We met on the first day of seventh grade in the girl’s washroom. She told me she liked my headband and asked me where it was from. I gave her the name of the store, a snobbish little girl look through the bathroom mirror, and walked out through the swinging door. Lauren Styles and I had been best friends even since. It was a friendship based on similar tastes, similar backgrounds, and rivalry.
Both natural blonds, when we turned 16 Lauren convinced me to dye my long, golden locks a dark brunette shade. People who had watched me grow up, my Daddy especially, were shocked. But my fair skin was not pale, I had colour in my cheeks and lips, and the dark hair did not look unnatural. My once blue irises now had gray in them and it added a depth to my eyes that had not been there before. I looked much older than I was, my body having developed at an accelerated rate compared to my mind.
In short, I looked like I had some dirty secrets and the problem was, I did not. I knew about the secret crushes of my best friend but other than that I was pure as snow. I was fresh 16 and looked as though I had already done deeds that had not even occurred to me and wouldn’t for years to come… or at least they shouldn’t have.
Miles lived in a nearby city where Lauren’s family had a retreat home that we would often take weekend getaways to, with Lauren’s parents of course. They met in the summer after tenth grade, while I was traveling overseas with my parents. Miles was a local and Lauren was a city girl spending the summer. He was older, she was innocent, it was in the heat of summer... I think it’s pretty obvious how these things happen.
When Miles and Lauren started dating I was jealous, for a lot of reasons. I was jealous that the girl I had grown up with was suddenly more sophisticated and experienced than I now that she had a boyfriend. I was jealous that she’d gotten there first. I was also jealous of Miles for taking my best friend, whom I used to spend all my time with, from me. No more weekends filled with shopping, sun tanning and sleepovers – Lauren would be with him.
But there was another type of jealousy, a jealousy I didn’t recognize. Not the territorial, “she’s my best friend not yours” I’d felt when we were preteens but instead an intense and overwhelming feeling of not wanting Miles to touch my sweet, beautiful blond best friend - or her body.
And Lauren was beautiful. Standing at 5’8" she was three inches taller than I, but weighed the same 120 pounds. Her breasts were only A cups, but they were proportionate with her slender frame and her full, round bum made up for any curves she was lacking. Her brown eyes were soft and although she had no especially alluring quality other than her flaxen hair, her delicate features were those of a classic beauty.
Unfortunately Lauren had convinced herself her infatuation was love and she was determined to give her virginity to this “Miles” character, despite my best efforts to dissuade her. None-the-less I was an important person in Lauren’s life, if not still the most important, and my best friend wanted me to meet the infamous Miles before they went through with the act. I was more than happy to oblige.
It was a weekend in September just after Lauren had gotten her drivers license. Her parents, assuming with the rest of the world that we were the nice and responsible young girls we appeared to be, let us drive alone to the cabin in Lauren’s new SUV, for a “girls weekend.”
He was already waiting on the porch when we pulled up. I kept my legs closed as I exited the passenger seat in my swirling olive-green miniskirt. I wouldn’t want to flash my best friend’s new boyfriend my panties, at least not yet.
“Baby,” Lauren squealed, her blond head bouncing over to the muscular, dark haired figure. After greeting him with a kiss she spun around, “This is Sybil.”
I watched Miles’ face tense as his eyes made their way past my exposed, golden legs and small waist, landing on my 34D breasts, barely confined in my flimsy, toffee coloured camisole. He wasn’t as handsome as Lauren seemed to think he was. But he had a casual air about him and a probing stare and sometimes that was enough, I thought, as I watched the boy take in the shorter and curvier dark haired figure of his girlfriend’s best friend.
“So nice to meet you,” I smiled sincerely, swaying my hips as I walked up the porch steps and extending a hand to Miles.
Feeling my soft, manicured hand in his, Miles swallowed, “You as well.”
“So, what do you think?” Lauren demanded as soon as Miles had left us alone to unpack, “Like, so sexy hey?” I smiled inwardly, it wasn’t just men who loved hearing how beautiful their prey was before devouring it. Even though Miles’ look was not’t my personal taste, I enjoyed the fact that other girls my age found him desirable, and in turn it fueled my desire for him.
“He’s cute,” I shrugged, “mind if I join you guys later?”
Lauren let out an adorable little giggle, “Sybil, you are so bad! I wouldn’t mind though actually…”
My ears perked up and I spun around from the vanity I had been applying lip gloss at, “Seriously?” I asked my best friend.
“No not seriously!” Lauren exclaimed, “You know how I feel about stuff like that. Anyways I’m gonna go see if Miles still wants to go to that bonfire later, you got everything you need babe?”
I nodded, watching Lauren’s flawless ass in her tight fitting yoga pants as she walked out of the room. Damn, I thought, for a second there I had let myself believe she might actually want me to join her and Miles. The forbidden idea excited me like nothing else.
I turned again to the vanity, taking in my sultry reflection. I reached for the strap of my camisole, pulling it down. That looked sexy, I thought, as I undid the zipper of my skirt.
I let the garment fall to the floor, never taking my eyes off my own reflection. So maybe Lauren wasn’t into the idea of me joining them, running my hands over my milky thighs, staring at how my pussy looked through my see-through lace underwear.
I bet Miles wouldn’t mind too much, I pulled the panties down, taking in the sight of my smooth, hairless pussy.
Mmm, why would he mind? I smiled at myself through the mirror while peeling off my camisole. I wasn’t wearing a bra – I didn’t need to.
My full tits bounced as I released them, their prominent nipples already hard from the thought of my best friend’s blond head next to my brunette one… kneeling at the feet of one lucky guy.
I did a little twirl in front of the mirror, loving the way I looked naked, taking a minute to appreciate the changes that were happening underneath my clothing.
I let my small hands take hold of my heavy breasts, tweaking the nipples between my fingertips. Gosh that felt good. I massaged my breasts with one hand, tracing tiny circles on my flat stomach with the other.
The circles lead my dainty fingertips to my now moistening slit. I watched in the mirror as my fingers parted my pussy crack, already slick with juices. One hand on my tits, the other headed for my clit, imagining Lauren, Miles and I…
“So babe Miles wants to leave in an hour," my best friend’s voice coming from the doorway of my room stopped my hand dead in its tracks. I watched through the mirror as Lauren registered what she saw.
Me standing in front of the three way mirror, naked, clearly groping my own tits and exploring my little cunt.
I could have sworn that her gaze lingered for just a few seconds longer than appropriate on my bald pussy… and then
“Oh my gosh Sybil! I am so sorry!” Lauren screamed, nearly hitting her head on the door frame in an attempt to escape the room faster.
“No, no I’m sorry Lauren!” I yelled back like an idiot, frantically reaching for the near by bed sheet and using it to shield my naked body, “It’s okay you can look, I’m covered.” Lauren’s embarrassed face turned around to look at me, her cheeks hot. “I’m sorry I was just putting on lotion,” I lied.
“Oh, uh, that’s okay,” Lauren avoided my gaze, “I just wanted to let you know we’re pre-drinking upstairs if you wanna join us.”
I did, want to join them.
To numb the awkwardness of our earlier encounter, Lauren and I quickly downed a bottle between us of wine from her parent’s cellar. Miles looked on delightedly at the underage rebellion that was rather uncharacteristic from both of us.
“So, Sybil,” he asked, “Why don’t you have a boyfriend?”
“Because Sybil’s too picky,” my drunk, white clad best friend answered for me, “Sybil gets hit on by everyone but no one is good enough for Sybil.”
As Lauren blabbered I watched Miles’ head turn to me and his gaze again fall on my cleavage.
“That’s not true,” I half heartedly protested, giving a little wink to Miles.
Miles put his hand on Lauren’s thigh, never taking his eyes off me. I felt jealousy run through me like a thunderbolt.
Later at the party, Lauren was drunk and unlike Lauren, I was not perpetually fascinated by the lame stories of every half-decent looking snowboarder we met, so I decided to part ways with my best friend for a while. Miles had deserted us long ago to do keg stands with his friends.
I decided to go and sit by the bonfire alone and drunkenly ponder, as I like to. Maybe it was because, selfishly, I somehow wanted to be apart of Lauren losing her virginity. Maybe it was because I was drunk, or maybe it was just because I really am a jealous bitch. Whatever the reason, when I saw Miles’ dark eyes staring at me from across the flickering fire, I decided to take advantage of it.
Slinking my way over to him, I really did not know how I was planning to act. This was nothing but a fraction of womanly confidence shining through the body of a girl.
“Wanna take a walk,” I gestured towards the dwindling fire, “Get some more wood?”
Miles was standing before I had finished my sentence and, not bothering to ask where Lauren was, began leading me into the dark forest. We made it about 50 feet away from the group before it became clear that we were not looking for firewood.
I felt Miles’ hands on me suddenly as he pushed me up against an especially large tree trunk.
“You’re gorgeous, you know that?” Miles breathed in my ear, his hand pulling one of my legs up around his waist.
“What about Lauren?” I purred, “Isn’t she gorgeous?” I felt his hand move farther up my skirt, having no apparent reservations at the mention of her name.
“Yeah, she is too,” he admitted “don’t get me wrong both of you are fucking hot but you’re just so…” I felt his hand move to my bare ass under my miniskirt, my tiny, pink thong doing nothing to cover its ripeness.
“So…?” I prompted, genuinely curious to have an older boy tell me exactly what he thought of me.
“So much of a tease,” Miles said sternly as his hand firmly squeezed my ass cheek and I felt his warm, hard mouth on my surprised lips. My intent had been to make Miles desire me, in an attempt to be included in the night’s fun, it had not been to steal him from Lauren.
Yet now that the muscular arms were around me, making me feel tiny in comparison, and my body was being roughly pressed against the solid wood of the tree, I was starting to see what Lauren saw in this guy. None of the awkward teenage boys I’d kissed before had attempted to push me up against anything, nor had I wanted their bony hands anywhere near my full ass. But this, this was different. This was new.
I felt my body immediately respond to Miles’ firm grasp, I kissed him back, not aggressively, but I did not push him away.