I was forty-eight years old and divorced for over two years I had a couple of disastrous affairs with incompatible women. My mind would go back to when I was seventeen, my best friend and I used to jerk each other off. One time and one time only, I sucked him for about thirty seconds. I stopped because I was feeling scared and confused about it.But days later I walked into the woods with him and told him I wanted to do it...