My name's Aurora. At the time my story takes place I was an eighteen-year-old girl who looked about sixteen. I was naive and as fresh and pure as the first snowfall in September. Don't jump to conclusions about me; I grew up on a horse ranch outside of Gerlach, Nevada, and by this age, I could break a mustang, shoot a coyote in the heart from two-hundred yards, or make you a three-course meal from scratch if I wanted to.
My parents were strict. I was never allowed to go to Burning Man, but the stories and some of my friend's experiences, along with the incredibly sexy sparkling bodies and outrageous artwork and people that would come through our town every summer were enough to have me fantasizing poetic at a young age. I was brimming in wonder and excitement at the future all summer long when I got accepted by a prestigious university in Boston.
The very day I arrived at school I had an experience that changed me from the young wildflower described above, into a hyper-sexualized submissive nymphomaniac. It happened within a few hours of my mom, dad, and two over-protective older brothers kissing me goodbye and telling me to behave and be careful, both of which I had every intention of doing. They all had tears in their eyes and I did too. After they left, I felt scared, but excited, and had decided to take things slowly and one by one as circumstances arose. The young men of Sigma Epsilon Xi had distinctly separate plans for the teeny rosebud from the high desert.
As I started to unpack my things, a knock on my dorm room door startled me, as I knew my roommate wasn’t due until tomorrow.
“HI! I’m Cliff. Wow, aren’t you pretty! Are you ready for orientation?” He was about six feet tall, muscular, clean-cut, very well dressed, and very handsome. Let’s just say he was a welcome sight compared to the cowboys and low-life I’d grown up around.
“Thanks! Aurora. And yes!” I could tell my handshake was firmer than he expected from a five foot four inch, one hundred and ten-pound teenage girl. There was absolutely no reason I wouldn’t have thought he wasn’t really an orientation volunteer. I locked my door, proud of myself for remembering to do it now that I was in Boston, not a town with the same population as the closest department store anymore.
While walking, he introduced me to his friends, who at this point I assumed were other incoming freshmen. All of them being male didn’t upset me at all, each one was as handsome and friendly as the next. Not a single one had heard of my hometown, but each one seemed excited to learn I was a cowgirl, and almost all of them complimented my looks and asked if I had brought any other cowgirls with me.
“Nope. I'm all alone, just a desert owl lost in a city of lights,” I remember saying, or something equally as vulnerable sounding. Within maybe forty minutes Cliff had walked us by several buildings, rattling off their names and purposes, but I was too busy soaking up the five other boys attention to pay any.
At some point, he said, “Ok, I can see everyone’s more interested in Aurora than in learning about their new home, and I don’t blame you guys. Why don’t we hit the square and get some drinks, it’s after all where you will be spending a lot of time over the next four years, so an equally important part of your orientation.” Everyone laughed. “Don’t worry about ID kids, the bartender is my roommate.” Everyone got giddy and before we even got to the bar each handsome young man had offered to buy me a drink. In my head, I remember wondering at the time which one was gonna be the lucky one to end up in my dorm room helping me set up my stereo and make my bed.
It was only three or four drinks in when I started to wonder why all eyes and compliments were still coming my way. There was plenty of hot girls, some even coming right up and initiating conversations with a lot of my brand new classmates. For the most part, they were largely ignored, and I kept getting whispers and heavily flirtatious compliments from every single stud, including the upperclassman. They were saying things like, `Don’t leave without giving me your number’ - ‘You’re the hottest girl here,’ and ‘Boston needs more high desert princesses.' Flattery was getting them all considerably further than nowhere, as the shots and beer continue to flow.
All drinks were either paid for by them, or on the house. The time between about now in the story and when the videotape I’ve since been allowed to watch starts gets slightly foggy, but it consisted of more drinking, and they all helping me get back to my dorm room. We also met up with a few more brothers on the way. I was very much still in full control of my actions and aware of my surroundings.
From here on, the memories are recounted with the help of my boyfriend, who was a part of it. A video was shot by one of them with the intention of proving it was consensual, to cover themselves in the event I took some kind of action against them. I do remember all of it, but for whatever reason, I felt far less inhibited then my normal goodie-goodie self. I blame the culture shock, and the good looks of these guys, if you want to know the truth.
Once back to the room, all the boys helped me unpack, so that happened rather quickly. That’s when "truth-or-dare" started. Now, at the beginning of the video, you only see me. I’m just sitting in a chair, legs crossed, looking nervous. At no time did I make a move for the door. A large guy was standing in front of it, but in retrospect, he surely would have let me out, especially as events being recorded. I never answered any of the questions negatively either.
I don’t know if it was because it was in my room that part of me felt what was going to happen was inevitable, if I was so erotically charged that I wanted it to happen, or if the questioner was a psych student who knew exactly what to say. Most likely the answer is that all three are correct. But I relive the story in my head almost daily, like I am about to do here, and become outrageously aroused every single time.
“Thomas, truth or dare?” Cliff asked.
“Dare.”
“Take your pants off, and put this mask on.” It was a devil mask, red with horns, a plastic one you would find at a Halloween store for five bucks.
“Aurora, truth or dare?”
“Um, Truth, duh.”
"Are you having fun?"
“Yes.”
“Michael, truth or dare?”
Michael answered dare. In fact, they all did, and between each one being dared to do the same thing Tom had, I was asked more “Truths”. Was I a virgin? No. Did I enjoy sex? Yes. Was I looking forward to having lots of sex at school? Yes, depending on the boys, obviously. Had I ever been with a girl? Once. You get the idea of the types of questions.
After each of the young men all had masks on and no pants, the first dare was for Tom to start masturbating. At this point you could see I was fidgety and my blue eyes were darting around the room rapidly, trying to hide what I knew was a huge amount of arousal. They all laughed and the dared one complied, his penis rock hard before he even poked it thru the hole in his boxers. As a matter of fact, I could tell almost all of them were.