I am lost without you...

Lost in the darkness,
I call out your name,
But I can not find you,
I shiver in fear.

The fear is polarizing,
Causing me to freeze,
Not knowing what to do,
Or where to turn.

I sit here crying,
Needing to be rescued,
Wanting your tender embrace,
To make me feel safe again.

I sit alone for hours,
As night turns into day,
And I realize I am still alone,
My fears are real.

My heart breaks.
As I lay my head on my pillow.
My thoughts are haunting,
Knowing things won't change.

Alone with my thoughts,
Alone with my dreams,
I think of what we had,
And what could have been.

I am lost without you...