I left the restaurant and drove back toward my apartment. The apartment where Alex has been fucking Bailey, the woman I am practically in love with. The apartment where I lay in bed and jerked off, listening to her getting fucked in the next room. The apartment where I actually witnessed him on top of her, fucking her.

How did this even happen? How did they meet? Have they discussed me at all? Does Alex know that we work at the same place?

My mind was racing with horrible thoughts and questions. I was in a daze as I drove, almost dizzy. Definitely sad, miserable, and heartbroken.

As I pulled into the parking lot, visions of them fucking ran through my head. Her bra on the floor. Her legs wrapped around him, her moans of pleasure.

I did not want to go back into that apartment again. Ever again. I turned around and drove off.

I had nowhere to go, so I ended up driving around for a bit. I thought maybe a drink would relax me. I found myself pulling into the same bar I had picked up a random chick a few days prior.

I didn't want to hook up with anyone, though. I didn't even want to talk to anyone, much less try and be charming and witty. I knew I should eat something too, but I ended up sitting at the bar and just having a few beers.

"There are calories in beer; this will do," I justified.

It was getting late, and I felt like a man without a home. I had to go back there, though. I had no place else to sleep.

"Maybe I can text Alex and see if he's at home? He could have gone to her place. Then I could rest peacefully at my own apartment. That would be great. Wait... no, it wouldn't! Then he would just be fucking her in her own bed! Fuck!" my mind stewed.

"I'm sorry, did you say something?" a stranger asked, sitting next to me. I guess I didn't realize I had been mumbling aloud.

With no other options, I headed for home.

Every step toward the front door was tiresome. My stress grew as the doorway approached.

“What would I see when I walked in? Will she be inside? What if they're sitting on the sofa just talking? She's going to see me and freak out. It will look like some setup, instead of just a horrific coincidence. Oh man, that would suck.” I whispered and thought of different concerns.

“But what if they're in the bedroom? That might be better. Then I can be quiet, sneaking into my room and not let them know I'm there at all.” I was actually justifying wanting them to be back in his room, fucking. Where was my head??

“If they hear me, then she might want to meet the roommate. I don't know… that might be worse than confronting the two of them.” I thought, still more worried about seeing Bailey than the fact that my roommate was bedding her.

I stood at the door for what seemed like an eternity. I quietly unlocked it and barely cracked it open to peek in. There was no one in the living room!

"Whew!!" I exhaled. One area clear.

I walked in slowly and glanced into the dining and kitchen area. Again, no one in sight. Another "whew" moment.

When I turned back to the living room, the now familiar sight of Bailey's clothing was on the living room floor. They must start on the sofa, and then he starts pulling her clothes off, and they end up in the bedroom. Or maybe they start fucking on the sofa and then forget some of the clothes.

I couldn’t stop myself from imagining all the different scenarios. Yet, each one made my whole body cringe.

This time I saw a pair of shoes and a pair of panties. I felt a lump in my throat and almost had tears in my eyes when I saw the panties. The panties made it all too real. Bailey’s panties… my apartment… but not with me.

They were light blue and silky, with tiny lace edging. Nothing overly sexy or racy. But they were hers. They were Bailey's panties, and therefore perfect.

I picked them up and held them in my hand. As creepy as it sounds, I couldn't help but bring them to my face and feel them against my skin. I didn't smell the crotch or anything gross. I just wanted to feel them. It might be the only time I ever get to, at this rate!

Then I heard them. I heard them having sex. I looked down the hall, and Alex's door was, again, not closed all the way. Why can't they shut the fucking door?!

My room was also down the same hallway, so I had to walk that direction. As I got closer, the moans obviously got louder. I could see the door was at least six inches open this time.

The door opening was on my left. Alex's headboard is on the right wall of his room as you walk in. If his door was fully open, I could see the whole bed from standing in his doorway. But I knew that with the door just a little bit open, I would still be able to see most of the bed. Just not the headboard or pillows. I thought if I just took a quick look, and they were laying normally on the bed, I might see their bodies, but they couldn't see me.

The hallway lights were off, but I could see Alex’s room was rather well lit. I eased down the hall a little further to peer in.

The first image I saw was Alex's feet near the foot of the bed. He was lying on his back, with his head near the pillows. I leaned a little more, my view now moving up his calf. Then saw her feet also.

She was riding him. Her gorgeous legs were alongside his, while her body lay against his. Very typical girl-on-top position. Her chest was against his as she rode him. He was currently the luckiest man alive!

Her ass was so tight and perfect, and the skin was white as a ghost compared to her well-tanned legs and arms. Typical tennis tan.

I watched as she rode him with a smooth, steady rhythm. I couldn't look away. She was so perfect and beautiful and sexy, on top of her lover's body, thrusting back and forth on his cock.

Then I saw both of his hands reach around and grab her firm ass. He stopped her motion and held her body still. Then, his hips started thrusting upward, fucking hard into her as he held her body in place. I could hear his thighs slapping into her ass.

"Oh fuck! Fuck yes!" she said so loudly she must have thought they were alone in the apartment.

Looking down toward her ass, I could see the edge of his cock, covered in glistening juices, moving in and out of my dream girl. I could see his balls fly up with each thrust, bouncing on her ass.

My heart pounded harder, and my breaths were matching the thrusts. I could feel my cock throbbing in my pants.

"Yes...yes...YES!" Her words and body convulsed together, and she had an orgasm on top of my roommate.

“Lucky mother fucker!” I thought to myself.

They slowed down to a stop as he let her recover. Then, Alex suddenly flipped her off of him and started moving her body around the bed. He laid her on her side with her feet toward the doorway where I was standing, and her head the opposite direction. She now lay sideways on the bed, and I was looking at the bottom of her feet, at least until he scooted up behind her and lifted her leg in the air.

I now had the most perfect view of Bailey’s pussy. Her lips were wet and pink and swollen from the fucking and orgasm she just had. Her pussy lips were smooth and hairless with tiny blonde bush above her clit.

I heard him rummaging around near his nightstand. Then Alex moved his body in behind hers. He was going to fuck her in a spoon position. I'm not sure why he would pick this position, but he was the one in bed with her, so it was his choice, not mine. Then he did something I didn't expect.

Alex looked right at the opening in the doorway and smiled and nodded! He was smiling and nodding at ME!

"Oh fuck, he knows I'm here watching!!" my mind screamed. But I couldn't look away.

So, he not only knew I was there, but he was arranging their bodies to give me a better view! My heart found a higher rate and intensity yet.

"What the hell are you doing, Alex?" I thought to myself.

As he scooted up closer behind her to start fucking her again, he positioned her leg over his and supported her leg up in the air. He grabbed his cock with his hand and started pushing his cock head around in search of her wet opening. I watched as he guided the shiny head of his cock to her wet pussy lips and rubbed it up and down her slit.

As horribly jealous as I was, I have to admit that both of their amazing bodies looked incredibly sexy all naked and fucking each other. Alex’s physique was as good as a guy’s body could really get. Although I’m not attracted to men, I could still very much appreciate the sight of two amazingly sexy beings fucking right in front of me. I caught myself staring at his cock as the head separated Bailey’s perfect pussy lips.

He kept teasing her with his cock head for a few more strokes and then looked up toward me and smiled again.

"Put it in. Put it back in!" she begged.

Then he lined up his cock and pushed his rigid member back inside Bailey's yearning canal. His entire cock disappeared inside her with one push.

"Ahhh! Yes!" she yelped.

I hadn't realized it, but my hand was already rubbing my cock through my pants. I instinctively loosened my belt and went to unbutton my pants when I realized my left hand still held her panties, but that didn't stop me from unbuttoning my pants and opening them so I could release my cock, though.

I lightly stroked my cock with my right hand, using my left to hold open my pants.

I watched him slowly fuck her while I gently moved up and down my shaft. I could have cum in five seconds, but I wanted to wait so I could watch the entire event.

I saw Alex reach behind him for something on the bed. Then his free hand wrapped around Bailey's body and moved down to her pussy. He was holding a vibrator in his hand! That must have been what he got out of his nightstand.

"Fuck, this guy is doing all the things that I want to do with her!!" I whined in my own head.

Alex held the sex toy against her pussy and held the button down until the vibrations turned on.

"Whoa!.... oh my gosh! Oh my gosh, yes!" Bailey exclaimed. She was clearly surprised by the toy Alex had introduced.

Now my left hand was stroking my cock, using her panties to wrap around my shaft. The cool, silky material felt amazing. But sandpaper might have felt good while I was watching my Bailey getting fucked.

The vibrator rubbing her clit was driving Bailey crazy. Her head flung back and forth. I watched her flowing blonde hair fly around as her next orgasm built up.

Alex kept fucking her steady and hard while he held the vibrator on her clit. He glanced at the door every once in a while with a smirk on his face.

Bailey’s legs started flinching and closing around Alex's hand and cock.

"Ahhhh!" Bailey's orgasm scream seemed to last forever as she came all over Alex's cock and toy. Her body convulsed over and over again.

Watching Bailey cum like that was more than I could handle. I shot massive amounts of cum into her panties as I stroked my cock. My knees were buckling as I tried to stay quiet during the massive orgasm of my own.

My eyes were blurry and about half open as her body stopped convulsing and lay still.

"Ahh...ahh...ahh," her whimpers of pleasure slowed and subsided.

But Alex hadn't cum yet, at least not while I was watching.

He flipped her onto her stomach and quickly rolled on top of her. His legs forced hers open, and his body lay on top of hers as he pushed his dick back between her legs. He found her wet hole yet again and started fucking her hard and fast.

He grunted with each thrust and her moans returned to match his. Her body was lifeless underneath him. She just lay there getting pounded, waiting for him to finish.

After just a few seconds, he lifted his body off of hers and pulled his cock out of her. I could see everything. Bailey's legs were spread wide open, and so were her pink, wet, worn-out pussy lips. I could even see her asshole.

Alex stroked his cock, pointing it directly at her pussy and ass crack. It's like he was putting on a show for me to watch, unaware of my desperate desire to be with the woman he was with.

Then Alex's body jolted as he groaned out loud. His cock started shooting cum all over Bailey's most intimate areas! It was a more erotic cum shot scene than any porn movie I'd ever watched. He shot four or five powerful streams of his seed, dripping down her ass crack to her sweet pussy lips.

I stood in amazement, watching the scene unfold. I found myself staring at his cock again, wishing I was him.

My cock was again hard and throbbing after the amazing scene I had just witnessed.

Now that I was coming down from my own orgasm, I realized I had to move away and do it quietly!

Alex turned to the side, landing on the bed beside Bailey. He looked up at the opening in the door and gave me one last shit-eating grin. I can't believe he was not only allowing me to watch him ravage her body, but making it quite a show for me as well.

I backed up, tiptoed into my room, and gently closed the door.

I still had Bailey's panties in my hand, and they were covered in cum.

"Shit!" I thought to myself, not knowing what to do with them. I shoved them deep down into my dirty clothes hamper, beneath the other clothes. I would have to figure out how to handle that later.

I lay in bed and put on my headphones, playing anything to drown out the sounds of my sweet Bailey and to try and fall asleep. My mind was hard to turn off that night.

"Should I tell Alex that I know Bailey? Or that I met her first and how much I like her? How long until she finds out I'm his roommate? Does she know that he lets me watch them fuck? Does she really even like Alex? Or could this just be a friend-with-benefits kind of thing?" My brain was a flurry of horrible questions. Lots of questions.

The next few days were going to be interesting.