Medicine Hat, Alberta
June, 1978
Neil watched Stephanie leave the school with Joanne and Iris and as they walked down the steps and strolled toward the bus stop. He couldn’t help but feel horrible after what had happened. How could he have acted like such an idiot? He had never behaved in such a manner before this. What had ever possessed him to make such an erroneous mistake?
Earlier that day Stephanie had been pretty coy, but he was sure he had interpreted her signals correctly. What had gone wrong?
Neil and Stephanie had been friends since grade school. They had been that rare combination of buddies who had gone all the way through school together, played together, gone to each other’s parties, their families had even taken the odd vacation together. But there was never any question of a physical relationship. They were just best friends.
After they entered high school and had begun to mature and go through the inevitable personality changes, they had to some extent, drifted apart.
While Neil had grown into somewhat of a nerd who now was more interested in books and computers, Stephanie seemed more interested in fashion, friends and frivolous activities.
Nevertheless, Neil had noticed the physical changes in Stephanie to the point where she had suddenly became an object of desire.
Unfortunately for Neil, Stephanie had begun to hang around with a different and more adventuresome crowd. Lamentably, some of the adventures had met with disastrous results.
But Neil still held on to the belief that it was just a phase she was going through and that she would come around to her old fun loving self, once she got it out of her system. She would eventually realize her new friends were bad news.
The previous Saturday, they had gone to a movie together and as they arrived at her parent’s home, she turned to him and with a warm smile, coyly uttered, “Well, Neil like my parents are out for the evening would you like to come in for awhile. We could like hang out and watch T.V. or play Xbox. I got a new game, ‘Telltale’s Walking Dead’, and it’s like really cool.
So Neil enthusiastically consented to go in and hang out. What had happened was his hormones got the better of him and as the two of them were lying on the floor in front of the T.V. he suddenly forgot about the game and started rubbing his hand up and down Stephanie’s back.
When she didn’t resist, he advanced a little further and started rubbing her neck and snuggling a little closer.
“Neil, what are you doing?” she suddenly asked rather pointedly.
“Oh come on Steph,” he said. “You want this as much as me. Isn’t that why you invited me in?”
At that she instantly rolled on her side away from him and exclaimed in no uncertain terms, “What the fuck are you talking about! Want what!”
Not to be deterred, he put his arm around her and pulled her close. He could feel her resisting but persisting, he pressed his lips hard on her mouth while he fondled her breast at the same time.
She managed to get both hands against his chest and with all the strength she could summon, pushed him away. Jumping to her feet, she screamed,
“Neil, what the Christ is wrong with you!?” Stephanie standing with her hands clenched into tight little balls, not feeling very brave but refusing to let her fear get the best of her, took a deep breath and continued screaming, “What the fuck do you think you’re doing!? I think you’d better get out of here now!”
Neil stared at her pleadingly with outstretched arms and before any words came out of his mouth, he bolted up the stairs and out of the house.
Now, one day later, the dilemma that faced Neil was should he approach Stephanie, try and explain and ask her forgiveness, or should he just stay mute and hopefully over time she might let it go and act as if nothing had happened at all.
This was a constant thorn in his craw. It constantly plagued him until the phone rang the following day.
“Hello?” he answered.
“Hi Neil. It’s Stephanie.”
“Oh … hi Steph. What’s happening?” Neil did he best to sound nonchalant, but inside he was a bubbling mess of butterflies, not knowing what she was going to say.
“Look Neil,” she continued, “can I talk to you a minute?”
“Sure Steph. What is it you want to talk about?” By now Neil was really confused by her call, her tone of voice and what she might say.
But she allayed his fears by saying, “Look Neil, I’m really sorry about last night.”
“No … no … “Neil interrupted. “You have nothing to apologise. It was …”
“No, let me finish. You kind of caught me off guard. I guess like I kind of overreacted and I feel really bad about it. So I was wondering like, if I could like make it up to you.”
Now Neil was really perplexed. After her reaction to his advances, regardless of how clumsy they may have been, why would she so quickly do a complete about turn?
Before he could come up with a response to this new line of dialogue, Stephanie continued with, “So, like my parents are out tomorrow evening, and I was thinking, how would you like to come over?
“Sure, yeah that would be good. So, yeah, I’d like to come over. What time?”
“Any time, like after around 7:30 would be okay.”
“Okay, great! I’ll be there. See ya then … and thanks Steph.”
The next day Neil spent the entire day on pins and needles wondering what was going on. He wanted desperately to see Stephanie. There was something strange in her voice that should have caused bells to off in his brain. They and been friends for so long that they often joked about how they could read each other’s thoughts. So now, what was there that was not ringing true.
Because of his desires, he shrugged off the warning signals and told himself he was being silly. So when it came time to go, he just put the uneasy feeling out of his mind and looked forward to seeing her and hopefully maybe even making out with her.
Stephanie greeted him at the door with a smile and wearing a pair of jean shorts that barely covered her bottom. Her long blonde hair was pulled back in a pony tail and she sported a flimsy print blouse gathered and tied under her breasts.
“Oh! Hi Neil,” she said. “Come on in.”
Without any preamble, she turned and went downstairs as Neil followed. As soon as they reached the bottom of the stairs Stephanie turned and with arms extended up and around Neil’s neck, she said in a very seductive manner, “I’m like really sorry about the other night, Neil. Maybe we could start afresh … like what do you think?”
As much as he wanted her, to hold her, to even rip the clothes right off her and throw her down and have passionate reckless sex with her, he wanted to square their relationship first. He looked her straight in the eye and said, “Well, look Steph … I don’t want to give …”
But she abruptly interrupted by reaching down and taking his jeans in her hands, unbuttoned and unzipped them. “Why don’t you just relax like, and let old Steph take care of you.”
As she put her hands inside his shorts and taking a hold of his penis started kissing his neck. His cock was already rock hard but this action started it throbbing to the point of being painful, while his head started to spin.
As she slowly kissed her way down, she pushed his jeans completely down and freed his throbbing member from the confines of his underwear. The anticipation was just too much for Neil. He started gasping, “Oh Steph … oh my God … Steph!”
When she was completely on her knees, she started rubbing her lips up and down the length of his aching phallus. At this point Neil was finding it hard to keep his balance.
She toyed with him this way by massaging it with her hands, gently kissing the length of it with her lips, licking and teasing until he was just about ready to explode his full bag. But she came short of actually putting it in her mouth. She suddenly withdrew and whispered, “Look, Sugar, like there’s a bed in the other room there. Why don’t I go in and get comfortable, and when I call you, you come in?”
“Oh my God Steph … Yes, yes,” he breathlessly whispered.
Neil watched her seductively get up and walk the length of the den into the adjoining room. After a minute or two she called out to him and he almost sprinted through the door, with his pants still around his ankles.
The scene that awaited him inside that room was one which would haunt him for many years! While his eyes took in the sight, his brain just didn’t, wouldn’t and couldn’t grasp the truth and depravity of the unbelievably horrible situation.
Standing in the middle of the room were Stephanie and her friends Joanne and Iris. Three statues of formidable power and presence standing tall and all seeing, staring at a small insignificant little boy, semi nude totally exposed to the world.
It took Neil about a millisecond to take it in, even though it equated to a life time. He stood red faced and while trembling from head to toe, looked squarely at his Judas and screamed, “You bitch … you fuckin’ worthless piece of shit. How could you … how fuckin’ could you do this to me!”
And at that, turned through the door, gathered his clothes and ran up the stairs and out of the house.
End of Chapter One
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Chapter Two
Vancouver, British Columbia
June, 1992
“Neil, we have to attend that conference. It promises to be to our advantage if we’re intending to use that new software that Smith & Merrick have just developed.
“Well Bob, I agree, but maybe we should hold off on jumping to assumptions just yet. Don’t forget it hasn’t been proved to be effective yet, you know.”
“Oh come on Neil, that’s not how you’ve gotten to be so successful, by not taking chances. I imagine you’ve had it pretty much your way all your life. You don’t get to run one of the biggest software manufacturing companies without taking chances mixed with a little bit of luck along the way.”
Neil and Bob, his vice president in charge of production were discussing buying the rights to a software program that was just being developed. The remark caused Neil to think of his journey to this point.
Yes he had had some luck along the way, but he really didn’t think that easy described the climb to the top of the ladder. He had always been just on the edge of what was described in high school as somewhat of a dork or more precisely a nerd. School had always come easy to him but at the time he had enjoyed the odd girlfriend and also participated in other school activities.
After that ugly incident at the end of high school, he had stayed pretty much to himself. Neil graduated from university with a Masters in computer science and then achieved an MBA. He started his company singlehandedly and then took on Bob as a partner when it had become too big to manage on his own.
“Okay Bob, we’ll go. I have a meeting this afternoon and then I’m going to be out of the office tomorrow, so if you don’t mind taking care of the airline tickets and the registration for the conference, it would be appreciated.”
“No problem, Neil. Just leave it to me. I’ll take care of everything.”
The following week, as Neil was walking through the hotel in Chicago on his way to the registration desk, a woman walked past in front of him. She was about 5’ 6” in a stylish pair of pumps, slim, and dressed in a well tailored pin striped charcoal grey business suit. Her blonde hair, framing a petite, beautifully proportioned oval face, was cut short and she walked with a certain air of authority and confidence.
There was something about the woman that sent a chill through Neil’s entire body. He couldn’t put his finger on it at first but it kept gnawing at him until, like a thunderbolt it hit him. Stephanie!
The nightmare of that incident so long ago, had taken over a year for him to be able to flush it from his consciousness and now it was back in all its gory detail. What was there about that woman to have caused this flashback? Surely it couldn’t be her, he would have recognized her. He put in out of his mind for the time being and proceeded to the registration desk.
There he was met with a very amiable young lady who was only too happy to take care of his registration as well as offer a flirt indicating she wouldn’t be averse to joining him later in the cocktail lounge after her shift. Without appearing rude, he politely declined, gathered his brochure and necessary papers and headed off to the main conference room.
The next two days were spent in meetings, conferences and workshops. As the second day was winding down Neil managed to sneak out of the last meeting and headed straight for the elevator. He was anticipating a nice long shower, an early meal and a good nights sleep before heading to the airport.
The elevator door opened and there she stood. The same girl he had seen two days ago. This time Neil had the presence of mind to stand his ground and as she exited the doorway, he said, “Excuse me, I know this sounds lame, but do we know each other?”
Obviously taken aback, she froze in her tracks, a flicker of recognition stirred in her eyes, then instantly regaining her composure tilted her head up and looking straight ahead took a broad step out of the elevator brushing past Neil.
At this point Neil wasn’t going to be put off as he had time to digest all the consequences of confronting this woman, if indeed it was she.
“Stephanie!?” he called out.
The woman stopped dead in her tracks, squared her shoulders and turned. “Excuse me?” She said with venom dripping from her words.
“Stephanie … Stephanie Rostrup!” he exclaimed.
Suddenly her demeanour changed and in a more conciliatory tone said, “I’m really sorry, but I’m in a hurry and I don’t have time to …”
“It is you, isn’t it? My God after all these years, what’s it been, fifteen years at least?”
With feigned annoyance, she stammered, “Look I don’t know you and … and I really wish that you would …”
“Oh no you don’t! You don’t get away that easily.