My name is Veronique, so named because my mother spent her last year of High School billeted with a French family in Tahiti, and she named me after their youngest daughter.
My mother and father met in high school and left when they turned sixteen to get jobs and save some money for their big OE to Europe. At eighteen, they were on a boat to England and based themselves in London, as it was easier to get a three-year working permit there. But their intention was always to spend as much time as they could in France as they had good contacts from the family my mother had met in Tahiti.
In their third year away, I was conceived, in a small town called Marly-le-Roi, a suburb of Paris, hence my middle name Marly. My parents returned home to New Zealand for my birth. And my father got a job with a local car dealership as a mechanic. A good job but not especially well paid, and so I was brought up in a small house in a modest suburb of Auckland.
I had a very normal upbringing; my parents were always open and honest with my younger brother and me. They were an attractive couple, especially my mother. They had been hippies when they were young, and my father still had long hair and wore tie-dye tee shirts and baggy jeans.
My mother spoke both French and English to my brother and me from the day we were born. So no surprise that I topped that subject when I attended secondary school. I was not too shabby in most of my other subjects as well.
I was among the last of my friends to develop. But by my sixteenth birthday, my petite frame was sporting some decent curves, and I began to notice boys. I was in my final year of secondary school and had a large circle of friends. That year, the big topic of conversation amongst us girls was about boys. And especially about sex with boys. My best friend, Tania, had lost her virginity after the school ball. The rest of us girls were all pretty envious of her. However, we noted that although she raved about how good it was, the guy that took her cherry did not ask her for a date again, and he broadcast their liaison to all his mates. That was a life lesson for many of us.
In my early teens, I was a skinny little waif, only 5'2", with olive skin and long black hair. Some of my father's friends made a scene about how pretty I was; the attention embarrassed me. But by my seventeenth birthday, my hips and breasts were well developed, and I started receiving unwanted attention from more than just dads friends. Some of it was irritating, one of them being a seventh-form teacher whom my friends reckoned had a crush on me.
At the end of that year, when I left school, at least another half dozen girls in my class had lost their virginity. My girlfriends were always on to me, making hints about it being time I lost mine. But I was in no hurry. However, I constantly checked out the guys and pondered who would be a good prospect.
My parents had taken me to church every Sunday for as long as I can remember. Neither was very religious, but my mother said we kids had to go so that we could make up our own opinions. But by my mid-teens, I was questioning what was taught at youth group and began missing the odd Sunday. But I didn't give it up altogether, as my friends and I enjoyed the dances they held every second Saturday night.
It was a confusing time in life; half the people I knew were telling me, No! The other half tried getting me to join their 'get rid of your virginity'-club. The most confusing, though, was my youth group at our church. It seemed ironic to me that my girlfriends in the bible group were the ones losing their virginity. Yet the leaders told us every Sunday to save ourselves for marriage and not become fallen women!
Halfway through that year, I started seeing a boy from the bible group called Adam. I had known him forever, and he seemed as good a bet as any if I wanted to experiment with sex. From the day I first wore a bra, he had pressed me about going out with him (sleeping with him), which put me off. But after a few months of his persisting, I finally agreed to go a bit further than the light foreplay we had tried on some dates. I laid out some ground rules, though. I made him promise to wear a condom and pull out when he came. There were all these stories about condom busting and young girls getting pregnant. And most importantly, I made him swear that he would tell no if I let him.
Two days later, he approached me with three condoms in his hand.
"Why did you buy three?" I exclaimed. "You're not doing it three times!"
He blurted out, "I went to the chemist and said I needed condoms, and the lady sold me a packet of three. Don't know if you can buy one; I just paid and hot-footed it out of the shop."
It was just as well that he did buy three, as the first time we tried, he came putting the condom on. I let him play with my tits but went home very frustrated.
A week later, we tried again. I think Adam got it in this time, but again he came too soon; another condom was wasted. He blamed it on me, said I was too pretty, and that he never had this problem with any other girls. Which was a joke, as I knew he'd not been with any other girls.
A couple of days later, we tried for the third time. He said he had things sorted and should be okay. 'Nope!' Useless again; this time, I knew he had it in me, though, as it hurt, and I had blood in my knickers. But again, he came before I even came close to having any good feelings. I didn't bother to try with him again, he did ask me out, but I had an excuse ready every time he asked.
Soon after I stopped seeing Adam, my mother had a heart-to-heart with me about sex. She must have had a clue I was starting to experiment. I admitted to her that I had tried sex with Adam. I expected her to be disappointed and lecture me. But instead, she just exclaimed, "Well, you held off much longer than I did. I had better see about getting you on the pill."
Without thinking, I opened my mouth and said, "But you and Dad didn't meet until you were nineteen?"
"Oh, there were many before your dad," she said, suddenly placing her hand over her mouth, realising what she had just admitted.
We had the most open talk I had ever had with my mother. I told her about how useless Adam had been. She told me she had had a lot of guys like that and told me not to be in a hurry, as the right guy would come along.
A few days later, she took me to her doctor. He asked me some awkward questions and then sent me home with a prescription for the pill. I think I was the last of my friends to go on it.
I finished my school year with a scholarship to Auckland University and a full-time job as a laboratory technician. The laboratory freed up time for me to attend all my lectures.
A few months later, one of the girls I worked with introduced me to Maximilian; everyone called him Max. He was twenty-five and seemed so mature and in control. He was a medical rep, quite handsome and worldly-wise. On our second date, we had it off in the back of his station wagon. My first orgasm! With a guy! I was in love.
But the bastard didn't ring for two weeks afterwards, and I felt used and got pretty down in the dumps. I talked to my mother about him, which was great; she was so understanding. She gave me good advice about guys like him who only wanted one-night stands. So I resolved to give him the bum's rush if he ever bothered to call again.
However, when he did call two weeks later, he gave me the excuse that he had lost my number and was out of town with work. He had contacted my work friend and got the number from her as soon as he got back in town. He was so sheepish and guilt-ridden that I forgave him, and we arranged another date.
The next day at work, I asked the girl that had introduced us about her giving Max my number again and was not surprised to hear that she hardly knew him and that he had not called her. It must have been the thought of sex, addling my brain because I convinced myself it must have been my mistake.
We went out that Friday night, and sure enough, parked on the way home, he had me over in the back of his car with my knickers around my ankles again. The orgasm this time was even better, and again I thought it was love. Especially as he was so charming afterwards and apologised to me for coming so quickly. He said I was the most beautiful girl he had been with, and I made him come too fast. (Where had I heard that before?) I wasn't concerned about his staying power; he had lasted ten times longer than Adam had.
But over the next couple of months, he kept messing me around. He always had excuses and treated me like a queen when we were out, and the sex got better and better. But I never could arrange anything, as I never knew when he would call.
Then I met another guy through work, Gabriel, and we started meeting for lunch most workdays. He was handsome and caring, but I was cautious and took things very slowly with him. Finally, on the second week of lunching with him, I agreed to go out on an actual date. Auckland's Anniversary weekend was only a week away, and I told Gabriel I would call it off with Max and for him to choose somewhere for us to go.
But the following Monday, Max called around to our house. I arrived home to find him sitting and drinking beer with my father. He had come around to ask my parents if he could take me away on a yacht for the Anniversary weekend with his friends.
I listened as my dad asked questions about the competency of the guys sailing it, how big and safe the yacht was, whether we would have lifejackets, etc. And before I knew it, I was nodding and all sorted to go sailing.
When Max left, I had second thoughts; doubts flooded my head. I knew I should have declined and was meant to have called it quits. I felt I had been railroaded into the trip. But on the other hand, I had never been on a yacht, and listening to him selling it to my parents, the trip sounded exciting. I told myself that as there were others on the boat, I should be able to avoid his advances and not let him sleep with me. I had heard him assure my father I would have a bunk alone.
He was to pick me up around 7:30 am the following Friday. I suddenly realised I needed to ask at work for the Friday and the Tuesday off work. And that this could be a problem, as it was a long weekend, and me being one of the newest staff members, maybe everyone else at work wanted those days off.
On Monday, putting on my most humble look, I asked the boss about time off and was relieved to be told it was not a problem. I already had half a dozen days of holiday owing. And no one else was taking time off.
Then I had the awkward task of calling Gabriel to tell him our date was off. I had to tell him a white lie about who I was going with, which left me feeling guilty as hell when I hung up.
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Friday morning, I was up at 5:30, packing and asking my dad for help with everything I would need on a boat. Dad helped me pack stuff I would never have thought of. But I ensured he didn't see the small white bikini I had bought, especially for the weekend. I had two swimsuits: one was a bikini that was well past its used-by date, the other was a one-piece, and having checked out online about sailing, I saw that all the girls on yachts were wearing skimpy bikinis. So one of my friends took me shopping and talked me into a bikini that was very much outside my comfort zone. It was so brief. Especially the top, which hardly contained my breasts.
On the way to the boat, I quizzed Max about how many others were going with us. I was alarmed to find that there were just two other guys. Mates off his that I had never met and that I was to be the only girl. I wanted to tell him to turn around and take me home, but I couldn't pluck up the courage. The thought of all the friends I had said about the trip and having to explain to my parents made me keep quiet.
When we got to Halfmoon Bay Marina, I was relieved to find two handsome guys waiting for us. Max introduced them as Ryker, who owned the yacht, and his mate, Aaron. They both made me welcome, helped me aboard, showed me where to stow my gear, etc. They were a lot older, and thankfully, I immediately felt very safe with them.
The boat was a forty-two-footer, whatever that meant. And had two bunks up in the bow, which Ryker informed me he usually had as a double bed, but seeing as I was on board, they had stowed the centre mattress, and he and Aaron would bunk up there. He showed me to the larger of the two bunks, each side of the cockpit. I was taking everything in and trying to remember all these new words. My bunk wasn't quite a double, but much wider than the one on the other side he had allocated to Max.
Soon we were underway, Ryker had me sit with him, and he showed me how he controlled the boat and what he watched for in the sails. I found him fascinating; he was very worldly-wise; he reminded me of a gypsy. Dark hair pulled back into a ponytail that hung just past the nape of his neck. He had thick dark eyelashes and a 5 o'clock shadow; well, actually, it was a little longer than that, more a very close-trimmed beard. His olive skin was burnt dark brown from being outdoors. He only had a pair of cut-off jeans and a white tee shirt with the sleeves torn off and holes in it. You could see his well-defined muscles showing through the holes in his shirt.
I also took the time to evaluate Aaron. He was around six-foot, so a couple of inches shorter than Ryker. Handsome in a rugged outdoor way. He also had olive skin and was burnt brown, and his sun-bleached blond hair was quite long. Every time I looked, he was checking me out and would smile and shyly look away.
Ryker told me we were heading for Tryphena, on Great Barrier Island, and would stay the night in the bay. But we would be having dinner ashore with friends, and on the morrow, we would sail down to the Mercury Islands for a couple of days.
Having never been to any of these places, I was very excited and quickly fell in love with sailing. It was so graceful; the boat leaned over with the wind and flowed lazily up and down the waves. Ryker picked up on my enthusiasm, soon had me on the tiller, and coached me on getting the best speed out of the boat.
It was quite mesmerising, and I found my mind wandering, evaluating who I would like to go out with if I could have the pick of the three guys.
It was interesting to see Max in this company. He deferred to both the other guys in everything. This guy that I had thought for months was so in control and confident was a bit of a wimp around these two and jumping to do everything they said. It also didn't help my opinion of him that I had already made my mind up that our brief relationship needed to end. So he was a non-starter.
Ryker was the most dazzling but also the oldest and super confident. I felt a bit nervous around him and was worried all the time I was going to blurt out something stupid.
That left Aaron. I could tell he was interested in me but had hardly said anything. But I felt strongly attracted and wondered if I had any chance with him. I guessed he probably had a girlfriend and would keep clear of me. And it didn't help that Max was being possessive and attempting to make it clear that I was his, which was annoying me immensely.
So I sat at the helm with Ryker and took in all he was teaching me, but I made sure that every time I caught Aaron's eye, I returned his smile. I also looked for an opportunity to let slip that Max and I were not an item. In conversation, I learned that Aaron was also a Prespertarian, which was stupid as neither of us attended church anymore. But it felt nice to have something in common. I also learned that he came from quite humble beginnings, whereas Ryker had obviously come from money. I mean, he owned this fabulous yacht.
In the first few hours of sailing, I began to get a feel for the boat. We were sailing with a ten-knot breeze coming from slightly behind on the port side. I didn't know what half of this meant, but Ryker loosened the sail and told me we were running with the wind and making good time. Aaron was down below, working on the outboard for the little rubber dinghy. That was something else that enamoured me to him, as my father had always taught me engine stuff. Max finally gave up trying to vie with Ryker or Aaron for my attention and was sulking on the bow.
Ryker said he needed a piss and for me to keep the bow pointing at the end of what he told me was the Coromandel Peninsula. Then he stepped out onto the transom (a shelf on the back of the boat), unzipped and started peeing into the sea. I was shocked; I expected him to go to the toilet below.
He turned and caught me looking, "If you're going to watch, you realise I will get to watch you when you relieve yourself."
My head snapped back to the bow as his raucous laughter alerted the other two to my plight. I had taken in that his penis was impressive but knew that it being slack like that didn't tell you what it would be like when it was hard. I had seen my father and brother's penis before and Adams and Max's. However, Ryker looked more significant than any of them; this thought sent unwanted tingles racing around my groin.
"I'm not going to pee from there!" I replied, hoping my wicked thoughts were not written all across my face.
"Oh, we'll have you peeing from here before the end of this trip," he stated.
I just thought, 'You don't know me yet. I can be very stubborn.'
Around noon, we sailed into Elephant Cove on what they told me was 'Happy Jack Island'. Ryker explained that it was best to find a cove to stop for lunch, as the yacht rocked around a lot if we stopped out on open water. There was a cliff face to our left as we sailed into the cove, and Aaron pointed out an elephant on it. But it looked more like a rhinoceros to me. However, once Aaron described the shape. It was startling just how precise the elephant shape was.
Another reason for stopping at the island, they said, was they wanted to catch some fish to take to their friends for dinner. But we didn't have much luck, and as there were no bites, we just left the rods hanging over the side while we ate.
Aaron had made Vogel's bread sandwiches filled with salad, ham and cheese. They were huge, at least an inch thick; I struggled to get one in my mouth, but it was delicious. Ryker handed me a beer to wash it down; he didn't ask if I wanted one, just treated me as if I were one of the boys. I gulped it down and finished it before I was halfway through the sandwich. I was handed another without comment.
It was interesting listening to them joking and having one another on, and I noted that Max bore the brunt of much of their humour and ribbing. And I noticed they treated him as more of an irritation than a friend.
I learned that Max lived next to Aaron until Aaron went to University. But Aaron was six years older, and they hadn't hung out together that much. However, Ryker and Aaron had met at secondary school, and he had lived with Aaron for a couple of years before they went flatting together. They told a story about setting Max up to blow up a teacher's letterbox one Guy Fawkes. So I knew Max had hung around with them when he was younger but had not seen much of them for the last eight years.
When I finished my second beer, I felt a little tipsy and was busting to go to the toilet. I whispered into Ryker's ear that I needed to go.
He pointed at the transom and said, "You know where to go. The others won't watch, but I will, seeing as you watched me."
Then seeing the panic that crossed my face, he laughed. "Aaron, you had better show Veronique how to use the head. She's a bit nervous about dropping her shorts before us."
They all thought this was very funny. But Aaron quickly hopped up and guided me down below. At the toilet, called a 'head' - god knows why - Aaron showed me the valve that needed to be opened to get rid of the business and the other valve that needed to be opened when I started pumping it out.
I squeezed past Aaron and tried to open the bottom valve; it would not budge.
Aaron placed a hand on my hip, and his other hand brushed my breast as he leaned to help. A surge of arousal flooded my body; I blushed red, sure that he could sense my excitement at his touch.
"You don't try to open it with your wrist. Instead, keep this arm straight and use the weight of your body," he instructed me.
The valve moved quite easily once I had the correct technique, and he made me do the whole procedure again before he was satisfied enough to leave me alone. I was very hot and flushed, my mind going overboard with thoughts of his bending me over and taking me hard. What the hell was happening to me; these thoughts were very uncomfortable. It must be the sea air; that seemed to get the blame for many things.
When I stepped back on deck, I nodded to Ryker. "I understand why you guys pee off the end of the boat now. It is a bit of a hassle."
"As I said, by the end of the trip, you will not give a toss about us and will happily go off the back as well," he replied, laughing. "And we will actually not look. We will be gentlemen and give you your privacy."
"I don't think so," I replied, albeit a little less sure now.
At about 2:00 pm, we slowed around Channel Island, and Ryker started the motor. He pointed to Great Barrier Island, which he said was only an hour sailing away. I watched as Aaron ordered Max around, getting out the fishing rods and setting them up for trawling.
We did two circuits off the island and caught two kahawai, which they told me were not that great to eat when fried, etc. But when you smoked them, they were very tasty. They then changed the lures to longer silver ones while Ryker took the yacht out a little and let it drift. Aaron gave me a rod and instructed me to let the lure sink until it touched the bottom, then had me wind it up slowly.
Suddenly the rod was nearly whipped out of my hand. Aaron grabbed my hand holding the rod, then ordered me to wind like hell. There was nothing there, but he said to keep winding. Then I saw a huge fish following the lure up to the boat. It was so exhilarating, such a beautiful fish. He got me to drop the lure to the bottom again.
"This time, when it hits, jerk the rod high in the air and wind like hell. They are kingies and will chase your lure all day," he told me. "The trick is to hook one."
Max was hooting and hollering; he had one hooked. But halfway up it jerked free and took the lure with it. Then another hit, I jerked the rod up as Aaron had shown me, and it felt like I had a truck attached to the line. The line screamed out. Ryker shouted at me to wind on more brake and not to let it get in the rocks. Max was yelling for me not to lose the bloody thing. Aaron realised that I had no idea what the brake was and leaned in and wound something on the front of the winder thing.
Pandemonium. It went under the boat, everyone yelling different instructions. Aaron whispered in my ear, "Don't listen to them. Just keep winding. If you get tired, hand the line to me, and I will bring it in. I think you have a real whopper there."
That was like a red rag to a bull. No way was I going to give in. It took at least fifteen minutes to get it up to the boat. I was amazed the rod didn't break. The tip was bent almost straight into the water at times. Once I finally got it alongside, they gaffed it and hauled it aboard.
"Bloody beauty!" yelled Ryker, "Good girl, we'll keep you on."
My chest almost burst, I was so proud. It was well over a meter long.
"Has to be a thirty-pounder at least. You did bloody great," gloated Aaron. Then he proceeded to give Max shit about his girlfriend out-fishing him. Minutes later, Aaron caught one as well, and I was secretly proud to see it was smaller than mine.
Gear stowed and fish in the bin, and we set sail again. I was offered another beer but quickly declined, wanting to avoid getting sozzled and falling overboard and not too keen on tackling the 'head' more than I needed to.
An hour and a half later, about 5:00 pm, we pulled into Tryphena Harbour on Great Barrier Island. Ryker asked me to take the helm and keep the yacht pointed into the wind while they set the anchor. Then the guys all got busy, Max tying a blue and white flag to one of the runners and helping the other two bring dive gear up on deck.
When I queried the flag, I was informed it was to tell other boats to keep clear of us, as divers were in the water. I was learning more by the minute.
Soon it was just Max and me on the boat, as Ryker and Aaron disappeared under the water to get a feed off scallops. Max and I talked; he didn't know the people we would have dinner with. I learned more about the other guys and how he met Aaron when he went home to see his mom. He said he had been offered a place on this trip and had asked if he could bring me. He was full of bravado and bragging to me about the guys now that they were underwater.