched her leave and Jeff took her place at my side and held my hand. His touch made me feel better than I had in hours, but his expression made me pause. He looked scared, worried, concerned, and happy all jumbled together. As I stared at him, he smiled and I could see the trails of dried tears down his cheeks.
“Thank you,” I said finally crying. “Thank you.”
“Don’t cry sweetheart, please,” he said brushing the tears from my eyes.
“Are you in trouble for beating up Jeremy?” I asked through my tears and sniffles.
He shook his head, “No, but he is. If they let him out of here and I find him I will be in trouble.”
He leaned in and kissed me quickly before we talked a little about what he remembered. Hearing him tell me how worried he felt driving to Jeremy’s house and if I would be there made my heart ache.
“I was so worried that I would not get there in time,” he said kissing my cheek.
“I’m glad you go there in time. Thank you,” I said through tears, sniffles and a hoarse voice.
As my mother walked back into the room I was glad to have one kiss. She did not try to take her spot back, but seemed to see that we had a connection. I was glad she did not ask.
After two days in the hospital, I could finally go home. Jeff was at my house when we got home, it seemed that my mother thought that he should be there for a family dinner. I was not going to complain, I wanted him there. Hell, I wanted him with me every hour of every day.
Jeff sat next to me and we managed to touch for most of the meal. Either I had my hand on his leg or he had his on mine. It felt nice to feel his touch again and I wanted to have more of it. Jeff was not only my neighbor, not only the man I wanted, but he was now my knight in shining armor.
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It would be several months before the opportunity to be alone arose, but we had managed to sneak away a few times to hold each other and kiss. Over those months, we still met most nights, but as Jeremy’s trial approached things became more complicated for Jeff, but better for me.
Celeste left Jeff and his son, Carson, one night and never returned to live in the house. She started divorce proceedings and gave up custody. When Jeff took an evening job, he asked if I would watch his son. I agreed and it gave us an opportunity for alone time when he got home. My parents felt comfortable with me spending time with Jeff so they never asked why I was always at his house even after he was home from work.
A few days before Jeremy’s trial, I asked if I could stay at Tracy’s after watching Carson that coming Friday night. I told my parents I was going to watch Carson until Jeff got off work and then walk to Tracy’s house to spend the night. My mother did not want me to walk the half block alone at night, but I told her that I had talked to Jeff and he would watch and make sure I was safely there. She relented and agreed not knowing that I was not leaving Jeff’s house.
This night was important in so many ways. Jeff’s divorce finalized earlier in the week and I had just turned another year and was now seventeen. Jeff and I had talked about making things official when I turned eighteen and maybe waiting until then to have sex. I did not want to wait and neither did he. The day his divorce was final, we talked about celebrating and came up with this Friday night idea.
After putting Carson to bed, I took a quick shower and then I checked on Carson. I stood in his doorway and wondered how Celeste could leave him. The little guy had stolen my heart just as much as his daddy did; I loved them both. After taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly I started to get the rest of the night ready.
I changed into a flowing, knee length, cloth skirt and a white button down shirt. With the help of Tracy, I bought a sexy bra and panties just for this occasion. Therefore, by the time Jeff got home, I had a small dinner ready for him and I was beyond ready to finish what Jeremy had interrupted.
Jeff greeted me as he always did with a passionate kiss and little squeeze of my butt. We ate dinner and talked about his day before I started to put the dishes in the dishwasher.
Jeff came up behind me and hugged me as he kissed my neck. I bent down to put the last dish in and he swatted my bottom making me yelp. As I stood and turned to him, he scooped me up and carried me down the hall. We stared into each other’s eyes and knew what was about to happen.
As he laid me on the bed, I bit my bottom lip. ‘This was finally gonna happen,’ I told myself as he crawled onto the bed and lay beside me.
“I love you Anna,” he said as he kissed me.
“I love you too,” I said back in between kisses.
“Are you sure you don’t want to wait?” he asked as he kissed my neck.
I shuddered under his kisses, but managed to say, “No.”
“Then you shall have what you want, sweetheart,” he whispered making my toes curl.
Jeff kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear as he unbuttoned my shirt. I ran my fingers through this hair and concentrated on my breathing and heart rate. When he had my shirt unbuttoned, I felt one side fall away as his hand feathered its way up my skin. As he started caressing my breast, I moaned.
Jeff kissed me as he rolled me over on top of him. My skirt bunched up as I straddled him and he pushed my shirt down my arms before tossing it to the floor. As he unhooked my bra and let it fall away from my breasts I ground into him feeling him hardening. When he slipped off my bra and let it join my shirt, I expected him to roll me back over.
Instead of rolling me over, he pulled me higher and sat up to kiss my breasts. He left no inch untouched, but for my nipples that had grown in size and hardened. Jeff left my nipples for last and tried to devour them. I let out stammered moans with shuddered breaths as my head fell back and I arched my breasts toward him. His grip on my hips was all that kept me from falling backwards.
I leaned in to kiss him and he pulled the back zipper of my skirt down and flipped me onto my back. His lips stayed on mine, but as he pulled them away, I slowly opened my eyes to his smile. I smiled back and watched as he kissed down my breasts making me arch my back, not from orgasm, but from pure unadulterated lust.
As he kissed over my belly, he slipped my skirt over my hips and down my legs. Nervousness penetrated my mind as I became the most naked I had ever been with him. He had seen me naked, but that was just before he almost killed Jeremy. Jeff had put his hands up my skirt or my shirt when we would make out, but we had not tried to have sex since that day with Jeremy. Now I had only one piece of clothing left and that was not covering much.
He slipped off the end of the bed taking my skirt with him and pulled his shirt over his head. I had seen him in shorts and no shirt before, but never the whole show. He slowly unbuttoned his pants and smiled as I bit my lip.
“Do you want to see more?” he asked teasingly.
I nodded my head rapidly and opened my eyes wide. I did not want to miss a moment as he slowly slipped his pants down and was not as dressed as I was.
“Do you want to see all of it?” he again asked teasingly as he rubbed his visibly hard penis.
Again, I nodded rapidly, bit my bottom lip, and opened my eyes wide. As he looped his thumbs in this waistband, my heart raced and my eyes remained glued to his underwear he inched them down then stopped.
“Are you positive, sweetheart?” he asked teasing me further.
“Yes, please,” I groaned.
“Okay,” he said as he pulled them down in a flash.
He was so fast that I did not see anything, but his back until he started to stand. At first glimpse, I had confirmation that he was bigger than Jeremy was. I was not surprised since I had slipping my hand down his pants a few weeks ago and was almost certain that he was bigger.
I stared for what seemed like ages as he started to take long strokes with his hand up and down his shaft. When I started to see beads of cum form on his tip, I knew he was enjoying me watching him. With the anticipation rising I realized I was wetter than I have ever been.
“You are beautiful, Anna, and I could stare at you for hours,” he said bring my eyes to his face.
I smiled and felt the blush rise in my cheeks as my belly felt like it was on fire too. I bit my bottom lip and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.
“Come here, please,” I said almost begging.
Jeff smiled as he knelt on the end of the bed and separated my legs. He ran the tips of his fingers up my calves, over my knees, and along my thighs. The memory of our first attempt flashed before my eyes and I stopped it just before things when haywire and closed my eyes. I took a deep breath to calm myself, but I must have changed my expression because Jeff stopped just short of my panties.
“Why did you stop?” I asked opening my eyes to looking at him.
“You looked scared. Are you okay?” he asked looking concerned.
“Yes, I was just remembering our first attempt and had to stop the memory before… well, you know,” I said calming my tension.
He kissed my belly just above my panties, looked up my body at me, and said, “We can stop if you want?”
I shook my head and cleared my mind of bad thoughts. I started to tell him no, but he stopped my voice as he started to pull my panties down. He stopped suddenly and I told him to keep going.
As he bared me and I was now fully naked for the first time with him, I felt extremely nervous and hesitant. We were even now and I felt the nervous anticipation I felt every time we made out, only this time it was tenfold.
Jeff leaned in between my legs and took a deep breath before he licked me from bottom to top. I shivered remembering how it felt to have Jeremy between my legs. When I shuddered at the memory, I managed to hide my fear of thinking about him with a smile. Jeff did not seem to see my fear this time and began slowly licking every inch of me. I stayed in the moment with Jeff by concentrating on watching him.
I felt the buildup of heat he produced when he would get his hands up my skirt or down my pants, only this time it was more of a gradual buildup. When I started to arch my back and push his tongue closer to my opening, he slipped it inside and I was over the edge. He expertly coaxed me along the edge and let me fall several times before he sucked my nub into his mouth and let me free fall.
As I came back to myself from the most intense orgasm of my life, Jeff was kissing up my body. When I felt him hard against my stomach, I knew that it was going to happen and I felt surprisingly calm.
“Are you ready, sweetheart?” Jeff whispered into my ear.
“Yes,” I replied with all the breath I had left.
He rubbed along my slit before slowly applying pressure to my opening. I held my breath as he pushed inside very slowly.
“Oh, God, Anna,” Jeff stammered as I felt his head enter me.
He carefully guided himself inside until I felt him hit my barrier. I gasped and he pushed up so he was above me. He leaned in and kissed me as he broke through my barrier.
I screamed into his mouth as the searing pain over took me. Tears streamed from my eyes as Jeff stilled himself inside me and kept his lips to mine. Slowly the pain subsided and I started to kiss him. With my lips moving, he began pushing in deeper and I felt the need to have all of him.
I pushed my hips up to meet him and as he found the deepest part of me, I shivered and breathed in short pants. Jeff pulled his lips from mine and stared down at me.
“I love you, Anna,” he said.
“I love you,” I mustered, finding I still had a voice.
Jeff and I made slow love until we were both spent and I felt the most intense orgasm and the rush of his release. As I curled up in his arms, he caressed my stomach. He asked if it was worth all the trouble and wait only to hear me tell him ‘Hell, yes and I want more.’
“I think we should wait a few minutes and maybe clean up a little,” he said as he kissed my shoulder.
Jeff got up from the bed and offered me his hand. I took it and as I tried to stand, I felt my legs sore and other parts sorer. I grimaced and Jeff, basically, said, ‘I told you so.’
He led me to the bathroom and drew a bath for me saying, “This will make you feel better.”
The bath sounded good, but I wanted him more. I sighed and watched him. As I stepped into the bath, I noticed the blood trailing down my leg. I asked for some toilet paper and Jeff obliged. I rubbed away the blood and tossed the paper in the trash. When I was fully in the bath, it did feel nice and my body relaxed.
“Relax and I’ll be back in a minute,” Jeff said as he turned to walk away.
I closed my eyes and sank down in the warm water. I relaxed for a few minutes before opening my eyes and reaching for a cloth. I cleaned up a little and tried not to look at the slight red tinge on the cloth. I knew I would bleed, but I did not expect this much or the pain to be so great. As I thought about it more I smiled knowing that I was no longer a virgin and that Jeff and I could explore more of his fantasies and mine.
I was still smiling when Jeff returned with a glass of water. He was still naked and I could see that he liked seeing me in the tub.
“What are you smiling about?” he asked with his own grin.
“I was thinking about what just happened and how we can explore our fantasies now,” I said grinning even more.
“Oh and where would you like to start?”
“How about you join me,” I said.
“If there were more room I would, but I think we had better stick to the bedroom for now,” he said offering me his hand.
He helped me up and out of the tub. When he would not hand me a towel and insisted on drying me himself I leered at him, but finally relented. He smiled and took full advantage of drying every inch of my body.
I tried to get him to make love to me there, but he managed to convince me that the bedroom would be more comfortable. As we made our way down the hall, I could see him ready for more and I wondered if he was second guessing or just being resistant.
As I entered the bedroom, I saw he had changed the sheets and picked up our clothes. I frowned wondering how big a mess had to clean up. Before I had the chance to ask, Jeff pulled me in tight and kissed me.
When we finally made it to the bed Jeff held me to him and molded to my back. He kissed my neck and cupped my breast as I tickled his arm hair. It felt so comforting and natural to snuggle up with him.
As I pushed my bottom toward him and felt him hardening I said, “It seems you are ready for another round.”
He nestled in my neck and said, “I am, but you will be sore and I don’t want to hurt you. You should rest.”
“I don’t want to rest,” I said quietly. “I want you.”
Jeff sighed as I rubbed up against him. To make my point I moved away and rolled onto my back. As I looked up at him, he smiled and shook his head. I grinned and nodded.
Almost as if he could not help himself, he began caressing my breast. His touch was all I wanted before and now that we had cross that line, I wanted what was on the other side. With the hand pinned between us, I moved so I could stroke him.
When my hand touched him, he groaned. I had only done this a few times so it was a matter of watching his reactions to know if I was doing it right. As I watched him, he lowered down and began to kiss my breast breaking my concentration.
He devoured my breast and lightly bit my nipple. I inhaled deeply and as he pulled his head back with my nipple still locked in his teeth I felt not only a little pain, but increased pleasure.
I was so focused on his mouth and my breast I did not feel him lowering his hand. When I felt him tickling my swelling lips my eyes fluttered closed. With my eyes closed, I focused on the sensations his finger and mouth were mixing inside me. I thought I wanted him inside me again, but this feeling was so incredible I could forgo the actual sex and lose myself to only his touch.
Jeff danced his fingers around my lips slowly before parting them. He traced the line from bottom to top before rolling my nub between his fingers. My hips began to move and my breathing became shallow. I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelids were too heavy to move. As I felt something jump in my hand, I remembered that I had him in my hand.
Dropping my concentration on his touch, I tried to stroke him as he was I, but multitasking is not my strong suit. As my hand moved up and down him, he moaned against my breast sending vibration along my skin. I convulsed slightly and squeezed him. He must have enjoyed the squeeze because he slid farther into my hand.
“Squeeze with your thumb and pointer finger, increase the pressure as you move up to the head,” he whispered. “Like this,” he said as he put his hand over mine and showed me what to do. “Now let go a little and do the same going down to my base.