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Helen

First Time

Feathered frightened fingers on sweet porcelain,
Wishing for more skill than I possess,
Soft girl sighs, gentle moans I don't yet understand...
Trying so hard to deftly caress...

Underwear tumbles and tugs and falls,
Frantic fingering, (Is it supposed to be like this?)
Soft sweetness, enveloping...
The very scent of you is bliss...

Awkwardly moving to do this thing,
TERRIFIED, so scared
But ever so wanting...
You're not going to say no now...

Are you?

Grasping, fumbling, A Kite Without A String
I move inside you, A man now
But a man who don't know anything,
Wide big blue eyes on mine, trusting, hoping, thinking I know what I'm doing...

(I do the best I can, My Love, for I lied...)

You are my first ever girl...

And warm and wet and welcoming,
I did something right...
Moving slowly inside you,
Faster now as deep blue eyes glitter bright...

Your shudders and moans make it hard for me to concentrate.
A million emotions rock my world and I come and cry...
You look at me with big blue eyes...
"Was I alright?"

Your name was Helen Casey then.
I have no idea what your name is now.
October 11th, 1978, Dublin, Ireland...
Yesterday...

Years later I passed a pretty girl on a Christmas busy street.
I caught her eye.
And after walking on turned I around...
And it was you.

I remember I bowed.
You blew me kiss.
We did not speak.
And now I write this.

Thirty years later,
So many other girls,
All different, all saviours...
(May someone's God forgive me...)

I think of you every day,
Lost Girl...
Blue eyes... "Was I alright?"
You were, girl, you really were.....

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