My name is Maria, an innocent, faithful housewife, living her life devoted to her family and God. 

I always thought this is the only way to live a life. Well, that didn't end well. 

I never dated anyone except my husband, got married at an early age of 18, had a daughter by 19. 

I was a good Christian girl, who saved herself for marriage, who never even saw any other guy in that way. 

I never looked for attention, dressed simple and did a job as a volunteer counsellor in our church, and a responsible housewife, a cool mom for my 19-year-old daughter. 

People trusted me with all their secrets, their sins, and their confession for counselling. 

My life wasn't exciting, but it was good. 

Until that one day, when my whole world changed. 

It was just like any other day, husband left for work, I did my daily chores and walked to the church nearby. 

That's when my phone rang. It was my 19-year-old daughter, Emma. Instead of talking, she kept crying. 

Here I was panicking: what happened? Then her boyfriend took her phone and informed me: David, my husband, had a terrible accident and he was admitted to hospital. 

I couldn't believe it. It felt like time stopped right there, the ground started shaking as I couldn't feel my legs, and body went full cold. 

I gathered myself up, and quickly went to the hospital. 

Seeing my daughter at the door, I went to her and hugged her. I looked at David. He was lying on the bed. 

Then I met the doctor. He said David had a few fractures on his ribs and some injury in his spine. 

I just broke down and went to see him. He was laying there, still and fragile as I stood next to him, holding his hand. 

He was alive; that's all I cared about. 

His treatment was working well, almost after 15 days of hospital, he was finally ready to be discharged and go home with us. 

But the worst part is yet to come. The medical bills. Our insurance barely covered anything, leaving us in about 30,000 dollars debt. 

We took David home but the hospital needed its money. 

We tried our best to get as much as possible, yet it wasn't enough. Then one day, Emma gave me an envelope. 

It had the amount required to pay. I was shocked and worried about how she got it. She didn't say how, just gave me a hug and said it's worth it. 

I guessed her boyfriend, Lucas, did something to arrange the money. I was too exhausted and happy to even ask. 

The next morning, I went to pay the bill, and while returning, I kept thinking, “Now what?”  What can I do now? I kept looking at the bills and worried about how we will manage now. 

Emma moved back in to help us. I started using my credit card to its limit. We needed at least 4000-5000 dollars every month, including David's house care. 

David was on bed rest, and we had no one else to earn good money. 

But we barely made any. Bills kept getting piled up day after day, and it reached up to 60,000 in total. 

But somehow we were surviving. 

Likewise, almost 3 months passed. David was recovering, yet hardly walking. I went out to the park, to release my stress and cry it out. 

That's when I met my childhood friend, Josie. 

Josie was a free-spirited woman who was totally opposite of me. She saw me and came to meet me. 

We hugged and talked about our old days. When I was dating and got married, she changed guys every other day. 

She told me she was happy in her single life, enjoying her life and doing adult work now. 

I was shocked but expected it. But I noticed how much crazy money she was making. She offered me to join but that would be the worst sin I could ever do. 

Likewise, another 3 months passed, and I kept meeting Josie every other day. 

One day, I checked my mail and found a warning from the bank. They said if we don't start paying back, then we have to go to court. 

I sat on the floor, scared as hell. 

I was scared and worried. Even though David was staying at home, still recovering. I thought about giving Josie a try. 

I went to her place to see what she's doing. 

She invited me to her place. I regretted it a lot, but had no other choice. I went there, and we talked about it. 

She helped me set up my OnlyFans page. She asked me to upload some sexy pics to sell. 

I was really hesitant, and we went to her room. She handed me her lingerie. I looked at it, and it was barely covering anything. 

I still wore it, and we took some pics for the site. Josie suggested going more explicit, to get naked, but I couldn't.

Josie said, “Babe, that will take weeks for you to even make anything. Even if you join my live show.”

“Wait! Your live show?” I asked. 

“Yeah, that brings a lot of money together,” she replied.

I was shocked and asked if I could join, just for the money. She agreed but said I have to be naked and there will be guys in the room. 

I couldn't believe it. I didn't want to cross that line, but what she added just froze me. 

She said to make some money, I would have to do something with the guys or else viewers wouldn't stay. 

I asked about what she does for that. She casually replied she had sex with those guys on stream for her viewers. 

I knew I couldn't do that. I asked nervously, “Isn't there anything I could do?”

Josie kept her hand over my shoulder and said, “Babe, you've to at least suck off someone. That's the least you can do. Otherwise even my liveshow won't work.”

I got emotional as this was my last option. Josie gave a hug and said, “I understand your feelings. But it's for your family. We need to sacrifice a lot of our loved ones. Think about it.”

I lost it. “No, I can't,” I said, sobbing, “I am married, have a grown-up daughter, and have a respectable life. I can't do that.”

Josie suggested, “You can keep a mask on. That will make it a different woman and not you. Then just forget about it.”

I thought about my family and how much we were suffering. I hated it but agreed to it. 

I drove home with that stress and regret. 

Even then, I could barely look at David. I felt like I had already betrayed him, cheated on him. 

I felt like a stranger whenever he asked me if I was ok. I simply smiled at him. 

The next day, I followed the address Josie gave me. It was an Airbnb in the middle of the forest, with a lake in the background.

She tried to warm me up and showed me some of her old stream. I held myself together as we discussed the plan. 

Just as we were finishing talking, we saw a car arrive. Then three guys walked out of it. 

I quickly asked, “Why three guys?”

Josie smiled and said, “One for you, two for me.”

I was shocked and said, “What?”

“I thought if you feel good enough, you might need a guy,” she said, keeping her hand over my shoulder.

“There's no way I am fucking anyone. I only agreed to suck him off, nothing more," I said. 

I felt so guilty. I was a married woman, a mother, and a faithful church-going woman. And here I am, about to go naked with some guys. 

Then the three men entered the cabin. They were really polite and humble. I felt good talking to them. 

Then the time came, and we were about to go live. I slowly undressed and got naked. I was feeling so guilty and regretting my decision, but still did it anyway. 

Then the boys got naked. All of them were tall, dark and had huge dicks. 

I was really nervous, but still sat next to them and started playing with myself. Soon I saw Josie was sucking down one of them passionately. 

She didn't finish him, and he sat next to me. He asked me if he could help. I didn't say anything as he came close. 

He touched my pussy, and it sent shivers down my spine. I flinched and he just smiled. He asked me to get over his lap. 

I pushed down his dick and sat on his lap, keeping his dick between my thighs. 

I could feel literally everything. His heart beat behind my back, his warm hard dick poking my thighs, his hands playing around my pussy and boobs, and his warm breath around my shoulder as he kept kissing it. 

I was having fun and that's when another guy stood in front of me with his dick hanging. I just nodded in no. He still insisted that I try. 

I touched his dick and couldn't believe what I was doing. I stroked him 2-3 times and tried to suck him. 

As soon as it got near my lips, I backed out. Then I tried again, this time trying to lick it first. But I couldn't do it at any cost. 

No one pressured me for anything, and I just refused to do that. One guy politely asked if he could finish over my body. 

I just agreed to it, and he quickly placed his dick between my boobs and started pumping in. 

I was already enjoying that guy playing with me, and now this. Soon, he sprayed his cum over my boobs and neck. Another one did the same.

Soon I had my orgasm. The guy below me kept his dick below my thighs. So when I had my orgasm, I twitched, and he came all over my thighs. 

Then I looked over at Josie and she was really horny. 

She asked me, If I wanted to join or watch, I just said no and was about to leave. 

I looked behind and saw Josie was giggling and sucking one guy off while other was fucking her. 

I closed the door and went out to take a shower. I was feeling really guilty and disgusted about myself. 

I cleaned myself properly and was drinking coffee. Meanwhile I could hear Josie's moaning. 

When we were about to leave, Josie sent me 300 dollars for my work. It was less than I expected but still good enough. 

The whole way I tried my best to keep calm and act normal. 

But the moment I entered my home, David was sitting on the couch. I just went and cuddled him. 

Later that night, I prayed a lot for my sins. But then I realised, those 300 dollars are gonna help us at least. 

The following days, when my husband left for work in the next city, I had the whole house to myself. 

I took tons of sexy pictures and posted them on my page. 

Almost a month passed, and I barely made any money. I was frustrated as the due date was getting close. 

The debt started building up and pressure returned. With a heart full of regret, I messaged Josie, “I wanna make some more money this time. Invite the same guys, please.”

It had been 7 months since David's accident. He was recovering but still on bed rest and couldn't go to work. 

We were barely surviving now. Somehow, we borrowed some money from friends, from my daughter Emma, barely enough to keep the life going. 

Finally, the next weekend, I went to Josie's place. I was feeling so guilty even to be there. 

Josie gave me a hug and made me feel comfortable about it. She said, “Just keep in mind why you're doing this. It's for your family to survive. God will forgive if you've good intentions.”

I felt a bit relaxed after that. Then we went to the same location. We prepared for the session and cleaned up properly. 

Josie gave me a mouth spray to help me with this. I asked her what it was. She said it was some spray to help with a blowjob. 

I held it and thought about what my life has led me to. 

Meanwhile, those guys arrived. I was wearing my lingerie and just wore a gown over it and went out to see them. 

This time only two of them came. I hugged them and sat with them, talking and getting comfortable. 

I went into the kitchen to get some water. Josie was with me and asked, “Honey, are you comfortable with this?”

“Yeah, now I am,” I said politely. 

“It's not a problem if you're nervous. Wanna just warm up or have a practice on them, before we go live?” She asked. 

I was hesitant but nodded. 

Then Josie brought out some hard alcohol. She said that would help me get over it. 

I just jumped right into it. I had a few drinks, and some weed from the guys to get high. Soon I was feeling lightheaded and glad to do it. 

Even so, I felt hesitant to do it. I held that guy's dick in my hand and looked at it. I tried to suck it but couldn't. 

They were really supportive and didn't rush. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and took the top of his dick in my mouth. 

I touched it with my tongue and slowly started swallowing him. Then I started sucking him off. 

After a while, he was about to cum. I dropped on my knees, pulled my hair back and started sucking him passionately. 

I wasn't sure if it was me or the weed doing its magic. 

Then he burst inside my mouth. To my surprise, he kept going more than usual. And I kept gulping it, as the sound echoed in the empty room. 

When I took him out, I couldn't help but start blushing. Everything became blurry and warm. 

I felt like my soul was floating out of my body. All the guilt and shame faded away. I was slurring every word I spoke. 

Josie said, “Since you don't want real sex, we can do the suggestive one. He can stuff it in your panties and make it look like it's inside you.” 

I was happy with that idea as we continued to start our live stream. I was more bold and open. We spent around an hour just to tease all the viewers. 

I kissed the guy I just sucked off and was sitting on his lap. Josie was sitting on the other guy's lap. 

Then things were high enough, I asked the guy to take me to the bed. 

As he lined me up, the second guy lay in the bed in front me. His dick was hard and right on my face. 

I started doing my thing, and sucking him off. Meanwhile, the first guy entered my panties as I could feel his warm dick rubbing over my pussy. 

Josie was recording it, and I was just lost in the moment. As soon as Josie went close, the first guy quickly threw the bedsheet over my hips. 

Then I felt a tight stretch inside me. I was shocked that he actually entered. I kept sucking him off and didn't want to let it out, meanwhile, the first guy was busy fucking me. 

Soon he was about to cum and didn't even give me a heads-up and filled my pussy. I

He held it in for a moment as I had my orgasm. Josie pulled off the bedsheet from there and saw I was dripping his cum. 

The second guy burst inside my mouth. I lay on the bed, between both guys. I was panting heavily, and soon the second guy started kissing my boobs. 

He went down and pulled my panties off. He spread my legs open and entered my pussy. Josie was recording it clearly as he was pumping inside me. 

Soon he was about to cum, and he did the same. I quickly went to clean it up. 

When I came out, the boys were having some drinks outside. I had another one and was sitting with them. 

Josie said, “So we call it a night then?”

I asked her, “So are we sharing the room?”

She laughed and said, “No way I am sleeping with you. It's better to share.”

I looked at the first guy, and he kept his hand around my shoulder. Josie went into the room with her guy. 

I was sitting with my guy and soon we went to bed as well. He laid next to me, and slowly started kissing my boobs and neck. 

He stopped right close to my lips. I couldn't control it and kissed him. 

He started fucking me again and this time we were passionately doing it. He came after a long time and we just slept next to each other. 

Next morning, I woke up cuddling the guy over me. Shame hit me like a truck. 

I couldn't control myself and my guilt and ran to the shower. I broke down and started crying in the shower, as the reality hit me. 

I had betrayed my husband, my faith, my everything. My sins felt unbearable.  

I drove directly to the church to clean my mind and soul. 

Then I went home and saw David. I somehow controlled myself.

I hugged him tight, burying my face into his chest. 

Once he left for work, I broke down and cleaned myself properly. Somehow I managed myself. 

Then I saw a message, and Josie shared 2000 dollars for helping me out. As money started coming, it gave me a bit of relief. 

The weight felt crushing. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt those men inside me again. Something inside me was slowly starting to change.