Chapter 1

Pausing our game of Fifa, Jack got up from the couch to greet Paige, his girlfriend. Paige was also the only real friend I had aside from Jack himself. Seeing as we were twenty-five years in age, having a sum total of two good friends might seem like a poverty-stricken existence but I valued what I had. 

I laid down my game controller while the duo shared a passionate kiss. I stared at them deliberately so as to make them uncomfortable enough that Jack might return to our game faster. I had already  gotten a shot away at goal when he had paused it. I was eager to see the result. 

A casual flick of Jack’s finger parted the mouse brown hair off Paige’s pretty looking face. Her smile was cut short as his lips closed in on hers. His fingers caressed the thin slit of exposed skin of her waist between her top and denims. Paige kissed him back with quiet passion, seemingly relishing the feel of his hands sliding up her bare sides, peeling up the fabric of her top and revealing the curves on her exquisitely crafted body. I could see the smooth surface of her stomach heaving from deep sighs of satisfaction and lust while she stayed locked within his kiss, in complete defiance of me gawking at the two of them. 

They took their sweet time about it and Jack stopped barely short of revealing Paige’s bra, before he returned to our game. 

“What’s up, dude?” Paige asked, flashing me a smile and fixing her top back down across her midriff as Jack and I picked up our controllers again. 

 “All I’m saying, Paige, is that of all the times I’ve seen the two of you in a gaming session, not once have I scooped Jack off the couch and locked him in a lustful kiss to interrupt your game. Maybe you’d care to return the favor next time.”

 “Sorry, mister but no, I can’t promise,” she said briskly, about to set off. “I’m going to the kitchen. Want me to fix you a snack, Nathan?”

That was me, Nathan. 

“No, thanks.”

“I’d love a sandwich, babe, thanks,” said Jack returning to the game. “Ready to get beat, Nathan?”

I made sure to beat him by a few goals extra over what I usually do. 

 *** 

“Right, I’d best be off,” I said, having finished one of Paige’s delicious sandwiches with relish after having said no to it initially. It was six in the evening and I figured I’d leave the duo to themselves. 

“Chill, dude,” said Paige, lounging comfortably on the couch with us, having changed into pajama shorts. “You said you don’t have plans and we don’t either. At least not until dinner, after which we are going to drink some wine and watch some really hot porn.”

Jack started to chuckle to himself seeing the look on my face.

“You do know you guys don’t have to reveal to me all the erotic details of your tempestuous lives, right?” I asked.

“Nathan, it’s not such a taboo to say porn,” said Paige, rather skilfully faking a look of tremendous sincerity. Her eyes suddenly turned fiery, piercing into mine as she concluded, “It’s not like you don’t watch it.”

 Instead of backing my sentiment, which I deemed would have been the decent thing to do, Jack all but burst out laughing. 

 “What the fuck are you on today,” I said to Paige savagely, hoping to divert the conversation. 

 She had spoken to me about getting into relationships and all that sort of stuff before,

“The fuck won’t you date someone? Don’t pretend you’re asexual, Nathan. You’re attractive enough, I’m sure a lot of women would like the prospect of cuddling up with you.”

Of course she could tell that I was not asexual. 

Bitch. 

So yes, we had spoken about romantic stuff before but asking about my porn viewing habit seemed a bit out there to me. 

“In fact, smoking up and watching porn is exactly what you were planning on doing back home, if you were to leave right now,” this time it was Jack who spoke. “Isn’t it?” 

 I felt utterly betrayed and caught in a comprehensive ploy to make me feel uncomfortable. I don’t know how this feeling registered on my face but it made Paige stare briefly at me in mild concern before turning to Jack. “I don’t think he cuts it, Jack. He won’t be able to do it. It won’t work.”

 “Hey now, hang on,” I said, slightly alarmed by her casual dismissal of me, “I can cut it. What do you mean you don’t think I cut it? I’m sharp as a knife. Just tell me what to cut.”

 “Man, I don’t know,” said Jack with a hesitant mannerism that I could not tell whether it was genuine or an act. “Maybe you’re a bit….”

“Prude,” finished Paige confidently.

“Will you two just stop with the funny act and say what you have to say?” I said irritably. 

“Okay,” said Paige exchanging a look with Jack before continuing. “We want to make homemade porn, Jack and I. You know, the kind where you don’t reveal the faces of the couple, so that we can stay completely anonymous.”

“And you want me to film you?” I said, trying to express maximum shock and alarm. 

“No dude,” Jack said immediately with a look of mild disgust. “What the fuck, eww no! Why would you think that?”

“What? But you said…” I struggled to finish the sentence, for the first time feeling a hint of panic. 

“Nathan, focus,” said Paige patiently. “We can’t upload videos of us just yet, we don’t know if we are… you know, any good to watch. Like, we have great sex that we enjoy, but is it fun to watch for a third person? We don’t know. We want to make a video of us only after we have learnt a thing or two about this. Our first video has to be a big hit, you understand right? That’s how you get a nice boost of followers who want to watch you from the get go.” 

“You’re legit freaking me out,” I told my friend, staring straight into her eyes, so she knew that I meant it. Having known them for years, I was somehow certain by now that they were not kidding. This was not some elaborate joke. 

“What’s there to freak out about, dumbass?” she said with friendly affection, like it was no big deal. “Just watch us have sex. Tell us what you think. Maybe tell us when to change position, how you would like to see us, what feels hot, that kind of stuff.”

“Yeah, basically direct us if you wish, you know,” said Jack, looking entirely composed about the conversation we were having. 

“You know how strange the two of you sound right now?” I asked.

“Yeah well, we are a strange couple, Nathan. But you know that already,” said Paige plainly to me. “And we are still the only two friends you have. What does that say about you, hmm? Right, so why don’t you take a breath Nathan, and then tell us what you really think.”

 ***

“What now?” Jack asked from their bedroom, seeing me hesitate standing at the door.

 I struggled to find something to say before eventually speaking, “Do you want me to film it on your phone or…”

 “What!”

 “I mean my phone has a better camera but…”

 “No one is doing any filming, Nathan! Jeez! What is it with you wanting to film me and my girlfriend naked, having sex?”

 “What?!? I never… I don’t! You said I had to direct so I thought… you know what, never mind!” 

 ***

Paige shifted on the double bed in their large bedroom and stared at me. Jack had just excused himself and gone to the bathroom to ‘get ready’. I suppose I was somewhat lost in thought wondering about my present situation. Paige was not only my best friend’s girlfriend, she was a very good friend of mine herself. 

My friendship with her had extended well beyond merely third wheeling with the two of them. I had often hung out solely with her over video games, movies, concerts and the like when Jack was out of town or otherwise unable to attend. At this point our friendship no longer depended on Jack. Seated on a chair across from their bed, I found myself wondering about their proposition given I had known Paige closely in a certain way for all this time. 

“What’s up? You okay?” Paige asked presently, right on cue. 

“Huh? Yeah… sure. I guess,” I said timidly. This was generally not characteristic of me when I spoke to Paige.

“Alright dude, come here,” she said with a gesture of her hand calling me to the bed.

I walked over.

“Nathan, you’re cool with this, right?” she said to me quietly so I knew Jack wouldn’t hear from the bathroom. “You know you can tell me if it’s weirding you out too much? I’ll talk to Jack if…”

“I don’t know, Paige. Are you sure you’re cool with me being here and seeing you…”

“I can feel the three of us are close enough to each other to survive this. I’m not worried.”

“Then I guess I’m cool, Paige.”

After all, what else could I say? My heart pounded so hard I wondered if it was audible to her. The wretched butterfly which had been asleep for what felt like ages was now gleefully aflutter in the pit of my stomach. 

“So, I think I’m going to start by taking off my top before Jack comes in,” said Paige to me. “And after that if you feel like you’d rather walk away than stay and watch, then I guess you can. Okay?”   

“I feel like this kind of talk is not going to make it less weird, Paige, really,” I said. 

She broke out in a giggle. The proverbial ice had been broken, even if just a very thin upper layer of it. 

“Alright man, let’s just do this,” she said, still giggling, and in one wretched motion lifted both her hands up in the air and made a fluttering gesture with her fingers in a deliberately cutesy manner that was typical of her. 

Over the course of my life I had developed a well-practiced penchant for doing what is seemingly expected of me. I placed my hands on her waist and pulled her white homely top up over her midriff and across the firm swell of her breasts. The act revealed to me inch by inch for the first time in all the years that I have known her - the entire, delicate and beautiful topography of my friend’s naked body. Paige did not have a bra on and once I’d relieved her of her top, she sat snugly on the bed entirely bare down to her waist, staring at me. 

“Well, what do you think?” she asked, her firm, rounded breasts and flat stomach heaving gently from deep breaths.  

“You’re such a bitch, Paige, you know that?” I mumbled timidly and quietly to her before returning to my seat. Before I turned away, I caught sight of her nipples hardening as she heard me, pink and taught jutting out of the oval softness of her breasts. 

If you have ever spent a lot of time alone with a cute and extremely lovable young woman and one day finally gotten to see her naked and about to have sex with another man, then you might have some inkling of how I felt at this time. 

Jack entered the room fully naked from head to toe. He had an athletic physique, as did I. But there was a confidence about him of someone who was used to making love to a beautiful woman, which I believed I lacked. I watched him in profile as he gave me one brief look before advancing close to his girlfriend. I could see his cock jutting out between his legs, hard and ready for Paige. He went and sat close to her on the bed and kissed her lovingly on her lips. Paige rested her hands limply on his shoulder and he pulled her by her waist closer against his body. I watched Jack’s slick hard cock squeeze in and rub up against her tummy while they continued kissing. 

“Please, I want it in me,” Paige whispered to him loudly enough so that I could hear her clearly. 

“But Paige,” Jack spoke softly in a tone I knew was fake but which in this moment sounded entirely genuine, “Nathan is watching.”

“Let him,” replied Paige casting a look in my direction. “I don’t mind him watching me get fucked. Please just put your cock in me.”

Between the two of them they shared almost evil looking smiles, clearly enjoying the experience they were giving to one another. Laying her down on her back, Jack removed her pajama shorts and parted her legs with practiced elegance. Even from where I sat against the wall across from the bed, I could see clearly between Paige’s legs. 

There is something about being infatuated by a woman that makes her seem, if only at certain times, intensely vulnerable and in need of protection. It is a trick of the mind owing to somewhat outdated evolutionary instincts, but the feeling manifested itself profoundly in both my mind and body as I watched Paige’s delicate naked form sprawled on the bed, the inner folds of her pussy lips dripping with sexual desire. Her body was lithe yet seemed soft and shapely as though crafted from butter. She looked up at her boyfriend, waiting to be taken. 

It felt deeply obscene when Jack pressed his plump hard cock firmly in through the folds of her pussy. So much for foreplay, I thought. It felt almost grotesque watching Paige’s face flinch from the sensation after Jack withdrew and then shoved his cock into her again more firmly than before. My fingers hardened their grip around the armrest of my chair entirely by instinct as I watched with a vicious cocktail of jealousy, hurt and arousal raging in my chest. Yet nothing had prepared me for the obscenity of the moment when the intense look on Paige's face gave way to one of tender, amorous pleasure. 

Pleasure marked every nook and corner of her pretty face as Jack held her by her slender waist and fucked her slow and deep. Being the official purveyor of the erotic appeal of their shameless coupling, I had to acknowledge that things looked to be very generously in their favor. And that was even accounting for the fact that you could not have a more severely biased and compromised observer than me. 

This evening I heard Paige like I never had before. I felt like I could hear every nuance of Paige’s own cocktail of both psychological and physical enjoyment in the rhythm of her soft, sweet and drawn out moans of enjoyment and desire. 

I suppose as their judge, I ought to have kept track of time and positions and so on, but watching my best friends fuck naked on the bed was so intensely hot that I lost track of any artificial considerations. When Jack laid Paige on her side, and then lay down himself alongside her and entered her from behind, I shamelessly pulled my chair up to the bed.

I was close to Paige now, within touching distance, as she lay on her side facing her lovely naked body in my direction while gently swaying from the effects of getting fucked. Jack lifted one of her legs with his hand and entered her pussy with renewed vigor. His cock looked fully erect as he shoved into her pussy with lust. 

“How are we doing, Nathan?” Paige asked in a throaty voice between sighs of pleasure, her face hot and glistening.

“Can I subscribe already?” I suddenly felt very calm as I said this. Soon as she acknowledged me with her question, I felt the entanglements of jealousy loosen while still lingering in the backdrop. I was taken over even more deeply by a tender affection for my friend who lay close to me on the bed, getting fucked by her boyfriend.

Paige’s lips sparkled momentarily into a beautiful smile as she heard me before grimacing from a sudden intensity of feeling as Jack lodged himself hard and firm all the way inside her. He grinded his cock deep inside the warmth of her pussy, kissing her down her neck, before pulling out and then beginning to fuck her more ferociously. Hard and fast, his cock penetrated the delicate folds of her lips with carefree abandon.

I felt Paige’s hands reach out for mine and her fingers close in around the palm of my hand. Patiently, I held her hand while she wriggled and moaned from getting stuffed deep and hard. With each little squeeze and the tightening grip of her fingers in my palm, I felt the pleasure bubble and rise within her young, trembling form. Soon the duo of hot naked bodies grinding together in heavenly symphony seemed to reach a crescendo.

I stared at Paige without shame watching her stomach curl inward as she started sinking within the depths of an oncoming rush of bodily sensations.

“Owwwooohhh Jack I’m…mmmh.” Paige’s desperate growl of orgasmic ecstasy pierced my heart with unknowable emotions of hounding intensity while I held her hand. She twisted and floundered momentarily on the bed, caught in Jack’s strong grasp before heaving a deep sigh and going limp.

Within moments Jack had her on her back. He leaned in close on top of her, his face close to hers, his hand frantically jerking his thick, dripping cock over her stomach.

“Do it,” whispered Paige.

Right on cue, Jack’s cock burst forth uncontrollably, squeezing out dollops of thick, white cum all over Paige’s seemingly expectant body.

“Mmmh… that’s nice, Jack.” Paige welcomed the feel of his thick warm cum splattering all...