I was going to call Cait back right away, but first I read the texts she had sent, and the first one said, 'Did she say anything?' with a blushing face, and the next one just said, 'What happened?'

Then it was, 'Calling, want to talk. You okay?' and then, 'Call me pls,' and after that, 'Why won't you answer?'

The next message was longer.
'You're kinda freaking me out. Something wrong? Pls call. Did mom say something? Are you angry with me??' and then it was 'Baby please! I'm sorry! Whatever I did I'm so sorry! I love you pleeeeease call me!'

And then, 'Did mom tell you not to talk to me?? She did, didn't she? Baby, you don't have to listen to her. I don't care what she says, I only care about us! Please don't do this. I love you!'

And I felt so bad, and I had a lump in my throat, and then I read her last text and I went all cold on the inside because it said, 'Mom isn't home yet but when she is I'm telling her everything. Everything we did. I'm telling dad too. Then I'm coming to stay with you.'

I panicked, and I pushed the call button, but it went straight to voice mail, so I tried again, but the same thing happened, and then I ran out of my room, down the stairs, and I shouted, “Mom!” and she was in the kitchen, and I said, “Mom, I need to borrow the car.”

She got this really worried look on her face, and she said, “What's going on?” and I said, “Nothing mom, can I borrow your car?”

“Yes, of course,,” she said.

I was in the car, and I had turned the key and started it when Cait called, and my phone was in the passenger seat, and I pushed the button before I picked it up, and I said “Cait?”

“Hey babe, I'm so sorry,” she said.

“What?”

“I'm sorry I freaked out like that. You must think I'm a real crybaby,” and I said, “No, I…” and she said, “I just called mom and she told me what happened. So, I'm really sorry. All that stuff I wrote. I just got all kinds of crazy ideas in my head when you didn't pick up, you know?”

“It's okay,” I said, but she just kept talking like she didn't hear me.

“And when she caught us like that. I almost died. But I think she knew already, don't you?”

“Yeah, I think so too,” I said. “Hey, so, what did she say?” and Cait said, “Hm?”

“About what happened. With us. Me and her.”

“That you went out for a burger," she said. "And you lost your phone. And you had to go back and find it. That is what happened, isn't it?”

“Uhm, yeah.”

“Isn't... it?” she said real slowly and suspiciously, and I said, “No, I mean yes, of course it is. I was just, you know…,”

“I mean, 'cause your last text kinda freaked me out,” I said, and she laughed a little embarrassed, and said, “Oh yeah, that. Look, I'm just dumb, okay. So I'm sorry. And it'd be really awesome if you just deleted all those texts,” and now I laughed, and it wasn't all false, and I said, “No way, I'm saving them for our first marital dispute,” and Cait laughed more and said, “I can live with that.”

So I turned off the engine, and still talking with Cait I went back inside. Mom looked at me like real quizzical, but then I think she understood who I was talking to, and she smiled and gave me the okay sign with her fingers, and I just rolled my eyes at her and went back up to my room.

I lay down on my bed, and Cait and I talked a little more, and then I tried to sleep.

But I was just tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, so I called Lucy, even though it was way after midnight, and it rang for a long time, but I never thought about hanging up, I just let it ring and ring and then finally she answered, and her voice was thick and hoarse, and she said, “Hello?”

“Hey, it's me," I said. “Did I wake you up?”

“Uhh, yeah," she said. "But that's okay,” and I said, “Can we talk?” and she said, “Sure,” and we talked for a while, about nothing really, or I talked mostly, I guess.

I asked her something, I don't remember what it was, but she didn't answer, so I said, “You there?” and she didn't answer, but I could hear her breathing through her nose, and I realized she had fallen asleep.

I closed my eyes and just lay there listening to her.
The sound of her was hypnotizing, and I masturbated with Lucy's breathing in my ear, and I hung up only after I had come, and I felt really bad about it and so I sent her a text.
Just 'Sorry', and in the morning she answered with just a winking face, and I figured she thought I said sorry for waking her up and that's what I wanted her to think, but I felt better for apologizing anyway.

That day was a Saturday, and in the evening I went to a party with Veronica.

It was with a bunch of her friends, and I didn't really know any of them very well, but it was my idea to go.
I had asked her if she was going to a party or something because I just really needed to have my mind somewhere else, and she said, “Always, darling,” and we asked Lucy to come too but she didn't want to go, and I was actually glad she didn't.

At the party I didn't drink much, but I had fun anyway. I danced with a couple of guys, but when they started touching me and stuff, I pushed them and walked away.

And then I couldn't find Veronica, so I walked around looking for her, and I asked one of her friends if she knew where she was, and she just pointed at a door while she guzzled a bottle of beer.
I went over and opened the door, and it was just a tiny room and Veronica was inside, on her knees in front of some guy and she was sucking his dick, and she looked at me with his dick in her mouth and I closed the door just a little so I didn't have to see, and I said, “Uhm, can you come out for a sec?” and she did straightaway.

I heard the guy say, “Where the fuck are you going?” but Veronica just flipped him off.

We went to the bathroom together, and I sat down to pee, and she rummaged through the mirror cabinet and found a bottle of mouthwash and rinsed her mouth for a long time.

“That bad, huh?” I said.

She looked at me, raised her eyebrows and rolled her eyes, and then she spat the mouthwash out in the sink and wiped her mouth.

“Not at all," she said. "But it wouldn't be fair to the next guy.”

I laughed, and she sat down on the edge of the bathtub and said, “Or girl.”

I wiped and got up and washed my hands, and she stood up behind me and put her arms around my waist and kissed my neck, and I grabbed her hair and turned my head and kissed her, and then she turned me all the way around and we kissed more, and she got down on her knees and lifted my skirt up, and it was a midi and she crawled under it.

I felt her kissing my pussy outside my panties, and I rested my hands on the sink behind me, and then she pulled my panties to the side and licked me, and I moaned, and then two girls walked in.
Or more like they fell in, laughing and talking loudly, and then they saw us.

“Oops, sorry,” one of them said, and the other girl just pulled her pants and panties down and sat down on the toilet, and the first girl said, “Who's your friend under there?”

But then I think she recognized Veronica's shoes or something, because she said, “Oh, it's Roni! Hey, Roni,” and Veronica lifted my skirt away from herself and looked at her.

“A little privacy, please?” she said.

“Yeah, right," the girl said. "You should've locked the door then,” and then she locked the door and leaned against it and lit a cigarette.

“Pretend we're not here,” she said, and Veronica looked up at me, and I just wanted her to get back to what she was doing so I just shrugged, and she got under my skirt again and licked me more, and the girl said, “Aww. We can't see anything like that,” and so I lifted my skirt up so they could see, and she said, “Oh, fuck yeah, that's so hot,” and she actually licked her lips.

I spread my legs a little so Veronica could reach all of it, and she held my panties to the side with one hand, and she put two fingers in me with the other hand while she licked my clit, and I looked at the girl again and she had her hand inside her pants.

Then after a while she took her shoes off, and her pants and her panties too, and she walked over to the girl on the toilet and put her right foot on the wall beside her, and the girl bent forward and put her face in her pussy.

The girl leaned towards me, and I leaned towards her, and we kissed even though I'd never met her before, and she tasted like vodka and smoke, and Veronica pulled her fingers out of my pussy and put her thumb inside instead, and she put one finger up my ass, and then she sucked on my clit until I came.

And when Veronica and I left the bathroom, the girl had put her cigarette out and gotten down on her knees in front of the girl on the toilet, who was spreading her legs as far as she could.

I went with Veronica to her place, because she lived alone in a small apartment, and I didn't go home until late in the afternoon the next day.