It was my last business meeting before going home. I’m an area Sales Manager, and a pub in London had been having some delivery difficulties, so it was my job to try to get this resolved. I didn’t anticipate any real problems and as the bar was between my office and the railway station, I was happy to walk there and hopefully head home early. All I was interested in was making sure I was at the correct place as this was a...

Since the nice people at Lush published the story about my floor show at a 40th birthday party, I’ve had some exceedingly kind feedback and a few messages with questions too. With that in mind, I suppose I really should fill in some background that may explain why this was such a big deal for me. To begin with, I was in my late 30s at the time of my performance in 2015, when Andy and I had been married for 15 years. We ha...

The morning after the evening I discovered porn, I awoke quite late with the sleepy notion of asking Andy if I could watch him wanking. I don’t like outstanding questions, and it was important for me to resolve this one quite quickly. Unfortunately, I discovered that I was home alone. A note from Andy explained that someone had blown a server in his company’s Scottish Data Centre, and he was the only person available to f...

It had been a very difficult day at the office; one of those where you can only watch the wreck happening in real-time and pray that there are pieces left to pick up tomorrow. Heading home on the train, I received a message from Andy to say that he too had endured a full day of utter chaos and would be an hour late. That was fine; I had a plan. For me. Arriving at the empty house, I dropped my bag in the hallway and heade...

Life moved on, and we continued to experiment sexually, sometimes successfully, sometimes not. I took Andy to the strip bar where this had all started and introduced him to a few of the dancers that I now considered friends. He was treated to a lap dance while I watched, and I genuinely found it a huge turn-on when the dancer ran her hand over the bulge at the front of his trousers and winked at me. I handed him my soakin...