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Birdie
Over 90 days ago
Bisexual Female, 47
0 miles · Indiana
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Okay, don't laugh at me for this...
ECHO
My heart is just an echo
of another time and place.
I close my eyes and think of him,
try to see his face.
In my mind he's waiting
I fall into his arms.
I can no longer fight it,
I surrender to his warmth.
His eyes say to mine,
words he will not speak.
They fill my mind and suddenly
I feel my heart go weak.
My body begins to tremble
from his loving, gentle touch.
A touch I long for every night,
from a man I crave so much.
Once again I am alone,
as I awaken from my dreams.
My empty heart feels heavy inside,
like a bird without it's wings.
ECHO
My heart is just an echo
of another time and place.
I close my eyes and think of him,
try to see his face.
In my mind he's waiting
I fall into his arms.
I can no longer fight it,
I surrender to his warmth.
His eyes say to mine,
words he will not speak.
They fill my mind and suddenly
I feel my heart go weak.
My body begins to tremble
from his loving, gentle touch.
A touch I long for every night,
from a man I crave so much.
Once again I am alone,
as I awaken from my dreams.
My empty heart feels heavy inside,
like a bird without it's wings.
Seeker
http://www.pandora.com/
You can make your own radio station on this site. Mine is called Birdie's Pub. You can add any artist or song and it plays those songs and music in the same category. All you have to do is create an account, which is free. It's a lot of fun!
You can make your own radio station on this site. Mine is called Birdie's Pub. You can add any artist or song and it plays those songs and music in the same category. All you have to do is create an account, which is free. It's a lot of fun!
Seeker
Okay, so this is what I did last night. First, I made myself a nice drink. Then I sat in front of my computer and tried to stare it down...It didn't look convinced. So, as Rocco said, I turned off the system restore. I ran spybot and AVG. While that was going on, I got kinda bored and so I opened up the control panel. This is the equivalent of placing an easily excited blond in a space ship (that's me!) and leaving her to sit there and ask, What does this button do? I began to uninstall all kinds of programs that I didn't think were necessary to me or my computer. I enlisted the help of my brother who, through messenger, told me what each and every program was and if I could live without it. With his help, I stumbled upon two more buttons: One said something about clean up. The other was a defrag button. I did the clean up and then when I clicked on the defrag button he told me that I can't use the computer until it is done with the defragging. I sat and watched it for a few minutes...1%.....2%....That was taking to long and was about as exciting as watching paint dry so I left it and went to bed. It's kind of like throwing a roast in the crock pot, you just have to trust it to be awesome when you come back. When I woke up this morning it looked normal...I turned the system restore back on and my automatic updates, as well. Now I am playing online to see if I get kicked off...So far, nothing bad has happened and this thing is running so fast I think I will rename it Zippy. LOL Cross your fingers and thank you, EVERYONE, for all of your advice!!
Seeker
And I wonder how do I find out the name of the virus? It didn't exactly introduce itself...It was more like a billion boxes all popping up at once that, in a nutshell, said SCREW YOU!! LOL
LUSH!?!?!? Do you know the name of it?
So, my spybot is almost finished and I am wondering what I should do next...
LUSH!?!?!? Do you know the name of it?
So, my spybot is almost finished and I am wondering what I should do next...
Seeker
Okay Rocco...I turned off system restore and I am running spybot and antivirus...I will let you know what happens after that.
And D...It didn't come with a warranty
Sometimes it works for 30 minutes, sometimes less...I have gotten it to work for an hour but not usually more than that. When it shuts down it is like power failure. It just restarts on it's own. No, I don't hear a fan.
But in the time that I actually do get it running, explorer, firefox, and safari all crash after about 10 minutes or so and I have to start all over again. So I am guessing that it isn't a hardware problem...But who knows...
And D...It didn't come with a warranty
Sometimes it works for 30 minutes, sometimes less...I have gotten it to work for an hour but not usually more than that. When it shuts down it is like power failure. It just restarts on it's own. No, I don't hear a fan.
But in the time that I actually do get it running, explorer, firefox, and safari all crash after about 10 minutes or so and I have to start all over again. So I am guessing that it isn't a hardware problem...But who knows...
Seeker
I don't know the name of the virus, but Lush probably does.
I have a desk top, Dell, with Windows XP. It was a used, rebuilt job when I got it but seemed to be in excellent shape. I have had it almost two years. I have tried the system restore to an earlier time but it only goes back a few weeks. I tried to set it back to before I got the virus but it doesn't want to go back that far. Being computer stupid, as I am, I am almost at a loss. But I will keep trying. Thanks for all the info.
What is Trojan? Spybot keeps getting rid of it, only to have it show up again the next day...
I have a desk top, Dell, with Windows XP. It was a used, rebuilt job when I got it but seemed to be in excellent shape. I have had it almost two years. I have tried the system restore to an earlier time but it only goes back a few weeks. I tried to set it back to before I got the virus but it doesn't want to go back that far. Being computer stupid, as I am, I am almost at a loss. But I will keep trying. Thanks for all the info.
What is Trojan? Spybot keeps getting rid of it, only to have it show up again the next day...
Seeker
Okay, so everyone knows that I was crazy enough to click the horrible link of death a while back. Since then I have been running spybot and AVG to try to remedy the problem. My computer has not been the same since then. Now, every time I try to go online my computer shuts itself off and restarts. It is a real hassle, which is why I have not been around much lately. I get one comment in before it shuts itself off. I have heard that if I restore my computer to the way it was when I got it, all will be much better. So what I am asking is, How do I do that? I have only been able to figure out how to restore it to an earlier date, which only helps for a short time...Like a day, then we are back to square one. I am tired of fighting with it and I fight the urge to take it out into the yard and drop kick it every day. I just have to make it to tax time, when I plan to get myself a shiny new laptop.....Can someone please help me out? 
