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wassup everyone!!! i know you're all very busy on your competition entries! i read Safe Word by verbal the other night and LOVED it. check it out if you haven't already. his competition entry is gonna be awesome, i just know it.where's lyfbuz? where's sprite? hi grace! hope everyone is well!
köffee, please
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I find it SO hard to describe a person when the story is in first person. Once Rumpleforeskin was like 'WTF DOES THIS GIRL LOOK LIKE??' lol.
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Don't forget Cork has a brewery too. God bless Mr Murphy.
Yay City!!!!!
Actually, I hate football, even real football. The only reason I claim to support City is to annoy the crap out of my friends who support United.
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Good morning I'll get Bertha up and running before the crowd comes in. I'll have some hot tea. Today is laundry day so I'll be quite busy. Why do I have ideas for a story but when I sit down to write my mind goes blank? Ugh. At this rate I'll have a comp entry next September.
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Thank you, sprite honey. I did almost two years of therapy within the last few years. But they weren't trauma therapists.
I love being active.
Thank you for your honesty. I guess it was me because the people around me growing up were pieces of shit.
I always thought I was weak. I am so strong to survive so much.
I self medicate too with pot. It helps me not be so afraid of my memories.
I learned this year, that many years ago, a man I had met at a singles dance, his friend hurt me when I had too much to drink. (It was at his apartment)
It had been eating away at me and I hadn't remembered that at all.
I kept it hidden and in denial for a long time.
Thanks for being you.
We are all strongest together.
errr... mostly, just wake up every morning - and yes, i know this is a cliche - but wake up every morning and tell yourself it's going to be good day and no asshole, past or present, it going to mess it up - you're going to kick ass and your going to be fine. convince yourself of that and it does, seriously, help. sometimes. 
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I spent so many years not showing my emotions, being the strong one, when inside I was so lonely and depressed. I have always felt like an outsider even though I was part of the so called cool crowd.Still think that if I was not around I would not be missed.My biggest problem is the days between being so happy,just to have it come all crashing down, when I just want to run. It is these days that i have so much trouble with.Sometimes when i am happy, I get down for no reason because I know it's coming. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that it could be lush that would help me.Friends that I have made here are so important to me, i'm scared to loose them. I come here and cry when I read what you have all been through.You are so strong,stronger than i'll ever be. If it means anything just want to say thank you,because you have helped me more than you'll ever know.
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Simmerdownchick, I'm so sorry for your losses.
Does anyone else have long term trauma/complex PTSD?
Do you have any good coping skills?
I can't even wipe my hands on a bath towel, I have to use paper towels only.
I wanted to join a gym, but I can't trust that someone won't follow me home and hurt me.
I walk, dance and play tennis.
I hope to feel "normal" one day. I just don't know how to.
I'm also experiencing a lot of anger and rage sometimes.
And the eternal question, why me?
