My relationship with Dave slowly cooled off over the next few months as he went deeper into the gay lifestyle. As much as I enjoyed sex with him, I was not ready to come out of the closet. Dave was hanging with a group of what I considered weird friends, and I was alienated from that whole scene. Then I met my present wife, Carol, and I instantly went from homosexual to bisexual. I still was turned on by cock, but oh, her...

Now that I have aged into my golden years, I can look back and see the events and subconscious desires that were lurking under my acquired personality of straight heterosexuality. This is the story of how I grew into my homosexuality over time. When I was in my early twenties, homophobia at that time was rampant and firmly entrenched in my mind. What made me horny was really just my own genitalia. Nudity and fondling my c...