"Good morning, lover," Crissy whispered softly in my ear.
It was almost noon, but I could have stayed in bed all day with her breasts pressed against my back as she spooned her warm body into mine. It felt like I was waking up in heaven with her soft cock comfortably nestled along my crack, reminding me why we hadn't slept together before now.
We'd been seeing each other for almost a month, but she didn't tell me she was trans until last night. It's probably good that she didn't, because I'm not sure I would have been able to accept it. In her own special way, she eased me into it. It didn't bother me when I found out that Crissy, my girlfriend, had a cock.
She kissed me first when I rolled over and I kissed her back. Her tongue made its way into my mouth and she welcomed my tongue into hers. Our cocks sprang to attention, and seemed to reach out to each other, as if to tell us that they liked each other, too.
"I loved sleeping with you," I told her.
"Mmmm, yeah, lover, I liked it too," she answered with a gentle sigh. "The more you come to know my cock, the more we'll be sleeping together. Do you still feel okay about it this morning?"
"I think I dreamed about your cock all night," I swooned. "Having it in my mouth was the most intimate thing I've ever done."
"Good, baby. That's how it's supposed to be. There's nothing more intimate than giving head to your lover. I knew you'd love it. You're going to be a wonderful cocksucker for me."
I could hardly believe how much I was getting turned on by what she was saying. The notion of Crissy calling me her cocksucker excited me. And it wouldn't stop there.
"We'll be much more than each other's cocksucker," she went on to say, "we will be each other's woman. When I take you like a man takes a woman, you'll never want to be with anyone else, except for me. We will truly belong to each other then."
She took me in her arms and kissed me softly until I felt comfortable enough, trusting enough really, to ask her what this would mean about my sexuality.
"Are you sure it won't make me gay if I have sex with you like that?"
She looked seriously into my eyes. "Don't worry about that, baby," she told me. "You are what you are. I've already told you, having fun like this won't make you gay. And even if you did feel like you were gay, there wouldn't be anything wrong with it.
"Gender and sexuality is everyone's individual journey. I should know. I've been feminizing myself for five years, because that's where my individual journey has taken me.
"I know you've been finding out a lot about yourself, but you won't let yourself do anything that you really don't want to do. You shouldn't worry about how your ass always gets so turned on when I play with it. All men have a prostate, and it's wired down there for pleasure, it truly is!
"Explore it down there, and embrace it. I've explored mine, and I promise, you won't regret it. It's the only way to experience the deepest orgasms, even better than I've given you so far."
I mumbled a few words in response, but really, I had little to say. She petted my head and kissed me more tenderly than she had before.
"Most things in life," she explained, "are on a scale of 'either-or'. You have to be either straight or gay, top or bottom, male or female. But you and I have the capacity to be both. We can be either female or male with our sex, and have twice the fun!
"As I experiment with you, you'll be discovering that you're wired down there for female sex. Believe me, Robbie, if you hadn't already had some female desire in you, you would have never sucked my cock. You probably would have rejected me when I showed you my cock. A lot of men have, you know. It's probably why you like to be called Robbie instead of Robert.
"I hope you don't have any regrets about what we've done," she went on to say, "because I want to spend lots more time with you. I can show you things you've never imagined, and we will have lots fun. Would you like that?"
I didn't really know what to say. I could only kiss her more strongly than before, and found myself trusting her more and more as she held me.
I had to get up to go to the bathroom. We both had to go, so she followed me and playfully slapped my ass as we went in. We giggled when we held each other's cock as we peed, then kissed again as the toilet flushed. She said she wanted to suck my cock after that, so we excitedly jumped back into her bed.
She gave me a most wonderful blow job, and after I came into her mouth, she kissed me and spilled my own cum into my mouth. Like when she first started playing with my ass, it was a little weird at first. But then, as our tongues played in it, it was just like she said it would be. A very intimate experience between two lovers.
I was loving where this was going. I told her I wanted her to take me to these erotic places she was telling me about. I wanted to experience it for myself, and I was ready to go.
We snuggled under the covers, fondling our cocks as she spent the next hour telling me so much about her history. She was very frank and open about why she started transitioning to female. It was like meeting her all over again.
It was very seductive, too, the way she told it. Hearing about her big sexual awakening three years into her transition turned me on the most. She felt equally male and female and took herself off estrogen. She didn't want to be either one of the two, but a combination of both. Something inside me sensed that she was preparing me mentally for a sexual awakening of my own.
"We better get up now, love," she abruptly ended the conversation. "It's getting late, and we're both hungry. Let's take a walk and get something to eat. I wanna be your girl for the rest of the day. I want you to know all the pleasures I can give you as your woman."
I so wanted to go down on her and suck her cock right then and there. But that would have to wait. We went into the bathroom and took a shower together, kissing and nibbling on our cocks every so often as we washed each other's body. After the shower, I ran down to my apartment to change into some clean clothes.
She heard me coming in when I returned twenty minutes later and hollered from her bedroom, "I'm almost ready, love. Wait for me in there."
My eyes nearly popped out of my head when she opened the bedroom door. She wore a pair of tight jeans cut so short her ass was leaking out the bottom. I looked between her legs and there was no visible sign of her cock. She would later show me how she tucks herself with a gaff.
She clearly wasn't wearing a bra under her loose-fitting cami, and her nipples bounced seductively with every step she took towards me. There was nothing fancy about the way she dressed, yet everything about her seemed to say, 'Wanna fuck me?'
"Damn, Crissy," I said as I got up to kiss her, "You look hot as fuck."
"Hot enough to fuck?" she planted a kiss on my lips. "I'm gonna be your fuck-girl tonight. When we get back, you will be the dominant one. I will show you my submissive side, and you will know me as your woman.
"Shall we go...?" she then said after another deep kiss. "I know a cute little place where we can get something to eat."
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The sun was hot and high in the sky by the time we stepped outside. Our apartment complex was close to downtown, so we could pretty much walk to wherever we wanted to go.
Crissy looked and felt stunningly beautiful to me that day, the way she made her fat nipples jiggle under that loose camisole as we walked hand-in-hand. If she was trying to turn me on, she was doing a damn good job of it.
My cock seemed to get harder with every step we took, and I swear, several ladies we passed were staring at my bulge. Knowing about Crissy's cock somehow made her more attractive, more erotic to me than she had been to me before.
This might sound weird, but the most erotic thing about it was that I was the only one who knew she was trans. To everyone else, she was every bit of a woman. And not just any woman, but my woman, my girlfriend. We were entering a deeper phase in our relationship, and I was rapidly falling head-over-heels for her.
We went to this restaurant she knew about and sat at a secluded table near the back. She was a constant tease, licking her lips and putting her finger in her mouth. If that wasn't bad enough, she started going up and down on it like she was sucking my cock.
After we ate, we walked around a little bit, checking out a few stores to kill some time. Before too long, I had my arm around her waist, holding her close as we walked down the sidewalks with her head resting on my shoulder.
Waiting for a light to turn green, I looked at her and she looked at me. We were both thinking the same thing, and we knew it. We knew what we needed... we needed to fuck. We didn't say another word as we walked straight back to her apartment.
~~~~~
When we got back to her place, she got us a couple of beers and grabbed her pot stash before she sat close to me on the couch. She unbuckled my belt and unzipped my pants, leaning into me and began to talk as her hand slipped into my shorts to fondle my cock.
"As you may have guessed," she started to say, "I'm inclined to be more dominant than you. Tonight, we are going to add fucking to the list of things we do together. I want you to know before we start that I love fucking and giving pleasure, and I like doing it a lot.
"I want you to fuck me tonight because first of all, I love to be fucked. But also, I want you to know how good your cock will feel inside my ass. I want you to know the pleasures that await you once you've given your ass to me.
"If you let me have my way with you, I will fuck you a lot, and you will come to love my cock when it fills your mouth or ass. I know how to fuck a man, because I have been fucked many times myself, and I know what feels good.
"But here's the deal, lover... Once you have fucked me, you can't fuck me again until you've learned to take my cock like I will take yours inside me tonight. And believe me, that might take a while. So enjoy me as your woman tonight. I will be giving you more pleasure than I will be taking from you."
I was speechless as I heard every word she said. She tapped into a powerful, submissive nerve I never knew I had. I was so turned on being talked to like that and my cock was so fucking hard the entire time she was talking.
She smiled and kissed me. "Do you understand everything I just said to you, baby?"
"Yes," I cooed. "Yes I do."
"And you agree to my terms? You agree to let me teach you to be a woman for me?"
"God, Crissy," I could hardly speak, "I think so. I'm not sure what it all means and what I'll have to do, but I trust you, and I want you so badly."
"It will be fun, I promise you," she assured me. "Of course, being the woman will feel very different to you at first. But if you do everything I tell you, I will take you to heaven with me. We may want to stay there the rest of our lives."
With that, she gave me a long, deep kiss and squeezed my cock in a way that told me I was in for a special treat. She broke off the kiss and sucked my cock for a few minutes. She then finished the rest of her beer and filled the pipe with marijuana.
"Smoke this, baby," she smiled a sexy smile. "I'm going to go get ready for you. Because fucking is something very special between us, the woman must prepare herself for the pleasures she will give her man. I will call you into my bedroom when I'm ready to give you your first taste of my submissive female side."
~~~~~
She walked into the bedroom and closed the door, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I have to say, I had a few second thoughts. I'd never thought much about anal sex before now. Hell, last night at this time, I still thought she had a pussy.
I took another hit off the pipe, thinking about the pleasures waiting for me behind Crissy's bedroom door. Things were moving so fast, and my mind started swirling with thoughts about the alternate sexual position for me, when I would learn to be her woman. I'd never lived on the kinky side of life, and even though it scared me a little, I was willing to at least try it with Crissy.
I entered into a dreamy state of mind as I thought about the female side of Crissy and the female side of me. Some time later, I have no idea how long, she called to me.
"Baby, you can come in now." The sexy and excited tone in her voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
When I opened her bedroom door, my throat tightened with raw lust. She was lying on the bed, all stretched out in fishnet stockings and shiny black high heels. One leg was slightly raised and cocked to one side. She was wearing a black laced baby doll nightie, accentuating her full and braless breasts. Her cock was beautifully erect, standing high and proud above the waistband of her skimpy laced panties.
She had one arm stretched out above her, arching her chest and pushing her tits up and out. Later, she would tell me that she loved lingerie and enjoyed dressing up in many enchanting ways to tantalize her lover.
She was dressed to maximize the curves of her body, and at the same time, increasing the impact of her strong, sexy cock. It was such a beautiful contrast to the feminine side of her.
She blew me a kiss. "Come over here, lover," she beckoned to me.
I was nearly speechless, barely able to say, "wow," in a muffled tone as I went over to her. I bent over and kissed her on the lips, quite softly I think, given how powerfully lustful I was feeling. She trailed a hand down her stomach and stroked her cock.
"Suck me a little bit first, oh please... suck me, baby," she begged.
I eagerly jumped up on the bed and rolled my tongue around her head, licking up an intoxicating brew of her pre-cum mixed with my saliva. She moaned sensually when I took her into my mouth. I slid down it as far as I could, and then back up.
I loved the sheer intensity of having something so strong, yet so delicate in my mouth. It was a sensation I would come to crave in the months ahead. It felt like I held all of her sensuality inside my mouth. I bobbed up and down on her pulsing cock, pausing briefly to look into her eyes and show my enjoyment.
"Sweetheart, enough of the cock sucking for now," she gently coached me. "If you are going to fuck me, you need to focus somewhere else. I want you to lick me where your cock will soon be. Get me ready, baby, dominate me."
After raising her ass to let me pull her panties off her, she looked so damn hot when she grabbed her knees and spread her legs apart for me. Her cock, still slick and shiny with my saliva, fell back onto her stomach, and I so wanted to suck it again. She told me there would be ample opportunities ahead when I became her woman.
I crouched back down between her legs and started licking, moving down the insides of her thighs, with my hands along the outsides of her legs.
Moving closer towards her crotch, my tongue teased near her hole before I actually saw it. I remember how sensitive and inviting it looked when I first laid eyes upon it.