We were on our way to see a band my wife loves. I didn't know much about this band, but she was excited and I was desperate for a night out. What with work and the kids dropping in for the odd weekend at home and all the other things that consume our weekends, Julia and I hadn’t had a date night in several months. So I jumped when she suggested we go into the city to see if we could score last-minute tickets to see The Dribs. They were playing in a small club in the trendy Seaport neighborhood, and I assumed it would be sold out.
She was streaming their music all the way into the city. Sometimes, as a particular song would wind up, Julia would say, “You better dance with me if they play this.” I’m a terrible dancer. My feet are all thumbs. But I try to be a good sport about it. Finally, as we were working through evening traffic, a song came up in the playlist that Julia had been waiting for. “This is Jack In The Pulpit,” she said excitedly. “If they play this, I may have to blow you on the dance floor.”
I pressed the gas. “I will pay $200 for tickets if I have to!”
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I didn’t have to. The place was only half-full and where I had assumed we would be forced to stand, crushed, in a corner, we actually got a table in the front.
I got our drinks and carried them to the table. “This is your lucky night,” I said as the opening band started up. She clinked my beer bottle with her wine glass and grinned.
We were on our second round of drinks when the stage cleared. I was watching the band’s one roadie reset the stage when Julia clutched my arm and pointed to the bar. “That’s them!”
I turned in my chair. “Don’t look!” she hissed…and stared. I rolled my eyes. “Ohmygod, ohmygod,” she hummed.
I sensed the trio walking our way. They actually split around our table. I thought Julia might faint. She kept her eyes on one particular guy (who I would soon discover was the bassist) with brown curly hair and tight jeans. I grinned as she followed his every move as he climbed onto the stage, picked up his guitar, found the cord, and plugged in.
I leaned over the table and touched her arm to get her attention. “I bet you can’t wait to see how he handles that long…bass.” She laughed, a little, but didn’t take her eyes off of him.
Halfway through the first song, Julia looked at me bright-eyed. “Time to dance.”
I groaned, but got to my feet. Like I said. I’m not a good dancer. I have no rhythm. I have a hard time making different extremities move in complementary ways…or even in the same direction. I’m pretty sure my face looks like I’m taking an algebra test.
It’s a lot worse when we’re the only ones dancing.
This was not just a small crowd, tonight, it was a sleepy one.
Do you know why I kept at it? Why I didn’t drag her back to the table to save me from my own embarrassment?
It’s because Julia was eye-fucking the bass player the whole time. And the singer. Possibly the drummer, too. Only I…and the band…could see how her eyes smoldered as she danced in front of them. In fact, she wasn’t really dancing with me, so much as dancing in proximity to me. The bassist could not take his eyes off her tits. I suspected the singer would forget the lyrics at any minute. We had done some sexy stuff, even had some brushes with group sex, but I hadn’t seen her this horny, and this wanton about it, since before COVID.
So I kept dancing so I could stay on the floor to watch.
But eventually, the spell was broken when they moved to a fast-paced song–one I knew was her least favorite. As if a switch had been flipped, the heat in her eyes cooled a little and she asked if I wanted to go back to the table.
I went to get us another round as she took her seat. Coming back, I leaned down to her ear again as I passed her her third glass of wine. “I thought you were going to rush the stage and fuck those guys right there!” I laughed.
She fanned herself and took a gulp of cool wine. “I thought so, too! I’m so sorry. That must have been really uncomfortable for you.”
I often have to reassure her that I’m very much OK with her being turned on by other men. “Oh no, I was riveted to your face, and theirs, the whole time,” I started to say.
“I know you were. I meant that must have been really uncomfortable trying to dance with a hard-on,” she laughed.
She kept eye-balling the band, and they kept eye-balling her, for the next three or four songs. Much as I hated to miss one second of the eye-orgy that they were in, three beers were on my bladder and I had to make a run for it before they broke between sets and signaled a stampede for the bathroom.
The bathroom was empty, so I beelined for the urinal and tried to hurry the process along. Three beers take a minute to wind their way through the pipes so I looked around. The door to the second stall from the end was open and something caught my eye. I zipped up and walked over to investigate.
I had always wanted to see a glory hole, and now I was looking at one: a perfect circle cut in the side of the stall. I checked to see if ALL the stalls had them, but it was just this one. For years, I tried to get my wife interested in gloryholes. The handful of occasions I’ve gotten to watch her suck another man’s cock (especially while making eye contact with me…or him) are probably the most erotic memories I have. The idea of her attacking an anonymous cock with her mouth while pumping mine in her hand electrified me.
Even if she had no interest in visiting a real glory hole, I hoped she would at least play along with the fantasy in bed. But for Julia, the idea of not even being able to see the man to whom the cock was attached was a deal-breaker. Even in the safety of our own bedroom, when I would occasionally bring it up, she would end up lecturing about the dangers of anonymous sex, the higher selectivity of women for sexual partners, the questionable hygiene of such places. If you’re keeping score, that’s buzzkill, buzzkill, buzzkill.
So I learned to keep that fantasy to myself.
I looked around some more. The place was pretty clean. I picked up a few damp paper towels off the floor. Even though the floor looked clean to me, I wet another at the sink and tossed it on the floor at the base of the toilet in the center stall and used my shoe to push it around. I repeated the process with a dry one. Then I washed my hands and took one more look.
As far as I could tell, there had never been a more hygienic bathroom.
I walked back to the table trying to suppress a grin. It hardly mattered. From this angle, with the bathroom behind me and the stage at my right elbow, I could see that Julia was doing more than eye-fucking the band. She had one hand gripping her wine glass, and the other had slipped beneath the table where she had pulled her skirt up. She was running one finger over her panties.
Luckily for her, none of the other patrons could see. Just me.
And probably the band.
When she saw me coming, she pulled her hand away and smiled, embarrassed.
I took a sip of my beer and leaned across the table. “Having fun yet?”
She grinned.
I leaned over again. “How many more songs in this set?”
“They just said two more and they’re going to take a break.”