It wasn't a chance encounter, you and I.

you looked at me, wearing your stupid black tie

standing across the bar with a beer in hand

with 'fuck me' eyes and an obnoxious stand.

I looked at you from head to toe,

wondering if I should really go that low.

With a gulp of my drink

and not a second to blink

I went up and gave you a quick peck on the cheek

and at the end a nice passionate week.

We tossed and turned

fumbled and yearned

a suckle here 

a giggle there

Our bodies clashed in an endless fight

That ended with a wittle little neck bite

How could this be?

This ain't me!

Choking, bonding, biting is all I am now

He milked me like a damn farm cow.

Days on weeks we fucked

He even broke my code of conduct 

suckling my pearl with his teeth

He even fucked me from underneath

His amazing dick reached my very core

All I could say was "more, more, MORE!"

His hands squeezed my throat

as I could only say this, and I quote

"Harder, faster you dirty boy

I'm your dirty, fucking toy" 

Any position you can name

We did them all without shame

forward, backward, in the kitchen

It all became some sort of an addiction.

Then one day he kissed me differently

as his eyes gazed into mine intently

oh no, this isn't how it is supposed to go

but alas, my heart has suffered the blow.

My love for him grew and grew

But he had no stupid, fucking clue.

As I lay in bed and began to think

My eyes began to water and my heart began to sink

Friends with benefits is all for fun

until someone gets feelings and begins to run.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid!

why did you do this to me, Cupid?"

"What do I do? What do I say?

Please, just let these thoughts go away!"

I must tell him, he needs to know

I ain't just some old heartless hoe.

As we cuddled up in bed

I gently grasped his messy head.

"Do you love me?" I gently asked

suddenly his glowing face became a mask.

A gentle push away was all it takes

To make me understand I needed to put on the brakes

What do you do when someone you love

only knows how to push and shove?

You live your life and move on

because to love someone is a great phenomenon.