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Having a day today. My anxiety has been high for a couple weeks. My therapist has been worried about me crashing for awhile. Today might be that day. I just am feeling so out of sorts. I wanna scream, cry, and curl up in a ball to disappear. I just feel like everything is so overwhelming. I feel like I carry so much on my shoulders and no one understands the weight of that. I worry about so much and can't stop. I saw my asshole stepfather posting on Facebook about having no one and how his life is and I just want to post so much underneath. How he took so much of my life away from me. How can he still get to me all these years later? How can a post make me feel so weak? All those people telling him how much of a good person he is and families drift apart. Do they know he was just found od'd left on a porch to die? Do they know he crashed my brother's car because he nodded out behind the wheel and my brother is responsible for the damages.
Then I was so anxious that every part of my body was wound up tight to go to court for disability. Just driving there was so hard. How can this be? I drove for a living and it was difficult to drive the highway and around the city to get there only 30 minutes away but felt like a world away. Of course I have no answers yet from that but things did seem to go well. It would definitely help some. Life is hard. Having anxiety and depression makes it that much harder. Some days I just don't know what to do. I'm sorry for letting everything out here I just needed to release some of this somewhere. I'm sending hugs to anyone who needs one. Thank you for being here.

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TonyaL....I hope you got good news today. I have been working my way through the comp stories and everyone I have read so far has been amazing. I have no idea how the judges will ever figure this one out, but I am sure they will do their best. Congrats to Fuzzyblue on your newest EP....will have to venture into your library to see for myself.

Hope everyone had a wonderful Hump day today and you get to do some Humping, tonight......I got to experience a bridal shower at work today, with my co-workers, so that was fun. If the bar is open, I would like a Fireball Cinnamon Whiskey, on the rocks, pretty please.

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Good morning thank you for the tea dear Curvy. Today I could use some positive vibes. I've been trying to get disability for quite some time and I go to court today. I'm a bit nervous about it. I won't actually see the judge she will be on a screen. I'm already considered disabled under military standards now if only the state would see it as well.
Hope everyone has a lovely day.

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I'll share with you sexy Jen. Do you prefer soft or hard?

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Alice's music is pretty middle-of-the-road quality-wise but it's fun to listen to and he's one of the most brilliant showmen left in rock. Saw him recently singing backup for, of all people, Johnny Depp. It was a cover of Bowie's "Heroes" by Hollywood Vampires, Depp's band. Also had Joe Perry from Aerosmith on guitar, which was actually the highlight, though Depp did the song far better than I expected.

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Morning all. Wonder if anyone has ever given Ping a timeout? Maybe Golden State could give him one; they seem to think they have extras.

9AM. Close enough; I'll have champagne please.

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and the line for hugs starts to vanish...lol

You'll be hearing from me later..I need hugs lots and lots of hugs




Also ditto if anyone needs hugs just message me
I like to give them as much as I like to get them

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Unsure at this point. Lelo has one for $200, but it should be able to make dinner too for that price.
'm curious what exists, and more importantly, what works. I like the idea of the decorative vibe hanging from a choker, like a cuckold's key, but that's asking for a lot. It being quiet and concealable is most important. Public spaces abhor vibrations.

The remote control thing is important too, but I do like the feel of the vibrations in hand, as well as the tortuous pelvic motions resulting from my efforts. But that's just me.

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Can anyone share their knowledge and/or experience with mini-vibes?

A movie theatre 'experience' had led to this search. Here are the wish list items:

- small, quiet, yet somewhat powerful
- multiple settings
- could fit into a small pocket
- could also hang from a choker or necklace, or even a key chain

- would be nice if it was waterproof
- would be lovely if it could be controlled with an app or remote

If you do know of something you can recommend, please post of picture of it or a link, if you know it.

Her birthday is in August, so I've got time for some research.

Thanks in advance for your help!

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The "different" is why we like your stories, o mighty fellow Canuck.

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You can make blondes? I won't be greedy, just one please.

Morning all, coffee for me please.

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the day ends in about two and a half hours on the east coast... not sure I'll be done with you by then. #beready

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Lame old story verifier here. Is it just romance? Fetish? Oral? Lush publishes those things, though they're not actual penetration. PM me, if you'd like.

Also, newbies get free drinks around here. *looks at Ping*

EDIT: Sprite, darling... it was my turn for a newbie. You know what this means. *points to the office dungeon*

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I feel like that's directed towards me .

I need some advice, if anyone is willing to offer any. Can a story still be eligible if no actual sex happens? If it's, for instance, something that a character fantasizes about? I'm sorry if this is a stupid question .

*taking a sip of my beer and typing furiously, trying to fix my story*

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Yes. Don't ask me how I know.

A pharmaceutically enhanced blowjob, please. I need a pick-me-up.

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At our Pride last year there were a group of moms that had a booth set up for anyone that just needed a hug or a comforting word. They also had moms and dads walking the crowd in their "Free Hugs" shirts. It was amazing to see.

We all need a minute from time to time.

So you know, I think you're wonderful!

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If it ain't clean, it ain't sexy! ...just be thankful authors don't include changing the soaked sheets before they crawl back into bed for the night. BTW, how many people put towels down on the bedsheets before they have sex? Or am I the only woman who thoroughly soaks the sheets when she has sex?

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Grrrr...

Sadly, some good material is being cut from my comp story. It's now become a struggle; a Sophie's Choice of sorts. I still have six hundred (of my babies) words to lose.

Barkeep, your finest surf 'n turf, and your most expensive bottle of pop. Put it on Sneaky Curvy's tab.

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A lovely thought, Sprite and Howie Dittman sounds like a wonderful guy! ?

I'll happily sign up, for hugs and listening. Such a small thing to do to make people feel cared for.

Love to.you too, special lady x

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Shive and stabbing was my idea, stop stealing my material.

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Hi guys

I have a question, so recently I've been sleeping with this guy, he's pretty amazing but recently we had a massive fight over me using his toothbrush..

Is using someone else toothbrush a big deal?

If yes why?