My best friend’s husband surprised her and me with a girls' trip to a mountain cabin for an entire week. We leave tonight, and I’m feeling nervous. Not because of the traveling and exploring, because those are what I thrive on. No, I’m nervous because I am attracted to my best friend. I am afraid that when she and I share a bed, I won’t be able to keep my hands off of her. I have never been with a woman and I want my firs...