There comes a time when things begin to fade.

Nothing is like you believed it would be in the beginning.

The paths you set for yourself have long been passed.

You have ended up somewhere you never would have chosen.

Age sixteen, your high school boyfriend knocks you up.

Your life changes, whether for the best or not, you aren’t sure.

You marry the man and raise the child. That is how it works.

Ten years later, you’re sitting there and you are lonely.

That high school love just doesn’t do it for you anymore.

His touch is cold, it no longer excites you.

His love is weak, it’s forced and yours is the same.

You look for something new, you know that it is wrong.

The internet shows you a world of make believe.

He makes you laugh, he makes you smile.

He makes you feel like the person you have never been before.

You are in love with this new person you have created.

But you turn off the computer and you turn off the light.

You slip into bed and become your old self for the rest of the night.

Tomorrow is brand new, once again its make believe.

Your skin is on fire, you imagine his touch.

His kisses aren’t there but you feel them on your lips.

You cum over and over again, melting into his words.

You are breathless and weak, your body is shakes.

But you turn off the computer and you turn off the light.

You slip into bed and become your old self for the night.

You have to be real and live the life that you have picked.

But at night, why not make believe, to give your life that kick.